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osted on may 14 2020 by tom allen mrs edge doesn t care for the p word because in her mind she had been leaving open the possibility that she might remove my stainless steel cage one day maybe after five or ten years just as a reminder or something it s very vague in her mind and i sometimes have wondered if she isn t slightly afraid of thinking about it too much because of the local lockdown condition our regular intimate time has been reduced to once a week or so partly because we rarely have any alone time in the house however last weekend the edgelette was asked to cover a saturday morning slot so mrs edge and i looked forward to some daylight fun in which we were not forced to be overly quiet taking a break in the middle of it i mentioned how hot it was that first year when she did not unlock me for my birthday and just kept right on going she explained that she had thought about it but just sort of forgot then it was past and there wasn t any point until the holidays six months later but by the time the holidays came she realized that we were closing in on a year and she thought it would be hotter to keep going until we hit that mark and when that mark came she was enjoying it so much that she just sort of didn t want to unlock me at all maybe or something so she didn t and that led to another birthday and another set of holidays and then she could see coming up on two years and along the way she found her self thinking that as long as i was enjoying things and as long as she was enjoying things was there really a need to unlock me and that s how being well into the third year she off handedly said to me i guess i just don t have any plans for that anymore it s permanent now mrs edge says that i should be looking forward instead of looking backward share this share on x opens in new window x share on reddit opens in new window reddit share on tumblr opens in new window tumblr share on facebook opens in new window facebook more email a link to a friend opens in new window email print opens in new window print share on linkedin opens in new window linkedin share on pinterest opens in new window pinterest like loading posted in chastity orgasm denial male chastity permanent chastity permanent denial sexuality relationships tagged male chastity permanent chastity 8 comments consent and sensibility posted on april 17 2020 by tom allen while the post itself is old i ve been referencing this a lot in the past year or so i suspect it s a factor of inexpensive devices allowing more men couples to dabble with chastity having solved the problems of world hunger universal medical care and corrupt politicians it s good to know that some people still have enough energy to tackle the really important issues of whether or not enforced chastity is an actuality whether or not one needs a device and what devices are serious enough for consideration at the moment this argument discussion is taking place over on sarah s male chastity blog although this is really just another instance of the discussions that take place on some group or forum just about every freaking month it s kind of like the kudzu of the kinky internet as soon as you think it s gone it pops up somewhere else so let s review a few things as i ve said a bazillion times chastity devices are sex toys plain and simple just like handcuffs rope or other restraints they are equipment to enhance sexual or more accurately erotic enjoyment this is not a paradox except for extremely rare circumstances people buy chastity devices in order to engage in erotic control scenes yes the scenes may play out over long periods weeks or months but the essence of the play is erotic control of one s sexuality yeah yeah i know that some of you are ready to get on a soapbox about how it has changed your relationship given you focus made you a better partner blah blah blah well i call bullshit on that entire concept what you re descibing is not the magical effect of the device anymore than dumbo s crow feather gave him magical flying powers sorry when you have kids these kinds of analogies come to mind rather i suspect that you yourself have become more focused a better parter etc because you re enjoying the attention and you re reciprocating in a way that fits the paradigm you ve set for yourself actually since we don t live in a social vacuum that other people around the internet have set for you you want to call the device a symbol of your new life hey great that s exactly what those freaking wedding bands do how well was that working for you so does that mean that chastity devices are toys well that s a bit more complicated so to avoid certain emotional connotations i m going to call them equipment this makes more sense because that s how we usually refer to other kink oriented items the word toy while having a connotation as being something used for fun also conveys an image of something that s not intended for serious usage fsv of serious hence the snobbery of those people who sneer at anything made of plastic who are in turn frowned on by those espousing the use of anything less than a full stainless steel tollyboy or whatever belt who are then dismissed as amateurs by those who have spent months of their salary and months of fitting time to own custom latowski metal underwear and of course all of the above people are dissed by the domlier subbier than thou types who claim that nobody should even need a device they should simply develop the willpower to do as they are told a pox on all of ye i say continue reading share this share on x opens in new window x share on reddit opens in new window reddit share on tumblr opens in new window tumblr share on facebook opens in new window facebook more email a link to a friend opens in new window email print opens in new window print share on linkedin opens in new window linkedin share on pinterest opens in new window pinterest like loading posted in sexuality relationships tagged bdsm chastity d s male chastity orgasm denial sexuality 6 comments transformative orgasm denial posted on april 13 2020 by tom allen even thought i m still working i seem to have a little more free time on my hands because of how slowly things in the manufacturing world are moving along this has given me a chance to look over some of my old posts and this one seemed relevant to my current situation re reading my post from the other day i don t want to appear to be disparaging toward those people who are quite literally counting the days and hours either since their last orgasm or until the next back in the fall of 2003 i was pretty much doing the same thing with mrs edge how many days has it been now she d ask and i d usually know immediately today is forty nine days or friday will be one hundred days to which she would half jokingly respond you mean the first one hundred days and then it would be all hot for both of us and we d rush off into the bedroom to grope each other see when you first start out like anything else it s new and exciting for men it s very likely the first time in their lives that they ve gone more than a few days without an orgasm from sex or masturbating so it s no wonder that some of us count the days but at some point at least for some of us it s no longer about the numbers it s about dealing with the frustration of our arousal it s about controlling our urges it s about learning how to derive pleasure from pleasing your partner and it s about overcoming our temptation to cut the damn lock and take matters into our own hands yes it s easy sort of to go along with the constant arousal when you know that on the weekend your partner is going to unlock you and you ll get to have sex even two weeks in the device isn t horrible when you know that your reward is going to be a tremendous orgasm especially when your partner is looking forward to it as much as you are it s much more difficult to learn to cope with longer term denial however especially if you have no idea when your partner might next allow you that pleasure i don t want to make this wound all woo woo but there is or can be if you re willing to go there a transformative quality to orgasm denial when mrs edge and i first ventured into this back in the fall of 2003 we played with it for a day or two and in the course of talking i mentioned that there was a new model on the market the cb3000 had just come out a few months earlier she looked at the website and decided that we needed to order one i got a little embarrassed and explained that i d already bought one a couple of months earlier just because it seemed like such a cool thing it was back at my apartment where i d wear it at night or on weekends you ve got to go get it she said and the next day i picked it up after work and showed her how it worked she seemed thrilled and kept touching the device even after it was on we talked about this for a bit and decided that instead of trying it out for a couple of days to give it at least a week maybe two before we d make any kind of determination partway into the second week we talked about making it three weeks by the beginning of the third week we agreed on going for a month thanksgiving came in there someplace and family and friends who knew about our separation were surprised to see us pawing and touching each other like teenagers it was new fun sexy and frankly it was the first time in years that we spent time talking intimately for the first few months mrs edge would unlock me about once a week to have sex not for my benefit but because she prefers intercourse this alone deserves some comment mrs edge is not one of those the submissive male should not have intercourse with the superior female types in fact she has wondered what kind of man hating neurotic women would bother to dress up in fetishy outfits and uncomfortable boots and top it off by not allowing themselves the reward of a good fucking i ll let bitchy jones answer that question while i go on to other topics while unlocked for sex i was specifically instructed that i was not allowed to orgasm most guys realize that it s difficult enough to hold back when you re horned up trying to hold back after several weeks of teasing was not so much difficult as annoying since i had to stop what i was doing every fifteen seconds and think about work baseball or at several particularly intense moments my ex but after about a month i somehow managed to find my center and could take my time making love to her and given enough time and physical sensation feel satisfied while i did not get the feelings associated with orgasm i would get aroused plateau for a while i think i just verbed a noun and afterward feel almost as if i d had the orgasm it was fascinating for me to feel relaxed and comfortable and be able to drift off to sleep although admittedly it did take a little while for my erection to subside and at first i had several completely involuntary emissions they weren t orgasms but physical spasms that expelled semen usually several minutes after we had finished and were just laying there relaxing perversely the longer i was denied the more i enjoyed it at about six or eight weeks into it we bought a strap on harness for me to use and mrs edge experimented with keeping me locked up for longer periods she didn t say she was experimenting but i could tell we had more sex with the strap on to which we began to refer as my other cock and several times she kept me in for two or three weeks before unlocking me once she went for several weeks i didn t say anything or protest partly because i was enjoying it but partly because i also wanted to see how it would play out i counted though four weeks five six oh my later we talked about it and she told me that she had no idea how long she was going to let it go on she wondered how it would be to have me use just the dildo and as it turned out i managed to use it rather well so she didn t feel as if she was missing out on much and she kept going with it i told her that against all reason i found the idea of her experimenting like that to be very hot and that in fact i had made every effort to use the dildo as naturally as possible for her we then decided to get an even more realistically shaped dildo and found one that closely mimicked my own uh shape and dimensions by this point i was already accustomed to not orgasming but i was surprised that switching from the bloopy dildo to the realistic one would make me a tad insecure about our arrangement mrs edge asked if i was jealous of it but i wasn t in fact sex became even better for the both of us i removed the leather padding from the harness so that the base of the dildo pressed directly against my pubic bone unlike the smooth bloopy dildo the ridges and bumps gave me some feedback i learned to discern when she was about to orgasm because her muscles tightened on it and created just a bit more friction i discovered how to position myself so the head would rub that spot just under her pubic bone and i could feel it via the friction and positioning soon she was referring to the new dildo as my real cock and to the one in the device i e me as my other cock the one that was never going to be let out again the one that she didn t need anymore because i used the new one the real one so well my insecurity was not due to jealousy but because i half feared that she was serious that by my learning how to use it so well she really could go for weeks months or even longer without unlocking me i mean the orgasm denial was pretty hot but much of what made it hot was the tantalizing hope of being allowed to come even if that was tomorrow like the white queen s promise of jam tomorrow jam yesterday but never jam today at least there was a hope that today would sneak up on tomorrow but for the first time i began to be concerned that this might turn into a long term arrangement with no hope that she would allow me to come no hope of coming ever goddamn that s so freakin hot no no no it s scary and frightening and making me very insecure i want to come of course orgasms are fun they feel great gotta clean those pipes once in a while blow off some steam relieve the pressure right right then why was the idea of it making me hornier than ever after what was now several months of denial i again began to have involuntary emissions at one time i was able to control them but they began happening every other week much to the fascination of mrs edge who became interested in the idea of trying to induce them in me often with a comment that in doing so she was obviating the need to unlock me at all from there we began to discuss just how long the orgasm denial would go on at the three month mark we opted to go for another three months by the time five months had gone by we decided to go until our vacation at the end of july which would make it well over eight months having a definite goal in mind made some difference i no longer felt that i would never 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