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ile when the egg is willing but the womb is weak tuesday december 20 2011 bliss helloooooooooo out there is anyone still out there i just wanted to pop on say hi wish you all a very joyous holiday and give you a quick update on my crazy life i m still here but not really i don t have a computer at home anymore ya know since i left my husband moved into a craphole apartment on my own started dating his friend put my house on the shitty market got my divorce finalized and have started to prepare to move in with said boyfriend so blogging and reading blogs has been tough i m hoping to get one soon though so i can share this crazy life with you i miss this i miss you anyway it s been a crazy year for me i got smacked in the face by bliss and it dared me to ignore it and settle back into my comfortable misery i didn t and here i am divorced dating an incredible guy with a crazy ex wife and custody of his two kids oh and a vasectomy trying to figure out how we can maybe add another to our lives happy i d be thrilled if you left me a comment and said hi posted by wifey at 1 45 pm 25 comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest labels divorce terrible friday july 8 2011 what doesn t kill us i truly hope makes us stronger i am sorry to have left you all in the dark for so long but there have been major happenings in my life lately and no i m not pregnant i probably never will be again you see on thursday i will be moving into my own place i no longer love my husband and realized that i ve been staying for the sole purpose of trying to conceive that isn t fair to anyone there is more to the story way more that i will be sharing in the coming days i just haven t figured out how to write about it yet perhaps my utesaurus has been a blessing in disguise because as difficult as this situation has been a child would make it infinitely more complicated bear with me internetz i don t know if this is the right place to write about my new life i m thinking of leaving this blog up for the semi fertile masses and starting a new one but i m not sure the only thing i am sure of is that leaving is the right move for both of us love to you all posted by wifey at 7 36 pm 18 comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest monday april 25 2011 wonderment i am filled with wonder when i feel light airy alive these days how i wonder could i have spent so long in the dark i know that we are at a crossroads the doctor we will see next month may have answers he may not but truthfully the fact that we have taken ivf and all of its physical emotional and financial tolls off the table is freeing i have chosen my path i wonder why it took so long i wonder at the gift of adoption i don t think i can ever truly understand how strong a woman must be to place her baby in someone else s arms and yet although i know we are on the right path i wonder if i ll ever truly be able to celebrate someone else s pregnancy i wonder if the sight of a pregnant belly will always leave me breathless fighting back tears i wonder if i will ever finish mourning my babies and the experiences i never got to have with them the kicks the flutter of a heartbeat on an ultrasound screen that moment after birth of finding my husband s face in theirs i wonder posted by wifey at 10 30 pm 11 comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest labels adoption friday april 22 2011 tgimff 3 this week s list of the good 1 see previous post i feel like the weight of the world has been lifted off of my chest i can breathe again that desperate feeling is gone i know that even if my appointment next month is an epic fail i have an option an excellent option which we had always planned to pursue even before the utesaurus reared her ugly head to be honest i sort of hope this doctor tells me my case is hopeless because i am very close to ready to put this horrible chapter of my life behind me however i have not rushed out to pursue any birth control options just yet i m not that ready even though work is still sucky and i have a bit of anxiety teariness while here it s not as bad as it was earlier in the week 2 acupuncture i had my weekly session and i think that has helped tremendously with my anxiety it was like all of those tiny needles hit my reset button i felt fabulously relaxed when i left oh and my acupuncturist is just awesome i told her about pregnant chick 2 in my office and she said oh honey you need to go find an office with all men gay men if possible and then we laughed our asses off i love her 3 two kisses for maddy by matt logelin i ve been reading his blog since maddy was about 6 months old and i was so excited to get the book it did not disappoint i laughed i cried sad and happy tears and plowed through it in a couple of hours go matt 4 a productive day off i went to acupuncture and then grocery shopping i cleaned the house got all of the laundry done read a book and had dinner waiting for hubby when he got home productivity rocks 5 water for elephants was one of my favorite books ever and sara gruen ranks high on the list of authors whose books i devour so i am super excited to go see the movie tomorrow hubby and i are going to have a date night after working on some long neglected projects around the house which we rarely do and have dinner at a nice recent first yay for date night and there you have it folks a rollercoaster of a week for sure but it s definitely ending on a high note i hope you all have a wonderful weekend and for those of you celebrating religious holidays happy holidays posted by wifey at 11 02 am 1 comment email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest labels tgimff wednesday april 20 2011 quick change i swear if you read this blog regularly you probably think i m bipolar this rollercoaster is so damned ridiculous after my last post you might have thought that i had a really shitty day today pun intended it certainly started out that way but then hubby and i had a text conversation that put a smile on my face all day long to make a long story short we ve been having issues with our car for a while now but since it is paid off we haven t really sought a replacement recently we made the decision to take out a 401k loan so that we can trade in our car get something better do some home renovations etc we got the check yesterday but then a strange thing happened the thought of having that much scratch in our bank account left my mind on only one thing and it wasn t a car baby it seems that my incredible hubby was on the same wavelength too so here s the deal the money is going to stay put until after our appointment with the ny doctor next month if all seems hopeless we re going to start the adoption process for real this time since we actually have a large chunk though not all of what we ll need we figure we can save the rest and somehow make it happen regardless of how that appointment goes we ll be on our way to parenthood shortly after i am so excited to have something to hope for to look forward to of course it would be wonderful if we could conceive on our own and then use that money for a new car a nursery yadda yadda but i ll drive that thing until it s a rusted hunk of tin powered flintstone style if it means i get to be a mommy me a mommy him a daddy a family it almost seems within reach of course now that i ve put this out there the universe will find some kind of way to fuck everything up some ridiculous catastrophe that i cannot even begin to imagine oh well at least i ve got some of my fight back along with my smile hope lives posted by wifey at 10 07 pm 11 comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest labels adoption making babies ny and so it begins i started crying 3 blocks from the office and haven t managed to stop much since oh and in my no sleep having haze this morning i grabbed my normal breakfast of greek yogurt and yep my intestines revolted which makes me even more sad am i crying because i can t have babies or dairy i m not so sure right now sigh just gotta make it till 4pm and then i have tomorrow off send me all of your dry eyed strength vibes if you can published with blogger droid v1 6 6 posted by wifey at 7 59 am 7 comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest sometimes i just really hate my life i have to work tomorrow actually in 5 hours and i can t sleep my anxiety level is off the charts right now worse yet i think i might have become lactose intolerant is it possible to become lactose intolerant after a lifetime love affair with dairy i ll have to consult dr google today i reached for my favorite foods in an effort to eat my feelings my favorite foods being cheese and ice cream not together that would be weird or maybe delicious and my stomach has been royally fucked up all day when i tucked into my bowl of peanut butter panic 3 i could literally feel my whole digestive tract protest the first bite and i ve been becoming very well acquainted with my bathroom since of course i finished the whole bowl in between dashes to the crapper i don t waste ice cream that would be silly and i have to ask the universe are you fucking serious please don t take ice cream from me too and cheese you ve already taken my babies my dog bread pasta my self esteem running for the moment anyway my sanity hope let me keep the fucking ice cream ya bastard posted by wifey at 1 35 am 1 comment email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest older posts home subscribe to posts atom good times before end times beaches breezes drinks towel boys if sisters vacation hells yeah join us in early 2012 icomleavwe join the conversation search this blog about me wifey 8 time loser in the pregnancy department sigh guess i m just a glutton for punishment want to be infertile friends on facebook email me at wifey to hubby gmail com and i ll hit you up with a friend request view my complete profile followers blog archive 2011 30 december 1 bliss july 1 april 13 march 1 february 7 january 7 2010 86 december 3 november 11 october 9 september 9 july 8 june 3 may 8 april 12 march 6 february 9 january 8 2009 84 december 9 november 6 october 12 september 10 august 7 july 10 june 7 may 11 april 7 march 1 february 3 january 1 2008 4 december 4 my blog list stirrup queens and sperm palace jesters television club amy tector posted on her substack about starting a television club similar to a book club with your friends or family they get together make dinner an 11 hours ago andrea remembers fourteen it s said that the human body replaces itself every seven years i remember on the seventh anniversary being struck by that thought and devastated that n 3 years ago so dear and yet so far stella s heart stopped beating at about 5 05 pm on friday august 18 2017 she was about 12 years old i didn t feel it stop the vet did but she went sleeping spooned 9 years ago it s always raining konsumsi kafein selama kehamilan image konsumsi kafein selama kehamilan konsumsi kafein selama kehamilan kafein adalah sebuah zat yang memberikan beberapa efek pada tubuh seperti 9 years ago women s health and fertility three ivf cycles with immature eggs pcos and hcg trigger question dear dr ramirez i m 39 years old and have done 3 ivfs in vitro fertilization cycles during the first two ivfs half of my eggs were immatur 10 years ago his hers infertility just like the matching towels official wait we are home study approved finally this seemed to have taken so much longer than it did with a i think the new home study agency new sw er was really 10 years ago lost and found and connections abound 833rd issue of the lfca welcome to today s edition of connections abound the point of lost and found is to level the support playing field when lfca works correctly the newest 10 years ago tears are for babies more tears oh hey remember me maybe well i m back because i have no where else to go and what do you do when you have nowhere to go and a heart bursting wit 11 years ago you wouldn t even make an omelette with stale eggs the terrible twos meh well we are almost out of the twos and i have to say i loved being the mom of two year olds what a fun age watching you grow and start talking has really 11 years ago three little birds microblogmondays 1 itchy feet not sure what microblogmondays is read the inaugural post which explains the idea and how you can participate too my boy and i are not long back 11 years ago tales of my follies still chugging along sorry for the blogging hiatus again i have been meaning to blog again i have had many topics in my head yet it s hard to find time to sit down and actua 12 years ago it s only life and then you were three dear carder time has been flying by so quickly since you joined our lives it really seems like just yesterday that i awoke in the middle of the night wh 12 years ago cheryllookingforward over the rainbow today is 5 years since i started this blog 5 years 2 weeks and 1 day since that terrible day in 2009 5 years 4 months 3 weeks and 2 days since my fir 12 years ago and you may ask yourself well how did i get here help my friend yesterday my friend and former roommate lost her husband he had a rare type of cancer that jennifer fought so hard to help find a cure she is young with 12 years ago jasper forever our first born poppy imagine my surprise when jon agreed to trying to have another baby i mean how could he not we make some beautiful babies but that s besides the point w 12 years ago i can t control everything happy thanksgiving all is fine i go back to work in a week and a half maternity leave has flown by the husband and i still go to therapy we are just surviving parentho 12 years ago the sun ll come out tomorrow i hope thankful reading through fb there are so many who post about something they are thankful every day every moment of every day i m thankful for my little a who isn 12 years ago fertility chick strep and antibiotics and hives oh my remember me again i swear to you internetz that i had all the good intentions of following up after my last post but then i got sick really sick i 13 years ago where s my white picket fence the end i look at my blog list and the most recent blog post was four weeks ago this is a good and bad thing in my mind those people that i formed such strong 13 years ago plan c new goals when i assumed that i would have kids many years ago i had certain goals my parents lived sort of in the middle of nowhere and while it was fun to be 13 years ago a memory in my heart key chain i made this today at petco 13 years ago my yellow brick road has potholes illuminate believe this post describes what my life might look like in the year ahead one year from today today i can look at a family with one boy and one girl and 14 years ago gracie in brooklyn where are we really it s been since september since i posted it hasn t 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