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aper rash and so began my several month long quest to find something that worked for us on our diapers i had no idea what i was in store for first you should know most of our diapers are kawaii baby or very similar the first thing i did was strip my diapers the liquid dawn and then rinse rinse rinse in hot water works well for us as far as stripping goes then we tried every different detergent under the mutha fracking sun and nothing seemed to work i tried fancy cloth diaper detergents i tried pure free detergents i tried rockin green no matter what i did we had problems either the diapers would stink coming out of the wash when i used cloth diaper detergents or they would have to be rinsed 7 or 8 times to get all of the soap out free pure detergents or they would smell like ammonia when my kids peed in them no matter what i tried after a whole lot of trial and error and a whole lot of research on the internet i finally found out that our problem is hard water and then after a whole lot more research and a whole lot more trial and error i finally found a system that works i did finally get the rockin green to work for me and i like it but i like country save even better only because i can buy it locally in a health food store and i m not so great at planning ahead to order the rockin green off the internet before i run out plus i think country save works just a teeeeeny bit better if you have hard water you must use a detergent made for hard water country save hard rock by rockin green etc on your cloth diapers or you must add a water softener such as calgon or borax this is what i finally found that worked for us i have a top loading machine if you have a front loading he machine you ll have to adapt this 1 put the diapers in the machine crank it up to the setting with the most amount of water and rinse 2 make sure your water is set to hot and i mean hot i turn my water heater up as high as it will go before i wash my cloth diapers 3 change the setting to the lowest amount needed to just barely cover the diapers and add soap if you have hard water you need to use extra soap i know everyone says go easy on the soap with cloth diapers but if you have hard water use about 1 4 more than you normally would with cloth diapers 3 allow it to agitate for a few minutes and then stop the machine 4 allow the diapers to sit in the soapy water for a few hours yes hours it takes the soap at leat 30 minutes to start to work and even longer the harder your water is i usually try to wash my cloth diapers at night so they can just sit overnight 5 switch the machine back to the highest water setting and fill it up with hot water 6 rinse 7 rinse again 8 it is usually better to line dry your covers and dry the inserts in the dryer on high i m not going to lie though i usually dry all of mine together on low your diapers will last longer the more you can avoid the dryer however so that s it after months of tearing my hair out trying to find something that would work for us and the solution turned out to be pretty simple my diapers look and smell awesome now and i am one happy momma tags cloth diapers country save hard water how to wash cloth diapers rockin green stink comments 3 comments categories uncategorized i am a worrier 23 nov and unfortunately un mother humping fortunately ladies and gentelmen i am all too often correct when i start to obsess so now now i am trying really hard to believe that there is nothing wrong with my son i am trying really really hard this is a list i stole from here 8 12 month milestons movement milestones gets to sitting position without assistance crawls forward on belly by pulling with arms and pushing with legs assumes hands and knees position creeps on hands and knees supporting trunk on hands and knees gets from sitting to crawling or prone lying on stomach position pulls self up to stand walks holding on to furniture stands momentarily without support may walk two or three steps without support milestones in hand and finger skills uses pincer grasp bangs two cubes together puts objects into container takes objects out of container lets objects go voluntarily pokes with index finger tries to imitate scribbling language milestones pays increasing attention to speech responds to simple verbal requests responds to no uses simple gestures such as shaking head for no babbles with inflection says dada and mama uses exclamations such as oh oh tries to imitate words cognitive milestones explores objects in many different ways shaking banging throwing dropping finds hidden objects easily looks at correct picture when the image is named imitates gestures begins to use objects correctly drinking from cup brushing hair dialing phone listening to receiver social and emotional milestones shy or anxious with strangers cries when mother or father leaves enjoys imitating people in play shows specific preferences for certain people and toys tests parental responses to his actions during feedings what do you do when he refuses a food tests parental responses to his behavior what do you do if he cries after you leave the room may be fearful in some situations prefers mother and or regular caregiver over all others repeats sounds or gestures for attention finger feeds himself extends arm or leg to help when being dressed developmental health watch each baby develops in his own manner so it s impossible to tell exactly when your child will perfect a given skill although the developmental milestones listed in this book will give you a general idea of the changes you can expect as your child gets older don t be alarmed if his development takes a slightly different course alert your pediatrician if your baby displays any of the following signs of possible developmental delay in the eight to twelve month age range does not crawl drags one side of body while crawling for over one month cannot stand when supported does not search for objects that are hidden while he watches says no single words mama or dada does not learn to use gestures such as waving or shaking head does not point to objects or pictures the ones crossed out are things he does not do ever he is almost 13 months now by the way he will not use sign language he will not talk he will not point to objects when named he will not look at objects when named he will not make exclamations such as uh oh or oh no sometimes he will wave bye bye but most of the time he will not he will usually clap when everyone else does he will turn to look when his name is called he will bounce to music he can hear updated i know that this is quite possibly nothing i am really hoping it s nothing and that i am just overly paranoid because i have another child who had a suspected issue that did turn out to be a problem a big problem i know a lot of children don t talk until two or older and that it can often actually be a sign of intelligence as long as they are not delayed in other areas which he is not but something in my mommy mind just will not stop gnawing away at this know what i mean i think it s the once burned twice shy effect comments 18 comments categories uncategorized the sickness prematurity awareness 17 nov last friday i was sick like stomach flu call grandma down to take care of the kids because i can t get out of bed sick that lasted for about a day and then it turned into just a head cold and then nolan got a runny nose saturday by sunday morning the twins were sneezing on sunday night we decided to go out to dinner in another city we live at high altitude and had to go down the mountain while on the way back up lennon suddenly became hysterical and started screaming that her ears hurt uh oh we u turned and headed down to urgent care yep double ear infection just on a whim we had e checked one ear was infected antibiotics were started that night on monday i had to leave work early because alex was starting to feel sick when i got home the girls were watching cartoons when i gave them a hug hello i noticed that evy was panting rather than breathing and that her ribs were retracting uh oh i asked alex if he had noticed that she was having a hard time breathing she has asthma both of the twins do but evy s is way worse which is funny because she was always the better breather in the nicu he said that he had given her a breathing treatment earlier and that it had helped i gave her another one right then and it didn t do much so i gave her a steamy bath no improvement and by this time lennon was starting to pant as well so we packed the kids up and headed down to the emergency room at about 8pm on monday night i honestly thought they would give her a steroid shot and send us home nope both girl s 02 saturations were around 90 normal is 97 100 maybe a teeeny bit lower if you are really sick prolonged low saturations can cause brain damage they ended up giving both girls a dose of steroids a gigantic shot of antibiotics in the thigh and 5 yes five breathing treatments lennon s 02 finally went up to 95 at about 5 30am but evy s was stubbornly sticking around 91 crap so they admitted her gave breathing treatments every 2 hours and put her on blow by oxygen which means they put oxygen on at high concentration and just pointed it towards her face rather than strapping anything to her which she would then just claw off anyway by tuesday night she was ready to come home i had to take lennon in yesterday to get her 02 re checked it was at 95 but she was wheezing badly and so they almost admitted her then but she improved after yet another breathing treatment which we had been doing throughout the night at home as well so she s gotten to stay home thus far so last night everyone was finally at home breathing treatments for the twins every four hours around the clock monster doses of antibiotics steroids and various other goodies they said it was pneumonia i am shocked that it came on that fast nolan thus far seems fine just a cold just a cold for me as well it will be interesting to see what happens when my newly transplanted husband comes down with it since november is prematurity awareness month i wanted to use this moment to point out that this was just a common cold my 38 weeker has it and he is fine snot nosed but still in high spirits and causing trouble my 30 weekers on the other hand got knocked on their asses this is the life of a preemie a chest cold something most kids get tons of and it hardly slows them down can kill them and my kids are in great health for preemies tags ivf nicu preemies prematurity awareness twins comments 6 comments categories uncategorized ode to tiggy 2 nov evelynn is in love with tigger in love she has a tigger stuffed animal actually she has two that we wash and switch out when one gets too gross that has to go everywhere with her she calls him tiggy for her birthday her uncle s girlfriend tried to get her a smaller one to carry around with her and she looked at it like it was an alien and hugged her tiggy protectively she does however love anything else tigger she has a pair of tiggy socks that we have to pry off her feet to wash them all of this and oddly enough the child has never seen a winnie the pooh cartoon none the less i would like to dedicate this post to tigger or as he is known in our house mr tiggy thank you for keeping my child happy warm and in her world safe thank you for sopping up tears and sadly vomit on occasion thank you for never complaining about the boogers and the urine or the fact that my child has loved the stripes right off of your neon orange body the other day we took evelynn to disneyland on a mission to find tigger when we finally found him she litterally cried tears of joy and who did she dress up as for halloween it was really cute she kept knocking on doors and yelling tiggy treats instead of trick or treat i love that silly orange creature almost as much as she does comments 7 comments categories uncategorized protected the way it is 22 oct this content is password protected to view it please enter the password below password categories uncategorized if you don t have anything nice to say 4 oct don t blog which is why i haven t been blogging much lately and i m sorry and it s not that everything is crap and i have nothing good going on to talk about cause i totally do my three precious miracles are adorable and i am enjoying being a mommy and spoiling them more than words can say but every time i sit down to blog my mind drifts to dark places and i want to use it as a soap box to vent my frustrations and i just don t want to do that but i m still here i still read your blogs and don t comment as often as i should there either as soon as i can come up with a nice post about cute fluffy bunnies and prancing unicorns i ll be blowing up the blogosphere with my brilliant commentary on life in general in the mean time i ll be dealing with this don t ask comments 6 comments categories uncategorized try not to be too jealous 8 sep but look who nolan got to meet it s tammy mark from www twondra blogspot com what a lucky little bastard i wish i d gotten to meet tammy mark because apparently i didn t because i have no photographic evidence of such an event ever occurring even though i handed the camera to my husband with explicit instructions to take some pictures he is totally fired and yes despite the fact that i have no photos to prove it thanks a lot alex i did in fact get to meet tammy and mark and yes they are even more sweet and fabulous in real life and yes i totally want to steal them away from wisconsin and force them to live in my closet and wait is that weird ahem anyhow thank you guys for allowing the three of us the twins were with grandma to crash your vacation it was wonderful to finally meet you irl hopefully we can do it again one day ps alex you are also the worst photographer ever waiting until nolan goes on the attack before snapping the one picture grrr comments 6 comments categories uncategorized the end for now of potty learning 7 sep yep two mother humping days later everything went great for awhile lennon promptly peed in the potty thee second i brought them home and plunked them on the floor a few hours later and evelynn was getting in on the action they would both excitedly run over to the potties each time they were prompted every 30 minutes or so and would sit concentrating intently and even occasionally producing some urine a few hours after that they both started peeing on the floor with reckless abandon both alex and i tried patiently to remind them that the pee pee goes in the potty not on the floor they didn t much care in fact they soon started to argue with us no they did not want to pee on the potty no they did not want to be big girls after several attempts at getting them to sit on the pot resulted in tears and tantrums we gave the eff up yep we re quitters after a full day of diapering today with intermittent asking if they were interested in the potty no i brought out the big gu...