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h 5 2024 test post posted by birthmothertalks at 2 37 pm no comments thursday september 17 2020 exciting news izzy and her husband have a passion for fostering children they have been licenced for i believe a couple years now that isnt the excited news though an opportunity fell into their laps to adopt a baby through a private adoption i was on pins and needles as they were awaiting the birth of the baby on my first wedding anniversary the baby boy was born did i mention i got married had a beautiful wedding back to izzy she has chose to have a open adoption with her son s first mom as a birthmom from closed adoption era it makes my heart to see this happening i don t know full details on what they agreed on or talked about izzy has shared her journey to parenthood on social media and it really appears like she wants to educate the public on adoption i wont sugar coat it the adoption caused some panic and fear in me its hard not to compare stories of my story and this one also the fact that while adoption does grow families that it first breaks one up luckily after the tpr was signed most of my anxiety and stress went away i sm very happy for them posted by birthmothertalks at 3 22 pm 2 comments tuesday september 15 2020 new blog i miss blogging i have blogged about adoption so much so i sort of feel lost the drive to write i do have little news on izzy to share but gonna save that for another day i created a new blog about becoming a beachbody coach its something new for me i dont expect it to replace my current job however i am excited to see where this journey takes me check out my new blog at www beachbodycoachiintraining blogspot com posted by birthmothertalks at 4 09 pm no comments monday june 22 2020 update i haven t blogged in ages mostly i feel like i out grew it but also i don t have a working computer but feeling like i feel a little of the urge to write again if even just to update on my adventures posted by birthmothertalks at 3 26 pm no comments tuesday january 17 2017 scrapbooking weekend i am feeling nervous about the scrapbooking weekend cause my scrapbook is pretty personal to me the weekend seems like it might be one of those sharing things where people get ideas off one another however i don t know that to be true i can be there from saturday 9 am to sunday 3pm i am debating if that is too long i don t know if i will cut it short on the beginning or the end or not at all one thing that i am going to love is that it has a hot tub and a pool so that is pretty exciting to me the reason my scrapbook is personal to me is that it s been made with the plan to give it to my daughter so it tells part of a story that i just don t share often i am excited to go and looking forward to getting working on the book again i am just so stuck with it most of the work that has been done has been done before i met my daughter so before i met her it was a book to be given to an idea of a daughter it was my therapy now it s to be given to a real live daughter i am protective of my scrapbook i even question if i can ever really give it away to her i haven t even documented our reunion or any of our visits it s hard to find the right words and not really any good layouts or fancy stickers for reunion of a mother and daughter posted by birthmothertalks at 9 14 pm no comments saturday january 14 2017 scrapbooking weekend i pulled out my scrapbook today see i have this great chance to go away for a weekend soon that is a scrapbooking weekend i like retreats and such so this seems like a little bit of a retreat other women activities and meals that come with the package and i don t have to cook it or clean it bad part is that i like to go but also don t like leaving home i have to step out of my comfort zone and do new things it s a little fear of not going somewhere that others will know me don t want to be left out i didn t realize it s been about 4 years since i have really looked at the book or worked on it i have been feeling blocked like writers block i am hoping this weekend away will help give me the motivation to work on it again and someday give it to my daughter i sort of don t feel like i have a lot more to add it s not like in the beginning that i had lots of events to document ect but now it s caught up plus it doesn t help that i just haven t been as camera happy as i used to be then add that i tend to use my cell phone compared to my digital so it s a bit complicated for me to understand how to print pictures i sort of don t wanna go cause i don t wanna leave my dog i just wanna soak her up i miss my dog charlie a lot the only good thing to come out of having just ann is that we really don t need to crate her however often she goes in there on her own it s too late to back out of going to the weekend hopefully i will have a good time and maybe even form new relationships i think i am having a lot of anxiety over the why i created my scrap book so maybe i will blog about that later give me another reason to write cause that is something i have slowed down on too posted by birthmothertalks at 12 08 am no comments thursday january 5 2017 charlie about 7 years ago a little dog entered my life i found him on craiglist and had to have him see the lady that was selling him and bought him one day before she placed the ad i felt bad how could someone get a dog and not even give him a day before you decide he wasn t for you so i brought him home and named him charlie this picture above his how charlie looked like with long hair i just loved this look he was a really sweet dog very lovable he loved to curl up in your neck and give kisses our bond got stronger after one nearly fatal saturday when a pit bull came out from under his fence and attacked him some neigbors helped seperate the dogs and after two surgeries and a month of running back and forth to the vet he recovered from this brutal attack this is what charlie looked liked when he was groomed charlie wasn t the perfect dog no matter what i did he would pee on the floor so for the last year or so i had to begin crating charlie this wasn t fun but either was stepping in pee as you walked thru the house during the night charlie adjusted ok he never liked the crate and never slept in 645 am meant time to wake me up by barking to go outside charlie loved cats bella was cool with charlie grooming her for the most part bella above lost her battle with an virus that caused her to lose weight she went from a 17 pound cat to about a 8 pound cat and wasn t well we learned charlie was ill the same week i was coming to term with bella being too ill to go on the vet thought charlie was going to die back in the early fall i thought i was going to lose two of my pals in one week i had to choose which animal to deal with first so i chose bella she been sicker longer and i hadn t had time to really deal with the idea of losing charlie oh by the way we have a cat that wasn t found of charlie s love of cats but charlie and my black lab got along really well they were the perfect pair was a few times that ann got jealous and let him know who was boss but for the most part they did good together so like i mentioned the vet said charlie was ill he most likely had a growth but without an xray we couldn t be certain an xray wouldn t change anything so i didn t get one the vet gave him an vitamin injection and it got rid of the fluid he continued to get the injection and then got pill forms of it he stumped the vet he was shocked he was still alive after the first injection charlie took his medication really well i would hide it in peanut butter he knew what time it was and would remind me it was time for it the good outcome of this medication was short lived on new years day he slowed down and was laying around but i didn t pay it much attention it s cold out we all our slower when he didn t eat and refused his medication i was worried i went from worried to scared for his life in a matter of a couple hours poor charlie was having a rough time he was up and down plopping down doing the dead dog look i was out of my mind scared called the emergency vet damn places cost way too much i couldn t bring him unless i thought he was in serious pain i was by myself cause my boyfriend was working he called my sister to come sit with me we stayed at charlie s side trying to be there for him i got him to lay on the couch with me for a little while i didn t sleep all night as soon as the vet opened we were there waiting charlie didn t enjoy the car ride he wasn t his happy self charlie s vet was able to see him and seemed sad to see his happy patient struggling there was nothing that could be done to save him or make him feel better i had to make the choice to put him to sleep or bring him home to die i would have loved one more kiss one more snuggle one more happy dance as we fed him but charlie was struggling and not having a good time the vet said the up and down was him struggling to breath i am still in a bit of shock how charlie went from a happy go lucky kiss giving peanut butter begging to at death s door but he did my charlie died early jan 2nd i made the unselfish decision to put him to sleep my heart is still hurting i still catch myself holding the door for him after ann comes in from the outside i still at times think i hear him bark i still think about feeding the dogs now it s just ann and lucy that cat who doesn t like dogs oh yea filbert the turtle i find myself thinking if i could just have one more kiss or one more hug or even one more playful fight that charlie and i used to do that i would feel better but probably would still want one more i believe charlie was about 9 or 10 years of age i sure do miss him i will forever be grateful for the years we had together after the attack by the pit bull and even for the few months that lead up to his death even though i knew charlie was most likely ill those last few months were happy months for him with treatment he started eating again running with jumping on the couch to snuggle and kiss he was enjoying life again i will treasure those moments rest in peace charlie your were a good boy forever in my heart say hello to bella for me this last picture was after a month after the first injection when the vet was stumped he was still alive miss you lots little guy ann does too posted by birthmothertalks at 11 50 pm no comments older posts home subscribe to posts atom myfitnesspal myfitnesspal free calorie counter go ahead and follow me popular posts no title test post scrapbooking weekend i am feeling nervous about the scrapbooking weekend cause my scrapbook is pretty personal to me the weekend seems like it might be one of reunion blog from an adoptees side of things i love to read blogs about adoption and reunion i think it s been a very good support system in my life it s the support that i cr my thoughts on open adoption i believe that all open adoptions should be a legal bonding document that 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