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or hours basically by sun morn it was as though the antibiotics finally started kicking in and the the meds started to help the pain however i had developed a huge abscess my entire face was swollen don t i look lovely i certainly wasn t pain free but the meds were working which helped me get through the day that night i actually slept waking only to take some meds to get through finally on mon i called the dentist went in he decided the tooth wasn t even worth saving he would remove the whole thing thankfully after 3 shots of novocaine the area was numb enough the tooth was removed naturally this helped with recovery but was sadly not the end of my pain things have slowly gotten better but some days are still pretty painful of all the meds the only thing that helps is the ibuprofen which i imagine is because it helps w the swelling i am down to taking only a normal advil a few times a day but still have extreme guilt nerves over it saw my midwife mon afternoon after the extraction she reiterated that baby would be fine also informed me i lost 4 lbs from last week luckily as of tues morn i ve been able to actually eat food the swelling has gone down a lot for some reason today has been super painful i m getting very discouraged i know my body will not allow me to go in to labor until i m better i m grateful for that but here i am 39 5 weeks suffering tooth pain i should be enjoying my time w addy before it s no longer just the 2 of us i know that things can only get better as i continue to heal i ve been trying to hold on to that please pray that this tooth heals completely before my due date in 2 days my mom has been in town since sun is here til the 13th that has been such a huge blessing but i would be so sad if she didn t get to see our little man or spend much time with him before needing to return home baby boy is starting to be more active again my bh contractions are back full force so i m taking this as a good sign i ve been so very worried about him so that s how i ve spent my 39th week of pregnancy not fun at all i m still here 8 56 pm posted by dawn 4 comments sorry i haven t updated in ages what an awful blogger i will be 38 weeks pregnant in 3 days say what only 17 more days til my little mans due date so how have things been going i have to say that this pregnancy is nothing like it was with addy the first trimester was pretty close which is why i was sure i was having another girl but once the 2nd tri came around there were quite a few differences and now holy cow do i miss my carefree comfy pregnancy i had with adelyn since around 30 weeks this little man has given me hell i did pretty well not complaining at first but nowadays not so much he is a lot stronger i m assuming bigger than addy was hurts like a bugger when he moves which is a lot but it s so hard to complain when you feel your little miracle moving inside of you i had some minor preterm labor issues around 34 weeks but things have settled down thankfully in order to have a homebirth i needed to make it to 37 weeks so i m glad we are there now i still have days where the contractions are pretty intense but they always subside my midwife thinks if he doesn t come early he should at least come fast i ll take either at this point or both in the typical oversharing department i am dealing with some terrible hemorrhoids this is by far my biggest complaint they came out of nowhere man they are just wrong terrified how this will play out once i have him even with this not being the most comfortable pregnancy i will still miss having this little one inside of me the truth is who knows if i ll get to do this again so i m just trying to cherish every moment i m so excited though to hold him for addy to meet her little brother i am not sure how she is going to handle it heck i m not sure how any of us will but i m praying she is excited she talks about him all the time kisses or rubs my belly constantly i have a lot of fear about how i m going to give her the attention she needs while taking care of the baby too i know this is natural remind myself that millions of women do it all the time when we moved in to our new house in sept the whole thing had been remodeled except the nursery it took us ages but after putting up new walls floors trim painting installing a door it is done i m in love with it it really was a labor of love for my hubby i now i will leave you with some pics hubby took most with his cell so they re not great 37 weeks from the door left of the door the nursery bedding my mom sis got and of course my beautiful girl seems wrong 10 41 am posted by dawn 7 comments that i should be so sad today this day last year i had just found out our poppy girl had passed the day before 10 5 scheduled my d s for the next day 10 7 i was newly moved far away from family friends my marriage was in a terrible place w only more struggles to come there was so much emptiness tears this year i am exactly 31 weeks pregnant in a gorgeous new home w a beautiful happy 2 yo excited to meet her baby brother my marriage is stronger than ever yet here i am filled w grief on the anniversary of our loss it is cold rainy here hubby is on day 6 of an 8 day stretch so i m sure none of that is helping i really just want this weekend to be over i m trying to focus on all the positive but if i have to be honest it s proving harder than i had hoped hormones are playing a huge part so in an attempt to help me i m going to update you all as to how things are going this should help me remember all the good i now have like i said we are 31 wks pregnant can t believe we are in the single digits as far as the number of weeks remaining we are very slowly getting prepared for our baby boys arrival although every other room in our new house has been renovated the nursery had not been touched in god knows how long we tried to do the work ourselves but between the lack of time talent we finally gave in and hired a contractor he was awesome a christian we were blessed w the amazing work he did the fee he charged so now all the nursery needs is to be primed painted carpet installed oh a door but we have walls hopefully when hubby is off this tues wed we can get cracking on that the house is more than i ever could ve asked for i still walk around almost a month after moving in thinking this is really ours i love it it s got so much space amazing property we did require a crash course in pool closing which was our first trial as homeowners but with the help of friends we were successful moving while expecting is tough we waited to buy anything for the baby until we moved but boy does buying things for a new home a new baby at the same time become expensive thankfully my husband is amazing w finances continues to reassure me that all will be fine needless to say i can t wait until tax return season lol adelyn has adjusted better than i could ve imagined i was so nervous she would start pulling again she loves showing everyone her new room and in her new room now is her big girl bed she hasn t actually slept in it yet we bought it set it all up but are waiting to move her in to it she plays on it we talk about her sleeping in it i am aiming to try naps on it this week please pray it goes smoothly i hope to have her adjusted to it way before the baby s arrival so that she isn t sad that he s in her crib we finally saw the specialists regarding her hair pulling other sensory issues it went so very well we saw a dr that was just perfect for us she gave us some suggestions we are going to see an ot on tues who will give us more i am excited to have the knowledge to handle any issues as they come up she talks about her baby brother all day loves giving him my big ol belly hugs kisses when she actually feels him kick is hysterical her eyes get so huge she screams i love her so much am terrified of how she is going to handle his arrival though but that is a whole other post for another time and amongst all the blessings god has given me are the new blessings here in blogland i m know i don t update often but i m always checking many of you ladies will always have a special place in my heart when i hear your good news it brings me so much joy i am beyond thrilled to learn of 3 new pregnancies and am praying every day for your little ones of course i m always thinking of those still struggling as well this did help over 3 years later this blog is still the one place i can go to as an outlet moving forward 2 59 pm posted by dawn 8 comments so i ve gone on here ready to write an update what seems like a hundred times either as soon as i do i 1 get distracted by something else online 2 get distracted by something else that needed to get done or 3 get lazy so i am not budging until this is done things here are really going great i am living this life i feel like i definitely don t deserve god has been so very good to us i am grateful for his provisions above beyond what we need adelyn is growing like a weed talks more than any other 2 often 3 year old i ve yet to meet she has always been advanced in her speech but it still amazes the heck out of me she is tall thin like her daddy too we still have her rear facing get tons of crap for it too we were trying to wait until she hit 30lbs but being as she was 1oz shy of 25lbs 2 wks ago is in the 80th percentile for height we are thinking we will have to turn her in dec or sooner so that we can fit the 2 car seats in our smaller sized vehicles she is so much fun at this age we are really enjoying our mommy addy time before the arrival of our little boy eating some delicious dairy free zucchini cake for her 2nd birthday speaking of our little boy squirt s arrival is fast approaching i will be 26 wks on sat i am nowhere close to prepared more on why later but soooo incredibly excited this pregnancy is nothing like addy s i am definitely less comfortable tired very often as you may remember i was still working w addy walking between 3 7miles up until i was 8 months i felt good enjoyed being active her kicks were always these pleasant feelings that made me smile squirt however must be a mini linebacker because he hurts like heck he is still not head down so who knows what s where most of the time he enjoys hanging out by my right ribcage oh so fun i have an anterior placenta so it took me a while to feel anything now that i do i often wish he would go easier on me and i m only 26 weeks aaaahhh but please know i m not complaining i will get the crap kicked out of me all day long if it means my little boy is growing big strong 25 wks 3 days terrible posture i know we have interviewed 3 doulas all of which are saved christians still haven t decided on which one to hire the price ranges up here vary like crazy but i think we are leaning towards one just need to finalize our decision my midwife is awesome which i m super excited about the one downstate wasn t my fav i never really connected w her as i didn t start seeing her til i was 32 wks but i have such a great relationship with our new one she has actually suffered multiple losses one stillborn sees the same specialist we did so i think there is that link between us can t imagine giving birth to babies all the time after suffering like she has talk about amazing and if life wasn t crazy enough we bought a house are just waiting to hear what day next week we are closing this house is gorgeous w a pool barn 11 5 acres of land a beautiful updated kitchen it is more than i could ve imagined i love upstate ny lol it was the 1st house we even looked at god just really worked out everything for us to be able to purchase it the transaction to go so very smoothly we are even closing a week early so as you can imagine things are nuts we are trying to pack but haven t really gotten to into it as we had no idea exactly when we d close the new house is completely remodeled except for squirts room of course we will have to completely redo the walls floor so i have not gotten one single thing set up for his arrival outside of a few gifts from friends he has nothing to wear addy s clothes won t work as she was a girl born in july but we are blessed to have all her other things that he can use we are also putting a toddler bed in addy s room for a month or 2 before moving her to it hopefully so we can put the crib in squirts room sooo much to get done can t wait to move in our beautiful yard last year when we moved up here is when addy started pulling from the stress so i ask that you pray for her this move she has been doing great her hair is getting so long i would hate to see her start pulling again we do have an appt w a specialist that i ve waited 6 mo for on 9 21 so if she does start at least we can try get some help sooooooo as you can see we are very busy but oh so very happy i have not written but i have certainly been keeping up w all of you i am praying for those of you who are ttc again or have fallen pregnant not a day goes by where i don t think of each of you older posts about us i am a 33 yr old who married my 30 yr old soulmate in sept of 2007 after suffering two miscarriages we became the proud parents of our beautiful miracle adelyn gail sadly we suffered another miscarriage in our attempt to give adelyn a sibling find ourselves thrown back into the world of rpl we continue to pray daily and follow whatever god s plan is for the 3 of us followers history 9 07 married my wonderful hubby 10 08 stopped taking bc 1 09 started ttc 2 09 bfp mc 5 weeks 2 days 4 09 bfp mc 2 6wks 3 days 5 09 started seeing re acupuncturist 6 09 diagnosed with hetero mthfr gene mutation 8 09 started clomid and began ttc again bfn 9 09 trying iui 1 bfn 10 09 onto iui 2 2 follicles and impromptu iui had already ovulated when i went in for check up 10 29 09 bfp 13dpiui praying this one sticks 10 30 14dpiui beta 470 p4 27 11 2 17dpiui beta 1378 p4 24 11 5 20dpiui beta 3320 p4 28 2 18 09 it s a girl 7 10 10 beautiful adelyn gail is born 7 10 11 celebrate one year w our rainbow baby 8 2011 decide to start trying for 2 8 22 bfp 8 2011 10 2011 hcg not doubling prog decrease hcg decrease subchorionic hematoma gestational sac measuring small bladder infection despite it all poppy continues to grow hb increases 10 5 2011 poppy stopped growing 4 days prior no hb 10 7 2011 d s 11 22 iui 3 bfn 12 21 iui 4 bfn 1 2012 took off from ttc 2 15 iui 5 bfn 3 16 iui 6 bfp 12dipiu 14dpiui beta 112 p4 58 17dpiui beta 439 p4 61 7 12 it s a boy 12 14 12 handsome wiley james is born archive 2013 1 june 1 six months 2012 24 december 3 november 1 october 1 august 1 july 2 june 1 may 2 april 5 march 2 february 3 january 3 2011 33 december 1 november 3 october 3 september 7 august 5 july 2 june 2 may 2 april 2 march 1 february 1 january 4 2010 56 december 3 november 5 october 4 september 2 august 4 july 7 june 4 may 5 april 7 march 3 february 6 january 6 2009 53 december 8 november 9 october 9 september 9 august 5 july 7 june 6 my blog list desert 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