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before this means i now have carte blanche to convince him any level of emotional intimacy is normal ahaha guess who is getting their skin to skin contact needs met tonight boys 1 512 1 745 goldenbunniesxo reblogged 11h clytemnestraaa apr 27 follow i knooooow ilya was the sweetest gentlest shyest little boy who was scared of the dark and listened to his teachers and coaches and loved sprinkles and his stuffed bear and singing in church and was very very good and then i also know shane did not grasp no hitting when you re mad until at least age 9 and threw crazy flailing tantrums and was a biter and had to be on a leash for a long while because he would run and then hide in the fucking walls and yuna would be in the department store after closing at 10pm being like shane for the love of god for the love of god 418 1 498 goldenbunniesxo reblogged ellisonwongparty 11h aslongasitsblack apr 1 follow shane is living out some pretty universal fantasies the stripper does love me the badboy has a soft spot for me oh no this attractive man is cornering me into living out my sexual fantasies etc but ngl ilya is living out some odd shit that i think is pretty specific to him aslongasitsblack apr 1 themauvesoul aslongasitsblack apr 2 seeing people in the tags talking about what the fantasy specifically is for ilya and im very much enjoying it because i love ilya and i love him getting what he wants and the story is about ilya finding what he needs in shane as it is vice versa and what ilya wants and needs isn t in fact rare love companionship family acceptance etc but i guess my point with this post was specifically that like shane is experiencing a lot of quite common tropes while as poignantly expressed by themauvesoul above ilya is doing something else like if you tried to tropify ilya s experience in the show it would be like true love leads me to ottawa my mother kills herself and i get to tell the man i love about it ten years into knowing him dubcon shower masturbation works out both worse and better than i could have ever prophesied brief interlude in my romance for my love interest to have self harm sex with a j law stand in hole so good i leave all my old lives behind and learn i can t in fact have it all i guess the dog is quite common ill give him that wanting a pet is a common fantasy thats where it ends 23 1 887 6 377 goldenbunniesxo reblogged 11h ellisonwongparty apr 3 follow sushipoet asked shane s been dating ilya for three years now if he d been dating rose for three years they probably would ve been married most likely with kids on the way she would be his wife there were certain standards that came with that title so sure yuna loved ilya but maybe he was easy to love because she didn t expect anything out of him ohmygawd the first time i read this line i was hitting it so hard like it s so so good the difference between expectations for a future daughter and son in law ohskdjdjfhfdjbbddb and the way shane perceive rose gossip about her friend it was alskkdd ohmygod men at the end of the day he s just a man ohmygod the way you wrote it truly fic of the year i love it i love how you wrote yuna here i want to dissect each line it s that good ughhhhhh omg time to reread ellisonwongparty answered omg i actually get like full body shivers at the idea of shane not waking up sexuality wise and inflicting all of that on some poor woman like the responsibility of being shane hollander s wife i d actually throw up like oh my husband is an only child an only son at that and he s a sports prodigy in the public eye oh and not to mention his mom is his manager that s cool and totally normal oh and even better he s a closeted homosexual like rose actually saved so many people s lives with one conversation she actually deserves the key to montreal or something she saved shane s life ilya s life her own life women s lives being a daughter in law is a fate i wouldn t wish on my worst enemy 2 39 goldenbunniesxo reblogged 12h normal about hollanov apr 30 follow ilya struggling with emergency contacts he can t put his father who barely remembers he has a son in the show barely remember he has a son at all some nights can t put his brother god fucking forbid something happens and alexi picks up the phone he probably wouldn t really wants sometimes to put his mother down so bad it hurts an ache in his stomach that feels like a sucker punch leaves it blank most times when he can get away with it puts svetlana when he can t lies and says she s a cousin and never tells her because she d laugh so hard she d probably choke and he d laugh too and then spend the night trying to remember what was funny anyhow pretends he doesn t care when he watches shane fill out forms deftly mom dad like it wasn t anything at all ilya who marries shane one day after all that aching and waiting and preemptive and permanent grief he felt so often he forgot it was there who gets those stupid annual papers and writes like it isn t anything at all yuna david and has to pretend it doesn t close a gaping wound he d been bleeding from for so long it almost scares him to press on and find no i belong i have a family a family 12 526 4 444 goldenbunniesxo reblogged 12h caralikesgay 5d follow hard launch this soft launch that has anyone written hollanov going full gaslighting with their coming out just straight up going we ve been together for years why are you acting like this is news double points if they don t even plan to do it they decide to soft launch via no longer actively hiding their relationship just slowly acting more like a couple around other people they re both at some event and ilya finds shane and just wraps his arm across his shoulders which maybe that could just be ilya being ilya but then shane just leans into it like this is fine and normal and when someone questions it shane panics and is just like why wouldn t i he s my boyfriend and whoever they re talking to is like what since when and ilya is immediately onboard with this game since 2017 they just keep doubling down you don t remember me sneaking out to go visit him every time we played in boston you were all chirping me about it wait did you two drive here together why would we take separate cars we live together you what when someone thinks they re joking they bring up the group chat with shane s parents ilya scrolls back to a text where yuna calls him her favorite son they bring up a video clip jackie sent of the twins saying we love you uncle ilya shane brings up his thread with svetlana where she sends him russian words and phrases she thinks he should know they quickly enlist everyone who already knew get them all onboard to pretend like their relationship wasn t ever top secret information shane posts a picture of him with anya when someone comments that looks just like ilya rozanov s dog he just replies yeah we adopted her several months ago and ilya replies love our daughter ️ the more people act like this is revelatory news the more they inisist that it s not we started a charity together i moved to canada for him meanwhile everyone else is slowly losing their minds 40 1 599 6 820 goldenbunniesxo reblogged 21h ellisonwongparty mar 12 follow inessathesky asked hi just wanna say i m obsessed with your winners verse fanfics you actually managed to accomplish the impossible make me hate shane hollander seriously can t stand this man maybe it s because i see myself reflected in ilya so much i actually had to stop reading several times because i couldn t stop crying the anger the self hatred the paranoia the suicidal thoughts these are thing i still struggle with to this day so like ilya i have to blame it on somebody shane hollander it is because shane is a character i can t relate to at all i need you to clarify some things for me so i can move on with my life and stop thinking about this ok 1 when shane stops talking about hockey with ilya is it because he s so bored he doesn t have any real compétition anymore so he s kinda over it or is it because he can sense that ilya is struggling with the centaurs losing so much and doesn t want to pour salt on the wound 2 in the car on the way to the cottage i felt that shane was so dismissive of ilya is it because he sensed that ilya wasn t okay or is it because he doesn t see ilya as competition anymore in part 1 i kinda got the sense that shane was happy that ilya was going to ottawa because this way he would be the ultimate winner of their rivalry 3 what exactly did shane think he was going to accomplish by showing ilya that notebook i mean he can t be that stupid to think that a man as proud as ilya would be happy to receive advice from someone he still sees as a rival anyway hope you continue this series honestly i kinda wish tlg would ve been this instead of the weak sauce we were served thanks p s i also you guessed it hate shane in the soviet montage seriously why does your writing make me despise this man so much ellisonwongparty answered lmfao thanks so much for reading i m glad i accomplished the impossible to kind of answer your questions i just feel like to me core to who shane is is that when he wants something he wants it with his entire heart and mind and will actually stop at nothing to get it and sometimes when you are like that it s hard to see anything else around you if that makes any sense yk that bill hader interview where an audience member was like i hate sally from barry she s the fucking worst how do you feel about making such a despicable character and bill hader is just like well she s based on me so 2 1 11 goldenbunniesxo reblogged ellisonwongparty 22h manichewitz dec 29 2025 follow connor storrie doesn t need to say that he s gay because saying you live in west hollywood and do alternative clown shows is enough hudson williams doesn t need to say that he s bi bc he s already made a dozen short films with premises so bizarre that they could only come from the mind of a bisexual pervert 3 623 2 042 goldenbunniesxo reblogged ellisonwongparty 22h ticklefighthockey mar 15 follow anonymous asked i don t really think shane would mind if ilya kept clubbing they are deeply in love and all that but ilya definitely gets deeply annoying to be around if he doesn t get the chance to wear his dumb little outfits and expel his clubrat demons from time to time like if anything i think he would have some smug satisfactions knowing that ilya is his like sure dance with whoever flirt a little but everyone knows you re coming home to me ticklefighthockey answered shane needs ilya out of the house on a regular basis so he can do his focused performance enhancing meditation with crystals to activate his untapped potential stored in the sacral chakra which he 100 learned about on one of his crunchy wellness influencer podcasts he can t do this when ilya s home because ilya just grabs his own junk and says if shane bends over the kitchen table he ll open up his sacral chakra for him no crystals required 2 265 1 108 goldenbunniesxo reblogged ellisonwongparty 22h goldensunset feb 23 follow i m really sorry about my behavior you see growing up my family remembers blaming all my problems on other people is really annoying and unhealthy i mean i am responsible for all the evils of this world and i bear sins like the sky bears the stars 94 26 476 52 056 goldenbunniesxo reblogged 22h ellisonwongparty mar 18 follow exhumedmurasaki asked coming over after reading a winner at heart absolutely frothing at the mouth your ilya rozanov was the best raw and vulnerable and characterized so fearlessly that rachel reid had not touched on in the long game because of the certain boundary the series can toe on without becoming too heavy loved how their rivalry was such a focal point through all their formative years and suddenly de centering that could leave them unravelling at the seams building their relationship around mutual support is not going to come easily and the notebook scene was a clear indicator of that your shane was really adept at finally understanding this along with the nightclub scene hitting him with the realisation that ilya was right and they can t continue the way they were going at a snail s pace always careful and yet never really changing anything weaving ilya s family into the story was done brilliantly and made me go yes this so many times i may be off the mark on a lot of the things i said but i loved this a lot and thank you for writing it i really hope there is more to come praying for it actually ellisonwongparty answered thank you so much for reading okay like listen in shane and ilya s entire relationship someone is either a winner or someone is either a loser whether that be in hockey or in sex like you win the game by scoring the most you win the game by being the most casual and you lose when you forget the premise of the game and get too attached and get hurt re shane in ep 1 and 2 re ilya in ep 4 so to go from that to like being in a committed romantic relationship is fucking insane bc u are supposed to be in love you are supposed to be on the same team but they are literally rivals in hockey and in sex so that s why shane in part one is like why do i feel the need to destroy ilya sexually i m supposed to love him and ilya in part 2 is like why do i hate shane so much for winning i m supposed to love him and part redacted well that s between me and god 1 4 59 goldenbunniesxo reblogged ellisonwongparty 22h clytemnestraaa mar 19 follow you know that post about characters that try to solve every narrative challenge with a self sacrificing suicide well what s great about ilya is that he s not even in a genre where that s a reasonable solution like it makes sense in buffy it does not make sense in hockey games but does he let that stop him no he has the conviction of his beliefs ilya captain voice alright boys listen up i know we re down by 2 but we can still win this cup if i disembowel myself on the ice the entire team groans in unison 3 125 384 goldenbunniesxo reblogged ellisonwongparty 22h lavenderprose jan 16 follow you can come out to your parents without giving them a list of all the guys you re fucking says ilya rozanov way too confidently for a man who has never actually met yuna hollander who will definitely ask goodsongnever feb 25 oh shane you are dating someone this is great can we meet him no can you tell us his name or what he does for a living no can you tell us what city or even country he lives in no can we see a picture no does he have social media no so shane honey it kind of sounds like you don t have a boyfriend yes i do he lives in some other part of canada you don t know him and maybe you re just saying that because you re not ready to date but honey you should date i have a list of men here i have a plan to get you a boyfriend i have the nda forms right here we ll get you a raya account no mom i do have someone already i just can t tell you anything about him ever yuna ah i see hmm one moment p...