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he deal find me i have had some luck stalking finding some of you but there are many i don t know how to get in touch with so ella christa amy tracy cece natalie shandrea nicole if you re still out there janet everyone else i m leaving out if you have facebook i m dverhague gmail com and even if you didn t follow each others blogs i think we d still have a blast and if you don t want to join a group just be my friend lol and of course i ll leave you w some pics but if you become my fb friend you ll get to see more of these cuties wiley james has arrived 8 19 pm posted by dawn 18 comments my little boy wiley james was born 12 14 12 6 31 am weighing 7lb 7oz 21 long he was my second planned homebirth he is an absolute joy i still can t believe he s here he was due 12 8 everyone thought he was going to be early but than the whole tooth debacle occurred put a halt on all pregnancy related symptoms it was crazy no more bh contractions indigestion or anything as tough as it was to go over i am grateful my body knew what i could handle my mom came in to town on 12 1 was in town until 12 14 yes the day wiley was born when she was due to leave noon when i went to bed on 12 13 i was so discouraged my mom wouldn t get to see the birth she was there for addy s so it seemed so wrong she wouldn t be for this one especially after spending 2 whole weeks once the date passed i was no longer in constant pain w my tooth i started trying ways to get labor going i am not big on self induction prior to 40 wks there are very limited things i would do so basically i bounced on a ball walked all over dodge did the deed w hubby as often as my poor tired body would allow about 2 days prior to his birth i started feeling pregnant again i was achy swollen had heartburn finally started getting bh contractions again the night before my mom was due to leave we tried doing the deed again that was about 10 30 i fell asleep right after woke 1am w real contractions i really wasn t sure so i stayed in bed trying to sleep for the next hour i was able to snooze on off but came to the conclusion this was definitely it sex worked my mom hadn t left yet i woke hubby to tell him but said to go back to sleep called my doula midwife to let them know hopped in the shower i got out tried to rest a bit more but things were really picking up at 3am i couldn t handle the pain alone anymore so i woke hubby he came in to the living room w me helped me through contractions they were anywhere between 3 5 min apart but picking up in intensity hubby called the doula midwife when he had gotten up so they were on their way but both lived a decent distance when i had addy it was about 19hrs of labor so we figured we had time as things picked up hubby wanted to get a fire going set up the pool so we woke my mom up 4am she than labored w me the next hour she was doing her best to help but in typical mom fashion she was too busy timing my contractions stressing about how close together they were to really help my doula arrived around 5am my midwife was only a couple minutes behind my doula was an absolute dream my whole birthing team was amazing there was so much trust between us all i can not praise them enough as the pool filled up i labored on the ball i complained that my water hadn t broken my midwife told me not to stress as it really meant nothing if anything it was better it didn t too early not more than 10min later my water broke it felt great when it happened but oh my word the contractions afterwards are a different story thankfully the pool was full i was able to climb in i would say it was about 5 30 at this point at first the pool made me feel great relieved a lot of pain but as the contractions got closer longer i was having a hard time gaining control only about 20 min in i started to feel the urge to push i couldn t believe things were going so fast but w addy i had gotten to this pt w relative ease it was about 12 14 hrs than she got stuck for 5 very long hours so i tried to remain positive as i knew negative or fearful thoughts could slow things down i tried 2 different positions but was starting to get discouraged as i was pushing but felt nothing was happening my midwife suggested the birthing stool although i had no desire to move i had already decided that i wanted to try more positions than i did w addy so i got up sat on the stool as unbelievably uncomfortable as the thing was the position really allowed me to feel more in control i don t know if it was the leverage it provided or just the gravity working but i was able to focus so much more only about 5 min in i felt wiley start to crown i was able to really meditate between breath was so much better able to push after only 20 min my gorgeous son was born all in all it was 5 5 hours w only 3 5 being active labor it was incredibly intense but w my hubby doulas support i did better than i ever imagined i could i did have a tear that required 9 stitches but i am feeling really really good my little man has his days nights confused right now which is making for a very sleepy mommy daddy adelyn is head over heels in love w her baby brother is such a mom to him however she is not thrilled w the attention he is getting from us and we are dealing w some acting out i know this is normal but i am feeling very guilty she is usually such a good girl so it is tough to see her act this way luckily her daddy is an amazing person has been working so hard at making sure she knows we still love her just as much while i m busy with wiley at the birth the assistant midwives daughter came to take pictures as per our request we haven t gotten all them yet but she did send us some sample shots that i absolutely love so i will share them one tired but very proud mama my gorgeous family proud big sister and here is our little man wiley james 40 4 weeks 7 50 pm posted by dawn 5 comments figured i d give a quick update i am now 4 days passed my due date am doing my best to remain optimistic the truth is i feel great physically i m still sleeping well my little man is healthy well but oh the emotional aspect is a doozy i ve done my research i know that there is nothing wrong w waiting however no one else has the pressure is immense my mom has been here since 12 1 leaves on fri so i hear every 2 min how sad she is or how bad she wishes she could be here i get it i m so beyond bummed she won t be but what can i do about it and if one more person asks me if i m going to get induced i might scream i know they mean well but i m so done explaining why i m not getting looked at like a crackhead to each their own i d never put my son at risk to me induction is more of a risk at this point than waiting i m only 4 days but each day feels like 3 i tell ya so the plan as of now is to wait til my next appt on mon 41 2 wks get a biophysical profile sono to make sure he is healthy fluid is good placenta is doing what it should i truly hope i don t make it that far but if i do i trust my midwife her plan for us i know she d never put us at risk i was only 1cm 50 effaced on mon so if i haven t progressed by than i may consider either getting a sweep or using castor oil but oh how i want to avoid both so pleeeeaaaase say a prayer for me that this little man makes his appearance soon i really want to have the homebirth we have our heart set on however i will do whatever is necessary to keep him healthy safe my 39th week 5 49 pm posted by dawn 6 comments ok so if you ve been there you know that last week before baby arrives is often filled w last minute preparation as many naps as possible that crazy burst of energy some of us get thanks to nesting at least this is how it went with addy i was so looking forward to this week tuning in to my body awaiting the arrival of our precious boy sadly this is not how it went on thurs night i started getting a somewhat annoying toothache in an old root canal this tooth has caused me issues in the past after seeing the dr about it in aug we learned that the crown was just poorly made but insurance wouldn t cover a new one til the summer so we put it back on in hopes that it would hold out once i woke up fri the pain had gotten pretty bad i made an appt went in the dr did an xray which i tried to avoid informed me the root canal had failed needed to be repaired unfortunately it was infected so i couldn t get it fixed until i was on antibiotics for at least 3 days he gave me a script for those 800mg ibuprofen an appt for tues morn 8am by noon that afternoon the pain was so bad but i had heard that ibuprofen was a big no no last tri so i called my midwife she said if i could handle the pain she would rather i stick w tylenol based products but that if i needed the ibuprofen for the swelling than it was ok to take it so i got it filled but then the pharmacist scared the crud out of me more telling me all the risks after that i asked my midwife for something else she called in tylenol 3 but reiterated that she was the midwife that if she said it was ok to take the ibuprofen that it was after dinner that night i was in a pain i didn t even know was possible not just did i take the ibuprofen but also the tylenol but nothing was working i read up learned that sadly most pain killers won t work until the antibiotics start working on the infection i suffered throughout the night called my dentist emergency line sat begging crying for him to help me he said that until the antibiotics start working he can t do any work apparently the novocaine would not take while there was an infection present the pain got so unbearable i ended up in the er that afternoon i was so desperate i didn t know what to do they gave me a dental block which numbed the side of my face gave me sweet relief but like my dentist explained it lasted less than 2 hrs by the time it wore off the pain was even worse during that time i was able to sleep some drink a yogurt smoothie at least they also gave me a script for vicodin but i just couldn t bring myself to take it and besides nothing else was working they also reiterated how unsafe ibuprofen was which did not help at this point i hadn t eaten anything substantial since my dinner fri night i was trying to drink smoothies but everything just hurt so bad baby boy would get so quiet any time i would take anything i m sure the lack of food sleep was not helping i slept on the couch sat night would alternate between the tylenol ibuprofen in an attempt to reduce the pain i cried for hours basically by sun morn it was as though the antibiotics finally started kicking in and the the meds started to help the pain however i had developed a huge abscess my entire face was swollen don t i look lovely i certainly wasn t pain free but the meds were working which helped me get through the day that night i actually slept waking only to take some meds to get through finally on mon i called the dentist went in he decided the tooth wasn t even worth saving he would remove the whole thing thankfully after 3 shots of novocaine the area was numb enough the tooth was removed naturally this helped with recovery but was sadly not the end of my pain things have slowly gotten better but some days are still pretty painful of all the meds the only thing that helps is the ibuprofen which i imagine is because it helps w the swelling i am down to taking only a normal advil a few times a day but still have extreme guilt nerves over it saw my midwife mon afternoon after the extraction she reiterated that baby would be fine also informed me i lost 4 lbs from last week luckily as of tues morn i ve been able to actually eat food the swelling has gone down a lot for some reason today has been super painful i m getting very discouraged i know my body will not allow me to go in to labor until i m better i m grateful for that but here i am 39 5 weeks suffering tooth pain i should be enjoying my time w addy before it s no longer just the 2 of us i know that things can only get better as i continue to heal i ve been trying to hold on to that please pray that this tooth heals completely before my due date in 2 days my mom has been in town since sun is here til the 13th that has been such a huge blessing but i would be so sad if she didn t get to see our little man or spend much time with him before needing to return home baby boy is starting to be more active again my bh contractions are back full force so i m taking this as a good sign i ve been so very worried about him so that s how i ve spent my 39th week of pregnancy not fun at all i m still here 8 56 pm posted by dawn 4 comments sorry i haven t updated in ages what an awful blogger i will be 38 weeks pregnant in 3 days say what only 17 more days til my little mans due date so how have things been going i have to say that this pregnancy is nothing like it was with addy the first trimester was pretty close which is why i was sure i was having another girl but once the 2nd tri came around there were quite a few differences and now holy cow do i miss my carefree comfy pregnancy i had with adelyn since around 30 weeks this little man has given me hell i did pretty well not complaining at first but nowadays not so much he is a lot stronger i m assuming bigger than addy was hurts like a bugger when he moves which is a lot but it s so hard to complain when you feel your little miracle moving inside of you i had some minor preterm labor issues around 34 weeks but things have settled down thankfully in order to have a homebirth i needed to make it to 37 weeks so i m glad we are there now i still have days where the contractions are pretty intense but they always subside my midwife thinks if he doesn t come early he should at least come fast i ll take either at this point or both in the typical oversharing department i am dealing with some terrible hemorrhoids this is by far my biggest complaint they came out of nowhere man they are just wrong terrified how this will play out once i have him even with this not being the most comfortable pregnancy i will still miss having this little one inside of me the truth is who knows if i ll get to do this again so i m just trying to cherish every moment i m so excited though to hold him for addy to meet her little brother i am not sure how she is going to handle it heck i m not sure how any of us will but i m praying she is excited she talks about him all the time kisses or rubs my belly constantly i have a lot of fear about how i m going to give her the attention she needs while taking care of the baby too i know this is natural remind myself that millions of women do it all the time when we moved in to our new house in sept the whole thing had been remodeled except the nursery it took us ages but after putting up new walls floors trim painting installing a door it is done i m in love with it it really was a labor of love for my hubby i now i will leave you with some pics hubby took most with his cell so they re not great 37 weeks from 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