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nce is outside our control so why deny it as it comes but there is some capacity to make choices built into this human being and you choose to engage in this in particular martin there s only one thing i would say about the whole free will thing i have free will is just a thought in as much as i have no free will is just a thought it s not a static on or off thing and has absolutely no bearing on your life if you re talking about the alternative to free will being a pre determined future that has already been planned out i d tell you to go talk to a christian and see how well they can actually explain that one fortunately for us very little really behaves in such extremes js i m off to play some tennis or rather tennis playing will happen and that s what will be happening martin ha ha don t be so concerned with the conventions of language it too has very little to do with actual experience js it s weird i think i get it but it s still fuzzy martin when you swing your racket are you thinking i am going to position this thing at exactly that point in space to hit the ball exactly where it lands go on have fun and live life it s all that s worth doing js okay sounds good posted by unknown at 12 28 am 1 comment email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest wednesday june 29 2011 causality excerpt from the book on the taboo against knowing who you are by alan watts here is someone who has never seen a cat he is looking through a narrow slit in a fence and on the other side a cat walks by he sees first the head then the less distinctly shaped furry trunk and then the tail extraordinary the cat turns round and walks back and again he sees the head and a little later the tail this sequence begins to look like something regular and reliable yet again the cat turns round and he witnesses the same regular sequence first the head and later the tail thereupon he reasons that the event head is the invariable and necessary cause of the event tail which is the head s effect this absurd and confusing gobbledygook comes from his failure to see that head and tail go together they are all one cat the cat wasn t born as a head which sometime later caused a tail it was born all of a piece a head tailed cat our observer s trouble was that he was watching it through a narrow slit and couldn t see the whole cat at once the narrow slit in the fence is much like the way in which we look at life by conscious attention for when we attend to something we ignore everything else attention is narrowed perception it is a way of looking at life bit by bit using memory to string the bits together as when examining a dark room with a flashlight having a very narrow beam perception thus narrowed has the advantage of being sharp and bright but it has to focus on one area of the world after another and one feature after another and where there are no features only space or uniform surfaces it somehow gets bored and searches about for more features attention is therefore something like a scanning mechanism in radar or television and norbert wiener and his colleagues found some evidence that there is a similar process in the brain but a scanning process that observes the world bit by bit soon persuades its user that the world is a great collection of bits and these he calls separate things or events we often say that you can only think of one thing at a time the truth is that in looking at the world bit by bit we convince ourselves that it consists of separate things and so give ourselves the problem of how these things are connected and how they cause and effect each other the problem would never have arisen if we had been aware that it was just our way of looking at the world which had chopped it up into separate bits things events causes and effects we do not see that the world is all of a piece like the head tailed cat we also speak of attention as noticing to notice is to select to regard some bits of perception or some features of the world as more noteworthy more significant than others to these we attend and the rest we ignore for which reason conscious attention is at the same time ignoreance i e ignorance despite the fact that it gives us a vividly clear picture of whatever we choose to notice physically we see hear smell taste and touch innumerable features that we never notice you can drive thirty miles talking all the time to a friend what you noticed and remembered was the conversation but somehow you responded to the road the other cars the traffic lights and heaven knows what else without really noticing or focussing your mental spotlight upon them so too you can talk to someone at a party without remembering for immediate recall what clothes he or she was wearing because they were not noteworthy or significant to you yet certainly your eyes and nerves responded to those clothes you saw but did not really look posted by unknown at 7 21 pm 1 comment email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest friday june 24 2011 the delusion of positive thinking there are 2 layers of clear duality in the idea of positive thoughts and it s basically about deluding your already deluded mind into believing shit that you have no idea about or no fundamental basis for deluded is never a good state to be in and can only lead to disappointment depression and in extreme cases actual suicide even positive thinking being delusional about the state of your plight cannot lead to a good quality of life however the problem that most people face in these things is that they view schopenhauer style radical pessimism as the only other option which is itself just another form of delusion and frankly is exactly the same thing as radical optimism the fact of the matter is that you cannot know jack shit about what s going to happen in 5 minutes never mind further down the road and most thoughts are centred on the past or future for the purpose of extrapolation and calculation of potential outcomes completely out of your control but our monkey brains can t tell the difference between reality and thoughts all you can really do is weigh up likely outcomes and try to be as honest and rational about it as you can this will give you a much clearer picture of what your life will look like and as long as you keep trying and doing your best i mean you reap what you sow ya know among the new agers you ll hear things like not judging the world as good or bad and mentally labelling everything by silencing your mind can also drastically change your life which i can tell you from experience is a fantastic improvement over the conventional paradigm but then launch into subjective nonsense like change all thoughts to positive and create a positive mind set where the determination of something as positive is exactly another form of judgement of experience this is an example of the failure of the new age movement in that they talk about things which are fundamentally accurate i e that non judgement is liberating from emotionally destructive cycles but package that in with calling that non judgement itself good quite often people interpret it as just calling everything good i ve had honest to god enlightened beings tell me that rape and murder are perfect figure out what non judgement is before you talk about not judging stuff in terms of what you do think about the world and what may or may not happen in terms of living your life being an optimistic realist is better not in that it s inherently better or a superior point of view that would be fundamentally fictional stuff it s superior in that it s not fundamentally delusional or based on beliefs it s the honest attempt to put together an accurate view of reality to interact with and filling in the blanks of what you can t know with the middle case scenarios not the best not the worst the middle because there is no way to objectively tell the future it s foolish to think that how you think about things has no effect on your experience of reality but likewise it s foolish to think that your thoughts about reality create it you are in no way separate from the reality you appear within and as such whether it s fundamentally real or not doesn t affect the fact that you are there as part of a flow of some form of existence to think that your thoughts about it affect it beyond your own subjective experience of it is fundamentally delusional by definition on a kind of tangent this also alludes to the question of your own existence as a separate agent from reality that does anything to it as opposed to an integrated part of it moved by the forces experienced and the former is the conventional view point and is itself fundamentally flawed and baseless spiritual guys have been saying it for millennia and neuroscientists are saying it now there is actually no you of any kind posted by unknown at 5 33 pm 3 comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest thursday june 23 2011 make no idols ciaran is nothing but a peer even conversations about how he s not special will put it in your head that he must be special because he gets this kind of conversation nix that shit asap he s a peer nothing more i m not sure i ll manage that until i get as good as ciaran but then again i will get as good as ciaran so it s only a temporary problem you re already as good as he is he s nothing even remotely special it is fucking easy to free people when you actually have people to free it s fucking easy but ignoring shit is paramount not engaging with it and instead saying yeah but do this gate gate gate gate gate you don t have to engage with all the crap someone says that s how you have an interesting conversation this isn t about having an interesting conversation it s fundamentally about dispelling myths and beliefs it s far more important that their minds are taken off distractions exactly like having an interesting conversation defeating an argument is all well and good but it s not the goal of what you do and will only leave the target feeling defeated and quite likely bitter at you and therefore retreat rather than engage martin does that actually work can t they then just dismiss you as someone who won t talk to them properly that s where there is finesse on ruthless truth forums it s entirely at your whim i literally used to go like this slave insert inane postulate me distraction and point back to the gate and you have no chance of them walking away simply because of the atmosphere of the rt forums it s why they re so spikey the atmosphere of the place screams for attention like fuck it s a direct ego challenge and to the ego bound it s pretty much impossible to resist going back it s why i always say they ll be back because they always are unless they re free irritatingly freeing someone makes it a relatively simple feat for them to just walk away but that s where we re playing law of averages on the forums really but that s the forums outside of the forums is a different game out on other forums on the internet in chat dialogues with random strangers in dialogues with other people it s kind of different purely because it s out of context but you don t even need to be that spikey for the same effect elsewhere 1 on 1 works best for actually freeing people for the simple reason that you don t have a bunch of dickheads agreeing with the status quo there s no social acceptability to escape into just because it s more comfortable such is the state of honesty on a larger scale that most would rather nod along with the status quo than engage with an idea that is foreign to them the day ciaran freed four people it was all 1 on 1 in chats actually every story from every arbitrary enlightened guy enlightening someone else hasn t been in satsang it s been in 1 on 1 session adyashanti tells the story of a dying cancer patient that woke up in the face of their own death as a result of him visiting them in their home this paradigm existed because in that scenario there s no way to look to someone else for acceptance of that person s paradigm of reality that s what is craved by the asleep it s actually what other enlightened people are criticising when they criticise how rt does things as a group this is why it s important for you on an individual basis to know you re not doing that yourself and that s also why cutting people out when they re on rt is sometimes so effective they become excluded from even the validation they receive by being ripped on so what do you do when you don t have that advantage how do you stop people dismissing you for not engaging with their arguments then basically i m not a fan of the forum incursion method quite a controversial position to hold around rt but i see serious flaws in that method what stephen did that got him a lot of kills away from rt though is excellent what got stephen kills was that he would do this slave here s the story of my life on some random forum stephen wow great story man here s a link to my blog trolling and mass incursions like what we did to bentinho are excellent but not because they really freed anyone they do one thing it raises awareness that there s another way that there s someone else doing the enlightenment thing without the frills and niceness that everyone s wrapped around it i m sure we ve all experienced the nicer aspects of enlightenment but they re consequential not a way to it where stephen has done a few liberations out on his own he s done them mainly in the comments to his blog comments he got by putting his blog out there in the above example on forums but my point is that you don t need to be in the ruthless arena by any means to have the ruthless arena as a liberator your job isn t to be a philosopher it s not to be a psychologist it s not to be a teacher it s not any kind of conventional label that really has any cohesive meaning your job is the deduction of reality even if that means deducing that you don t or can t know something and responding to situations in that way this is fundamentally what s called right action thoughtless but reasoned purposeful action posted by unknown at 3 22 am 1 comment email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest tuesday june 21 2011 emotional inspiration part 2 why are you listening lately so why metal i mean really why do i listen to metal well here s something i noticed rap music makes me depressed i have and always have had extremely eclectic musical tastes but rap makes me depressed and metal makes me happy is this because of the content of the music rap is for the most part very aspirational and tends to be focused on acquisition potential riches and triumph over problems metal tends to be pretty self hating and destructive so erm i doubt it s the content so what is it when i was a kid i listened to metal because i really looked up to my oldest brother and he listened to stuff like metallica megadeth napalm death slayer the list goes on i remember feeling a certain...