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nly thing is when the kiddos are around he can t make noise so he s taken to using his fingernails to pinch my ass instead i m not going to tell him that that doesn t hurt lol but still i get the message he s threatened to mete out a proper punishment at the next earliest convenience too though and i am afraid enough of middle bro to straighten up and fly right i will say this new ritual is helping i think about the fact that there is a nightly reckoning coming other than that there isn t a lot of kink going on not even sure that is kink the last bad beating i got master made a point of showing me how it wasn t making him hard he wasn t getting off on beating my ass he just wanted his message to hit home it did after coffee we get ready for work i make his breakfast a smoothie and mine oatmeal we quickly eat and then head out the door for the 1 2 mile walk to work actually master s walk is a little bit less and i kiss him at his turning off point and keep heading to my work for a little while master thought i might work for him in the office and i have worked for him just to help out some but not for pay or anything but now master has decided to hire someone else and let me continue my nursing i think it was a sort of fantasy of both of ours that i would work for him but the reality was far less enjoyable lol besides i m much better at nursing i pretty much suck at office work lol i work in an outpatient clinic type setting now monday through friday no holidays no weekends no on call it s my dream job really plus i no longer have a 35 mile commute i m reaaalllllly diggin the new job after work i head to master s office and wait for him to finish up there and then we walk home together at home we usually fix dinner together because master still hasn t fully given up the reins to his kitchen but slowly he is realizing how competent i am there we have dinner i clean up the dishes get coffee ready for the morning and then we usually watch television or mess around on the internet sometimes we go out for another walk we ve both been working on getting more exercise and eating right and we re both losing weight it s so nice to have shared goals on the weekends we get to sleep in a little bit later we usually walk somewhere for breakfast and or to run errands saturday afternoon usually involves watching college football somewhere sometimes with friends if no football we might end up downtown walking around and shopping and whatnot or we might go for a drive and do something fun like go apple picking sundays are for shopping and getting ready for the next week master keeps a very full schedule so there is almost always something going on on weekends often with friends i am basically having a blast ever since i got here life is good in fact i have a mug that says that very thing i should add this little caveat life is good as long as i submit when i dig my heels in life suddenly takes an ugly turn and neither of us has any fun at all until i m turned around again that s just the way it is around here master won t have it any other way sometimes probably every other week or so master goes out of town for work for a couple days this is my me time this is the time i get to watch what i want to watch on tv or take a long sudsy bath or masturbate or read a book i also do chores and whatnot but it s time i get to do some of the things i like and while i miss him i really enjoy this time to relax a little it s like i m on my own for a bit even though master says i m not it still feels like i m free kinda heh i m glad the stress has let up i can tell i was under a huge amount of stress this past year i honestly thought the stress was going to kill me it is so good to be able to breathe again to not have to worry about having a house and a mortgage to have almost no bills i know master has all of those things but now i can focus more on being his helper and support i am not bogged down in my own shit anymore and that s such a huge relief for both of us i m sorry i haven t been blogging as much i really didn t feel like sharing the growing pains of the last few months i was feeling a little raw at times it is really something to know that you are accountable to someone and that you will be held to account for your behavior every single day there s no escaping it not that i want to at least not anymore lol oh i almost forgot after we finish the nightly ritual i climb into master s bed and he cuffs my wrists and ankles and hooks the chain around my waist then he pulls me in close all the way up next to him i lay my head on my submission pillow started off as a joke but stuck lol and we fall asleep together he hangs onto that chain all night long even when he s asleep i don t know how he does that but he rarely lets it go in the morning he removes it i m not allowed to so that s pretty much it kinda boring huh the only other thing is the weight thing i think i am going back on the one pound a week rule i have to lose one pound a week until i hit my his goal for me so yeah diet and exercise is a big thing around here master is doing it too only he doesn t get an or else if he doesn t meet his goal no fair i promise to keep ya more in the loop hopefully with more kinky stuff i dunno maybe my life has more kink to it than i realize it just all seems very normal to me at this point i almost want to buy him a new toy to use on me lol but we already have a whole suitcase full of stuff that just sits there oh except for that damned middle bro that thing needs to get lost hate that thing okay slave out 3 comments posted in m s a response to my silence here published august 22 2014 by owned_slave just a head s up i had sort of abandoned this blog for awhile but was blogging some over on fetlife i am in the process of moving those posts over here a transition which may take awhile and which i don t have much patience for but i want to preserve the integrity of the blog i also want to keep the chronology of my journey intact especially for those of you who have been following me from the beginning i m sorry i got quiet here life did not end as you probably have surmised but rather i just didn t feel like sharing for one reason or another thanks for those of you who stuck around back to blogging 4 comments posted in m s i m in published august 22 2014 by owned_slave okay so i m in master and i finally finally made the leap to 24 7 live in o p finally after seven years and then some it took a lot to get here so how is it it s different it s awesome and it s hard i miss my house i miss my time away from him more than i ever thought i would for so long my goal what i thought would make me the happiest was to get here with him and it has it really has but living here having given up my place to move into his space has not been an easy transition i didn t see that coming i suppose you can add that to the fact that i moved my youngest into a place close by as well as started a new job and my eldest moved clear across the country just prior to that so lots of life changes at once i m sure added to the growing pains of moving in what have i learned how to be his property i gave up most of my things when i moved in simply because he didn t have the room or need for all of my things i think giving up my personal property was for me kind of depersonalizing i think a lot of my identity was wrapped up in that house and those things i feel more like i am property now it s his house although my cat made it with me so score one for the slave i was able to run my house the way i liked now i have lost that privilege i have to do things the way he likes his way i have to spend my time with him and he likes me with him almost all of the time when i m not at work which i m not saying is a bad thing it s just a huge change i am submitting and doing what he wants most of the time whether it s going on long walks for exercise even when i ve already put five miles on my fitbit that day and am tired and my knee hurts and i just want to rest ffs or watching msnbc every morning or sucking his cock at 6am i m learning that obedience as a first choice is really my best option i don t like what happens when i don t choose it i m learning to trust him this could be another entire blog post i m learning that change is good i m learning the sky won t fall and the earth won t end if i don t get my way i m learning to let go to give in to not be so entitled probably the biggest thing i ve learned so far is that his needs wants and desires are my prime objective when he s happy i m happy and when he isn t life pretty much sucks for both of us until i get realigned and then it s wonderful again so we finally made it we made the big jump and there is no safety net if it doesn t work out there is no leaving i have no place to go but that s okay it s more than okay it s good and i m going to be just fine if only i could get him to do things my way 4 comments posted in m s the future s so bright i gotta wear shades published july 22 2014 by owned_slave this has been a long time coming and when i say long i mean over seven years i met master in early 2007 no wait actually i met him in late 2006 he took me as his slave in early 2007 but alas i digress we probably made the slowest most gradual transition to live in that you can make lol and yet it still feels weird to be in his place to know that it s okay now to call it our place that i am welcome and even have my own little chest of drawers that master bought for me from ikea lol yes he is helping me lots and yesterday when i told him i felt unsupported he got a little upset i just wish he was by my side 24 7 lol reality is that there is work and sometimes work means going out of town for a few days i was supposed to go with him but didn t feel comfortable leaving my daughter just yet she is still adjusting too today i unpacked lots and organized and cleaned master s our place looks much better without so many boxes everywhere master s driving home tonight and thinks he will make it all the way he said if he gets so sleepy that he is going off the road or something then he will stop for the night but he only has about 200 more miles to go so i think he ll make it i read somewhere on fet today about the kink sort of wearing off and falling by the wayside once you finally become 24 7 live in i kind of got that idea already because for a long time now i ve been living with him for the whole week every other week it seems that work and life in general do get in the way of the kink but i get the impression that the kink isn t what s most important to him what s the most important thing to him is that i defer i submit in short that i simply obey and let him lead and i do struggle with that sometimes i think there is going to be a shift of some sort now that i m officially all the way here we ll see for one thing now that i have a job here i am going to be spending much less time commuting yay for that i have three more weeks of commuting the 35 or whatever it is miles from here to my old job then i get to cut back to just every other weekend there and start the new job it s only three days a week right now but master is hoping that may turn into more hours in the future or maybe i can work part time there and part time for him as in for money i work part time for him now but it s for free lol i am excited for the future as everything starts to fall into place master is finally going to have all of me if you know what i mean and that s a very nice thought this transition is ridiculously hard but it s going to be sooooo worth it in the end and dang we re just about there now leave a comment posted in m s settling published july 1 2014 by owned_slave well we re all moved in kinda sorta i m spending time between my daughter s place and master s as some of you know my daughter is autistic and mentally challenged master s idea was to get her her own place very near to ours she has a lovely one bedroom apartment with stairs how cool is that half a block from us she adapted to the new place fast faster than i as a matter of fact i m not feeling settled at all really master wants me to sift through all the boxes at his our place and pare it all down which i am finding to be rather emotionally draining i ve made umpteen trips to goodwill already he d rather have our stuff than leftover stuff from my old life and i get that it s just hard i never thought i would be so attached to things like bowls and knives i m afraid i probably oughtta trade in my slave card these days too many changes at once if you ask me it s all rather unsettling my daughter came down with a raging sore throat sinus cold thing and feels miserable i m at her apartment attempting to make dinner fishing through box after box looking for garlic powder etc even though she doesn t want to eat master is out of town i finally landed a job here though so that s good news and i should close on my house in two weeks finally master is making me work work work though to replenish my bank account because getting out of that mortgage is going to cost me i am basically breaking even on the sale price of the house except for the closing costs which are steep i just want things to slow down to a more normal even boring pace i am exhausted from all the changes in my life lately i wanted this but the process of getting there is just draining give me a dull routine already i keep my car at master s garage but sometimes i need it at the apartment so i park on the street there but there is a two hour time limit and i have to remember to move my car and return it to master s or risk getting a parking ticket kind of a pain in the ass but worth it because parking in the garage at k s apartment is quite nice it s underground and heated but costs 120 month so i am doing a bit more walking back and forth shut up i know it s good for me p i know master is trying to help center me i spend some nights with my daughter and some with him the nights with him he pulls me in close by my chain and reminds me that we finally are where we worked so hard to be and i know this but it s scary and different and i feel out of place sometimes especially when his kids are there i hope it get comfier soon it will won t it 1 comment posted in m s is it time for a nap yet published june 18 2014 by owned_slave i need some motivation i wish you could buy it online or something and have it delivered i m even too lazy to run out to the store and buy some i have about a week off and need to start packing anyone want to help me i have lived here 16 years i guess we don t have too much left to pack since two of my four bedrooms are almost empty it s all the closets and the basement oh and the kitchen groan unfortunately today is not a great energy day as i worked 12 s four out of the last five days here i go watch me really zzzzzzzz leave a comment posted in m s moving in two weeks published june 11 2014 by owned_slave got 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