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on sunday ade yg x memula tu i was reluctant nk pilih yg skolah on jumaat tp masa during nk decide tu mmg dh berkenan sgt dgn little caliph so redha je lah pengasuh pun sudi nk jaga dia on friday so ok lah alhamdulillah bagus jugak sbnanye dia skool ahad ni nurin and ayyash ni mmg susah sikit bile ade sama2 asik nk gaduh berebut brg so sabtu mmg weols akan spend time together then ahad mmg senyap je umah ayyash pon mcm x tentu arah bile nurin xde dok klua masuk bilik xtau nk kacau sape hahahaha bile kakak ade bukan main awak dok nyakat akak raya kali ni sgt2 sederhana i didnt buy anything for myself baju budak2 pon dpt lepaskan first raya pon dah cukup asal sedondon dgn abahnye bju casual mmg dh slalu beli byk yg x pakai lg sjak abah dia kje shift ni mmg jarang sgt kami keluar kalau ade pon slalu dgn my sisters untung dpt sisters yg rajin melayan anak2 kami i m no more working in wd sbnanye dr masa confinement leave lg dh terpikir nk cari keje lain sbb rase cam best bile 3 bln cuti tu xyah risaukn ape2 psl keje sblm tu dia punye buzy dan stress mak aih tp bile dh naik keje tu terlupa jap smpai lah on march 1st dpt notification kt fb saying i dah 5 thn keje situ 5 tahun fuhhh mmh dh high time tu maka terus scouting x byk sgt opportunities kt jb ni utk senior position i byk receive openings and offers from kl tp x nk kot x rase nk dok sana alhamdulillah landed on pretty good offer kt sini submit resignation letter on 22nd march and start keje baru on 30th may sedih gile masa nk inform boss all is good there especially my bosses just that its time to move on and try new adventur keje baru ni pulak ok je cuma the thing is the office is a shop lot so sgt downgraded dr wd yg premis nye has it all kpd premis yg ermmmm toilet pun share gents and ladies redha je lahhhh bertabah sbb tau sini dpt blaja benda baru good to build my repertoire lets give myself at least a year here then baru fikir camne so i guess thats all for now nnt ade masa kita kasi update lg kesian ayyash and azhraf i didnt update anything on their milestone wuuuuuu blabbed by fana at 7 14 2016 11 45 00 am no comments friday september 5 2014 syurga buat mama dah dekat 5 bulan mama kembali kepada pencipta rindu rindu amat amat rindu nk call mama masa tgh pam mama akan tanya bape byk dpt arini rindu nk dgr mama call and talk to nurin masa otw to or fro rumah pengasuh rindu intonasi mama assalamualaikum anak mama every friday nite bile balik umah sana rindu nk angkat mama dukung mama rindu nk mandikan mama sambil borak2 rindu nk golek2 sebelah mama sambil mama lurut rambut adik rindu type ni pon dh berjujuran air mata tu la lumrah manusia kan bila ada we take things for granted bila tiada hmmmm menyesal mmg mcm2 penyesalan yg ade dlm benak ni menyesal x layan mama dgn baik masa hayatnye kekadang bile penat dia call saja x angkat skrg rindu hmphhh skrg ayah pakai phone num mama saja x potong sbb free call between our num masa baru2 mama pergi ayah call pakai num tu appear mama on my phone tersentak sekejap nnt lah akan diceritakan jugak mcm mane mama pergi sbb mmg kenangan sgt2 every detail masih dlm ingatan yg penting mama pergi dgn mudah ditemani ayah mairah lil sis ayyash az zidane and myself amat mudah smpai kami sendiri xsedar di saat bila ialah nafas terakhirnya allahuakbar it was her ultimate wish to go tanpa menyusahkan sesiapa dan cepat semoga mama damai dan tenang di sana di samping tok mak tok yah and adik abdullah dan para solihin yang lain semoga allah jauhkan mama dari segala seksaan dan janjikan syurga buat mama we miss u so much but we know u re definitely in a better place till we meet again adik sayang mama hari hari ayah datang berbual dgn mama he misses you ma blabbed by fana at 9 05 2014 03 11 00 pm 1 comment wednesday april 9 2014 the birth of ayyash az zidane bismillah alhamdulillah i am now a proud mother of two a girl and a boy sepasang sudah boleh berehat lama skit eiceh ye je sekali tettttttt baru pas bersalin ni pon mcm dh rindu masa pregnant bersalin kali ni lebih kurang je masa bersalin nurin cuma entah kenapa kali ni takde rase serik sgt utk kenangan here s the chrono dec 2013 company keluarkan memo mengatakan maternity leave starting 2014 akan increase ke 90 days sgt2 berharap adik akan lahir on 2014 to be exact jan 3 2014 siap ajak ramai2 doakan by putting up the words in fb hikhik so as others read at the same time they are praying for me lah kan sbb tu kena specific screen capture of my fb status jan 2 2014 thursday specifically request hubster utk bacakan yaasin utk baby and i semoga semua selamat and dapat lahir esok jan 3 2014 friday bgn pagi dgn perasaan berdebar mcm dpt rase today is the day me on my last day of pregnancy 8am sampai ofis terus ke toilet rasa mcm nk menjerit and nk sujud syukur kat situ jugak bile nmpak lendir darah on my pantyliner walk to my desk sambil tersengih2 sbb lama sgt dh tunggu saat ni call hubster bitau condition and agreed utk jumpe kt umah 9am drive back home colleagues pelik sbb masih nk drive huhuh baru keluar tanda takde rasa sakit pon 9am to 4pm smpai umah last minute packing mandi lama gile siap syampu rambut and hisap air hujung rambut hubster beria mengasak ajak g hospital cepat masalahnye x sakit sgt stakat on and off cramps je kompem sesia je g hospital lepas siap semua pergi rumah mak konon nak drop brg2 pantang then nk ajak hubster g jejalan dulu tup2 melekat kt umah mak mak siap masak kari ikan sayang xde bendi 2 pinggan makan sbb tau perlukan tenaga nnt solat zohor ngaji sikit try tdo xleh excited sgt 4pm masih x rase skt sgt tp sbb terlalu berharap nk lahir haritu jugak so rasa mcm nk serah diri je mana tau dgn pitocin sempat lahir aritu jugak gerak dr umah singgah umah babysitter nurin nk pass extra baju n diapers peluk cium dia yg tgh tdo sayu singgah petronas beli ice cream sempat menikmati ice cream top ten rm1 50 favourite nih 4 30pm singgah shaklee tmn molek beli supplements utk pantang zinc vit b vit c vitalea and ostematrix 5pm sampai pac hsi btau turun tanda yg ade hanyalah 2 houseman girls a chinese and a malay the chinese did ve on me turns out baru 1 2 cm dia suruh balik i tanye u tak buat ctg ke and she replied perlu ke i said i demand for it turns out ctg x cntik baby sleeping pattern katenye berkali2 nurse betolkan kedudukan ctg tu kebetulan a mo lalu my bed saw my ctg and scream who attend this patient berlari the chinese girl to me i masih igt the ayat the mo marah kan the ho didn t u look at the ctg i said arm now now means now in two minutes if she s not in the labour room anything happens to her u answer peghhhh terkujat makcik sbb masa tu tgh berangan kalau betul kene blk dh plan nk ajak hubster singgah mcd beli prosperity burger punah lah harapan kalau dh masuk labour room mmg xdptlah nk mkn masa kena tolak dgn wheelchair i was so blur arm tu ape tanya attendant yg tolak tu rupenya pecahkan ketuban erk mmg tak gentle langsung la birthing aku kali ni 6 15pm the mo pecahkan ketuban tak sakit tp sgt tak selasa sbb dia mcm rodok2 benda panjang tu yg i pulak terkemut maka susahlah dia nk buat tetiba gushhhhh air panas mencurah lega x sakit dia siap pesan u rest kejap around 7 start pitocin which means contraction mmg akan kuat selepas tu he did ve 3 cm 7 15pm start pitocin in labour room selepas air ketuban dipecahkan and on pitocin 8 15 pm 4cm contractions 2 in 10 masih boleh handle masih boleh berbual dgn hubster 9 30 pm the ctg shows that my baby is distress tp i x rase pape pon so i have to wear the oxygen tube rimas gak bende tu but for my baby s sake redha 10 12 pm sakit yg maha sakit no progress in my dilation mcm tak consistent dgn contraction yg maha hebat tu sampai 100 reading bile skt tu by then i already maxed out on pitocin dosage i asked them to call dato ghazali for advice he advised to increase sikit lg and monitor c sec should be under consideration by now oh oh i really hate the ethonox gas i xnk tp midwife tu sibuk suruh pakai to help ease the pain masalahnye it doesnt help at all n dh tau bnd akan buat i ngantok kang kalo ngantok i bertambah cranky tp hubster pujuk gak mintak ikut ckp midwife i sedut gak tp kekadang saje sedut tipu2 takut sgt ngantok in between contractions sbg kenangan jan 4 2014 saturday 1 30 am sakitnye ya allah segala breathing technique i dah apply nothing helps anymore asked for ve turns out 5cm 1 cm je gerak in 5 freaking hours another doc came in and mention lets hope for a miracle dengar je perkataan miracle i teringat something kertas doa selusuh yg my dad buatkan for me i was holding on to it since smpai hospital tp masa tgh dok sakit2 around 9pm the kertas jatuh on the floor and hubster put it away in my bag terus i mintak kertas tu and hold on to it 1 50 am hubster mintak izin nk turun minum sbb x mkn or minum pape sejak maghrib i said no he said kejap je sempat punye sbb i baru 5cm but still i x bg kejam tp motherly instinct ni 1 56 am rase mcm nk terberak sesangat mintak midwife buat ve she refused saying doc bru je buat 20 minutes ago i siap merayu kt dia please i tak tahan sgt ni i nk teran dah seeing my face dia buat jugak and alhamdulillah maha kuasa allah i dah full dilate 5 cm of progress in 30 minutes sama mcm kes nurin dulu beria lah i kena kemut tahan sbb nk tunggu midwife setup barang 1 58 am midwife request nk buat episiotomy hello i blom try push lg u dah nk potong i said no dia kata saya kena buat nnt baby susah nk keluar i said no i boleh beria aku buat perineal massage oih unfortunately i did not inform and educate hubster on this maka he gave his consent next second zappp bunyi gunting sigh lesson learnt here 1 59 am dgn sekali push keluar kepala next push lahirlah anak kedua kami alhamdulillah hilang segala rasa sakit yg berejam tu mcm magic syukur jugak kali ni hubster dpt witness everything i terus bukak butang baju and they placed him on my chest tried to bf him tp dia xnk sedut jilat2 je xpelah dik at least dpt jugak skin to skin ayyash az zidane bin mohd afiq 2 75 kg 50cm jan 4 2014 1 59 am svd terserlah kelonjongan kepala hasil teran sebelum masa selepas first poo dibersihkan our first decent picture together mungkin sbb both my kids are born petite so mmg senang nk teran keluar infact senang sgt itu bahagian i seksa menahan contraction yg lama tp dipermudah saat melahirkan apepon syukur sgt2 serik mcm x je hikhikhik blabbed by fana at 4 09 2014 09 00 00 am 1 comment thursday january 2 2014 mama alhamdulillah dah masuk 2014 dh 39 weeks pon kandunganku ini melepasi gestational age kakak nurin yg lahir 37w3d dulu smlm g gcheckup uncle li kate in shaa allah baby besar sikit dr kakak yg kecik je lahir dulu at 2 39kg dh melepasi 2014 i really do hope baby akan lahir soon sbb cam dh malas nk g keje n x larat nk ngusung perut and susah nk tidur lately ni to be precise mmg harap sgt akan lahir esok 3 jan 2014 sebab esok jumaat and esok 1 rabiulawal n 3hb is birth date nurin and i makin nk melahirkan ingatan kat mama makin kuat tiap kali jugak terigt ttg my post kt fb recently komen mama tu buat i nangis teresak2 bile first time baca yes she has always been there for me throughout the important events in my life except during labour nangissss siapa yg tau tau lah my mom sakit yg tak sakit she cant walk but she is not in pain xnk citer lebih2 ni pon cam dh sebak sbb igt mama lately ni pon bile g umah diorg masa wiken bile nk gerak blk mesti rasa sayu bile salam mama i sometimes secretly wish that 1 day mama boleh berjalan semula amin blabbed by fana at 1 02 2014 04 58 00 pm no comments thursday december 12 2013 11 12 13 3 years semalam 11 12 13 hari ulangtahun perkahwinan kami ke 3 alhamdulillah masih baru masih byk benda yg kena blaja masih byk ruang perlu dibaiki we learnt from each other everyday tipu la kalau xde selisih faham gaduh2 manja in fact bile gaduh2 tu la u know more about your partner and bile baru berbaik semula tu yg best tetibe memasing jadi extra romantic pendek kata if u ask me gaduh2 manja tu perlu dalam perkahwinan kalau x hidup ni mcm terlalu monotonous hikhik alhamdulillah semlm genap jugak baby adik 36 weeks 9 bulan 1 more week to term 10 more days kalau dia lahir sama umur mcm kakak nervous tapi last tuesday my company ade wat communication session dgn employees on the revised benefits for 2014 one of it was maternity leave akan ditambah dari 60 hari ke 90 hari effective 1 jan 2014 huwaghhhhhh my edd is jan 8 2014 dalam hati dupdap dupdap dpt ke tidak baby adik tunggu smpai at least 39 weeks eh marilah kite sama2 berdoa anak kami akan bertahan sehingga sekurang2nye 39 minggu amin berbalik cerita anniversary we both took a day off hoping to spend some quality time with each other in shaa allah lepas ni every year ini akan jadi routine kami masa first year mmg kebetulan anniversary hari ahad so gi hi tea buffet kt paragon hotel je nurin pon baru 2 bln masa tu so xde la nk merendek tak tentu pasal ngulit anak lg best kot huhuhuhu thn lepas lak on weekdays selasa tak silap last minute i ade bende urgent kena settle kt ofis so masuk keje pg tu tghari amik half day amik nurin we went for buffet lunch at ksl and shopping spree tapi tahun ni i told my husband lets spend some time just the two of us tinggalkan nurin kt babysitter he doesn t like the idea at first but i don t care i want him for myself just for one day selfish x sayang anak jgn la ckp mcm tu we parents do need some time alone to bring back the sparks in our marriage sehari je working hours lak tu so mcm no difference pon pd nurin pagi tu hantar dia she was chirpy and bubbly mama pon happy je tapi abah rasa sayu masa nk drive off from babysitter s house sambil tgk nurin dok melambai bye2 kt kitorg hukhuk dia jarang dpt moment tu sbb selalu hari2 mmg i je yg hntr nurin so i biasa je abah je emo lebih __ first we went for my antenatal checkup kt kk masai oh yes last week on wednesday morning my car kene langgar from the back at the traffic light kete belakang tu menggelongsor kot i was driving so baby bump terlanggar stereng maka mc dua hari sbb bp naik n badan sakit2 nothing serious kete pon xde pape takat huruf u kt plat blkg patah sikit so tu yg kene wat follow up after a week kk kan biasa la amik masa skit pung pang pung pang kol 10 baru settle dari kol 8 ni first time jugak husband teman i checkup kt kk selama ni i pergi sorg settle checkup we went to city square selama ni i dh berangan nk try buffet kt renaissance on anniversary siap dh call n buat reservation tp bile pikir2 balik nk tunggu buffet lunch kol 12 masa tu baru kol 10 ape nk buat tunggu 2 jam kan nk balik n kluar balik mmg tak tetibe husband mengutarakan keinginan dia yg dh lama nk mkn kt seoul garden so ke city square la sbb boleh tgk movie skali sampai ard 11 buffet lunch start at 11 30 so jalan2 dulu beli roti utk alas perut sbb mmg tak mkn lgsg dr pg beli tiket wayang smbil jln asik la dok crita pasal nurin haihhh tu la kan dh jd mak pak ni our life asik kaitan anak je sikit2 anak nk beli pape pon igt anak smpai tgk movie pon 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