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absolute deviation poetics skip to main skip to sidebar absolute deviation poetics ideas for a poetics and aesthetics this could be read as notes and drafts and a media arts project sunday june 23 2013 some more short lyric like fragment for bbq i do not see it as a problem or wrong doing to provide an archive with this blog of the way barbecue is being put together this sort of collage and mosaic method rests as much on the poetics being put together revised and rewritten as the final printed versions may be and some more embellishment as the words are passed along adding exit clauses to gay liberation stories day light and curfew after sunset imposed by parents limiting his movements and night time meetings only some passed as a sleep over with his high school best bud and could have been boy friend except knowing each other and loving like brothers this would be perhaps too much like incest not that they see any wrong with this being ways can and love may happen no real needs for prohibition except their loving is illegal in too many ways each approachable as arrests and ending in court a large fine or in prison and we just now really know fighting is the only way just now left open and to go posted by christopher c jones aka chris jones at 12 15 am 0 comments tuesday june 18 2013 and more fragment bbq frayed at the edges narrative which go nowhere there are tables left vacant as time passes unusual traumas and lost at a young age suggest a frayed to the breaking point narrative image the lost positioned by hiv aids still remains to be wrapped up if it may ever be living in chronic fatigue an age of neuralgia and nostalgia and grey sitting by pink camellias in flower a garden for which you no longer can care delay is all that happens now way pass an age where if it comes to that goodbye is enough no we do not have bad regrets my funeral i do not care that is up to you still alive who can still decide and have it continue toward for sure that which we not yet know can we think again if the choices are against life if such dice throws may shut down to zero so we alive may hide in under ground shelters what is to be good for techno cyber mechanical underground complex linked hidden bunkers of a failing master nationality is ongoing wars of type and sorts disguised as minor squabbles past times contractors did their cybernetics and arguments went so far and ends with easy this is new ways we are going to have it done supplying novel little wars across geographics it is sending most secret messages such that admittance of communication cannot be known yet the secret must be known or risk a leak into green cyber swamp ocean swilling across lines on tidal water edges to land definitions and secrets in a bottle may wash up on shore but who is there who opens and carefully reads messages obscure belonging to some other time paper printed charts way out of date getting lost at sea like lost in endless sand deserts and quiet back in the garden smelling roses and more flowers thousands of flowers bloom posted by christopher c jones aka chris jones at 3 49 am 0 comments wednesday june 12 2013 ptsd for bbq some more bbq drafts from post traumatic stress disorder there s that word again it was need a decade in a job killing thousands computer desktop running ms os and make enough to retire for life expecting an early demise spend big over indulge with drink and drugs clashes between police and protesters and the government did not back down he wiped a few thousand out on his desktop machine running ms os too neat he watched all die in pixels like his own fellow citizens can he ever come over this cold sharp erasure it was the delete key that did them in he was taught to get hard and orgasm masculine sexual response on a video where death and porn come together and it is not supposed as such as real just a desk job in the armed services while running for political office open a campaign fund bank account let funds flow in from donating wealthy sponsors and run quickly away disappearing face transfer gold to some secret vault lost while sailing way off shore and no beacon request for care until too late rescue now not possible and it must have all gone down gold sinks quickly into a deep blue ocean and the bid for election still floats on water drifting out there now arctic ice seeding another melting iceberg to sink an un expecting heavy iron ship ripped apart by government policies and a nation s most top political journalist wrap it up this to be human in up turned and strife posted by christopher c jones aka chris jones at 1 55 am 0 comments tuesday june 11 2013 death at sea more bbq fragment dying at sea in the middle of the night through infra red binoculars i watch as sharks rip off both his legs warm infra red blood fades to black then away with his life dear he was to me you chose to sail with me he could not live he knew too much of who i am a cold killer danger to get too close i should have said beware would this then be true would this requiem need be written in this secretive manner posted by christopher c jones aka chris jones at 7 55 pm 0 comments some more fragment bbq some fragment of filial narrative slotted into lower middle class working class to be true bigots hide behind invented gods gods human inventions what claims are made in their names impossible to believe faith so lost there is a lost kid he is my son he fears faggot in the locker room high school sports day the word that is and he don t know what it is he feels just fear anguish trauma no shame he s not permitted shame that most adolescent of emotions shame being a kid seek shame so at least he can say human again posted by christopher c jones aka chris jones at 12 31 am 0 comments saturday june 8 2013 and some boyfriend talk for barbecue this below fragment is almost close to a first draft or as close as a text editor will allow from here it is going to have to find a way of fitting in with the rest of the narrative like a new kid in school bbq is now looking like a book length long poem and perhaps verse novel in as much as the collage narrative is dialogic and novelistic and not the monologic form of lyric poetry after bakhtin s essays it is called boyfriend talk just so a directory full of txt files can be sorted poem titles are going to be deleted so bbq is one long dialogic poem boyfriend talk you re really hot in the sack not able to guess his response we could go all day and night a hard day s night screwing like bunnies making a plague is a good time we are he shops his lover like a department store and very rich no limit magnetic card they leave a doorman opening doors into a big motor car like we did at all times like yes who is to get over there first and make all grades top shelf nothing less have standards we do none other are you going to cry out hard and loud the walls are all soundproof none will hear screams of love except the lovers on a bear skin rug in front of an artificial gas fire not providing any heat central heating for that and rooms are never cold high up and streets below we want to pick where to go next blindfold with a pin into a map that s it a powerful sports car is wasted in grid lock city cars inching and stopping yet he drives it still a roaring 12 cylinder motor empties a small fuel tank to save weight very fast a prime wealth display an excuse for a car not able to go anywhere quick that walking is quicker to get there this is a scarlet high power many layers of hand applied paint car he smiles to himself at his boyfriend trying to impress he is so cute he would be better with a two seater city commuter hybrid or a driver with a big brute of hard steel military strength squashing any that may seem begin to object and other such fancy of love the armed forces will bull dose them through city jams with new roads behind a schedule of traffic growth on paper computer projected needs for the next 20 years and he just wants to be with his boyfriend now is that too much an ask let traffic splintering steel grind still slow scream of colliding metal and plastic cracking up glass shatters safe in little cubes posted by christopher c jones aka chris jones at 11 55 pm 0 comments thursday june 6 2013 collage and cut up another draft poem for bbq using cut up and collage of digital news feeds like burroughs cut ups get edited to fit in and be done from yr head no need to cut up physically meta data up indiscriminately extraordinary repudiation pretense of constraint particular suspicion does precisely that the data base of war on spinning digital disk after spinning disk extreme interpretation of law excessive domestic surveillance suspected of being an agent terrorist group this hostile foreign state rights finite set of individual targets and i let him shoot inside me come with me and i wore that itch he gave me inside for a month until antibiotics got things right sleep with a secret service officer swinging he says both ways carry sexual filial infections along with a sub machine gun pistol under their off the hook coat badly fitting posted by christopher c jones aka chris jones at 1 27 am 0 comments older posts home subscribe to posts atom blog archive 2013 16 june 7 some more short lyric like fragment for bbq and more fragment bbq ptsd for bbq death at sea more bbq fragment some more fragment bbq and some boyfriend talk for barbecue collage and cut up may 5 april 1 march 3 2012 17 september 6 august 4 april 1 march 6 2011 4 july 1 march 1 january 2 2010 68 december 3 september 1 august 4 july 5 june 7 may 10 april 12 march 11 february 6 january 9 2009 15 december 14 november 1 about me christopher c jones aka chris jones graduate in communication university of technology sydney studied poetry and prose writing media arts philosophy and cultural studies i could be described as a novelist poet media artist and art photographer absolute deviation poetics is a queer aesthetics idea with absolute being used in the metaphysical sense of being without relation and in queer sense of a diagonal line across a flow also a rival view my complete profile blog list blazevox blogoscope amy king s alias 7 months ago ballardian 14 years ago beautiful 8 years ago brian kenny 13 years ago centre for the aesthetic revolution 11 years ago charles bernstein web log dc s 10 years ago everyone s blog posts odyssey contemporary art and performance experiential experimental literature 3 years ago homo neurotic 6 years ago i jean genet s bastard son 10 years ago infinite thøught invisible notes 7 years ago k punk 13 years ago kane x faucher writer researcher weeblog l i m i n a l s p a c e s 9 years ago larval subjects 3 years ago narcissusworks 9 years ago nomadics 1 year ago phillysound new poetry 14 years ago poet caconrad 8 years ago poetix 7 years ago radio deleuze 11 months ago recall to poetry 9 months ago silliman s blog 4 years ago stephen vincent the allen ginsberg project 16 years ago the compass rose 1 year ago the deletions 9 years ago the fictions of deleuze and guattari a fictional poetic biography clifford duffy 4 years ago theatre notes 14 years ago tinfish editor s blog 5 days ago x poetics 9 years ago