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the thoughts unlocked skip to main skip to sidebar the thoughts unlocked ideas opinions rants all jumbled up in a non periodical journal wednesday august 06 2014 another phase of life so i am here once again normally if i disappear for a long time and resurface it could only mean a couple of things i am really bored i have done something extraordinarily different that i would have never done under normal circumstances i am really depressed sad or feeling negative this time it s more likely the last one i am not exactly sad or feeling negative nor am i depressed i am probably just a little of all these three i am now in new york city i reached here roughly 8 hours ago and i am here by myself i am feeling negative because i miss my friend a lot a hell lot and i won t be back in hong kong until january i am feeling depressed because new york city is such a fun place to be in but i do not have the luxury of luxury to be fully enjoying myself due to financial reasons i am feeling sad because i am also considering about the possibility of a career in usa but for that to be possible i have to continue my studies here and for that to be possible i have to give up something which currently means the world to me i am also feeling negative because i am nervous about going to illinois state university i worry about my courses my roommate my life there what if my exchange program does not materialize just as i imagined it to be was i being too optimistic too negative perhaps i am just too tired from the flight roughly 25 hours and i didn t really sleep well perhaps less than 8 hours i watched at least 4 movies so that must have left me not much time for rest so maybe after i finish registering for my courses in the second semester of hku i will sleep and tomorrow will be better and i miss you a lot you know you want chow hoo keen aka kenny at 11 19 am 1 comments wednesday february 05 2014 just getting it out of me i have just finished my dinner it was a big feast big feasts were done days ago and i really have had enough of those it was a simple dinner with simple dishes no meat just vegetable and sardine fish simple simplicity just what i need just a few days more i will be heading back to hong kong i will once again face the hectic lifestyle that has now become way too familiar yet undeniably dreadful sure i have someone i love there so there is always a longing to that place but the rest of the things which come with it the rest of the package the food work people lifestyle busyness it suddenly dawned on me that i am not exactly fond of them i do not dislike them because disliking them means i would not want to face them i can still face them i just am not fond of them i just have a lot of thoughts in my head which i like always fail to convey into words i am going to miss the warmth in malaysia in my home the day may be scorching hot but i always know that the night will much more accommodating i am going to miss the noise which my neighbourhood makes the sound of children crying out loud teenagers making ruckus aunties gossiping the livelihood of a neighbourhood something which hong kong does not really have it is this neighbourhood which makes a house feels like home i used to be able to sense that in hong kong but i am losing that sense hence hong kong does not feel much like home right now i am going to miss my family too oh and i miss becoming other people s driver with that said i can t believe i m going to say this i am looking forward to heading back to the city of opportunities i can t wait to get my degree finished and over with i can t wait to step into the working world because i know that phase of life is when i really shape my life and i want to have my life shaped and materialized so i can t wait to be back ps my writing still sucks you know you want chow hoo keen aka kenny at 7 41 pm 3 comments friday january 17 2014 what happened to basic human rights what about human compassion the recent news about the brutally abused domestic helper from indonesia is really shocking to me it is not the first incident whereby maids are being treated poorly by their employers as though they do not worth a shit but come on this is being allowed to go on for way too long to the employers why are the lives and well being of the domestic helpers any different from those of your own children is it because they are from another developing country is it because they look different from you is it because of the nature of their job which is seemingly less glorious than yours or is it merely because of their job title domestic helpers are also human beings just like anyone else they deserve the same treatment from their employers all this news about mistreating domestic helpers only goes to show how lowly inhumane the hong kong population is edit well i do realize that that is an over generalization and an exaggeration most of the people here are nice only a fraction of them are imbeciles and imbeciles exist everywhere the most important thing is to really give these imbeciles a lesson perhaps give them a taste of their own treatment you know you want chow hoo keen aka kenny at 8 19 pm 0 comments wednesday december 18 2013 just another semester i think my latest blog post was in september how time flies i always say this phrase with a hint of remorse because i always do not think that i have utilized my time wisely however i never change so the first semester of my second year of university has ended what have i learned i can t tell it may be due to my lack of interest in the stuff which i am studying or it could be just my own problem but i tend to not remember all the crap which i have studied even when i have studied hard i wonder if there is a worm inside my brain slowly eating away all my wisdom i have been feeling uncertain lately i want to apply the student exchange program and i want to go to places like spain argentina venezuela or other exotic countries i want to try something new however i always end up pondering upon the same problem finances it s not gonna be cheap even my parents say so finance has not been good in the family my brother is starting college soon the costs of living are steadily increasing both in malaysia and in hong kong there is no room for me to even spend slightly more lavishly over here let alone traveling to venezuela to study such a bummer i don t really know what i can do right now other than working out a budget i will never know whether i can afford an exchange program unless if i work out my budget at the same time i am greatly demotivated because i know most probably i will not be able to afford it even if i could i will have to live on a tight budget which kills the joy of an exchange program who does not want to have the liberty to spend and play and enjoy life when going for an exchange but what the hell now now i need to really do something which will lift myself up physically and emotionally i am working in a job which i do not really like come on i really don t have any talent at web designing can t you tell i have to endure this cold weather and i have nothing else to talk about i guess i shall make something to talk about you know you want chow hoo keen aka kenny at 9 12 pm 5 comments wednesday september 11 2013 happy birthday mommy just a quick update before i go to tutorial in a short while i haven t had an outlet to let my feelings out so i guess i will do it here yesterday was my beloved mother s birthday and once again i could not spend it by her side in fact it has been two years in a row that both her sons could not celebrate her birthday with her it was very sad for me because i would really want to be by her side especially after coming here i know how to appreciate my family much more here as in hong kong but i sent her a sms early in the morning her reply almost made me cry 谢谢 你们健康快乐平安 我就好了 her wishes are so simple just for us to be happy and yet i ve been under some degree of stress level ever since i got here i feel like i have disappointed my mother because i couldn t be happy and her message really awakened me i am pretty sure that i will get overwhelmed by the stress all over again soon but i shall look at her messages once in a while and remember that she will always support me later that night we skyped and she looked so happy eating a tiramisu cake i was so so happy to see her happy she was smiling nonstop and there is nothing else that i want more in this world other than that then she sent me another sms 你们各奔东西 要多保重啊 i am so touched and speechless i love you mother you know you want chow hoo keen aka kenny at 10 15 am 0 comments older posts home subscribe to posts atom about me chow hoo keen aka kenny kl wp malaysia this blog is all about how i feel and how i see things all from my perspective view my complete profile the ones i care about afifah aishah ana bi lin c abd razak c azman c subra c tancl c ustaz charmain cheryl chris crystal gan 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