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marriage but the dd agreement you might notice that i use dd as opposed dd last year sometime sara at finding sara pointed it out on her blog that she uses dd the capital letter stands for her husband or hoh the small letter stands for herself lower case submissive i liked that and so i have used it ever since now that is not to be confused with one being more important and one being less important in a healthy dd relationship the hoh has the important job to guide the family and that includes his mate but the submissive wife also has a very important job to submit and be guideable the hoh has more jobs than to just be the boss he is the protector of the family keeping everyone safe sometimes that means keeping us safe from ourselves that is where rules originate i don t really see them as rules i see them as guidelines so that we stay safe imho there are times when the hoh has to correct his submissive wife it doesn t always have to be spanking i d like to think that a compassionate will give a warning if the warning doesn t produce the correct response there are other forms of punishment some have their wife write a letter of apology or acknowledgement of the offence i have heard that there are some who when the offence is produced by the mouth use soap in the mouth some use corner time and yes some spank their submissive wife there are no set rules so there are as many ways to practice dd as there are couples who practice dd the submissive wife is not to be a slave to the hoh she in our home is to take care of the family the home and the hoh she is not expected to be perfect she is however expected to have a good attitude and to try her best to follow the guidelines which is also to respond correctly to her hoh that is not to say that she isn t going to have bad days we aren t perfect we are human we are all human hoh and submissive wife alike inconsistency from our hoh a subject that many talk about so many of us have blogged about wanting our hoh to be more consistent and i m sure that if more men blogged they might complain about the same thing about us it s just a thought i m just saying dd is also a lot of work required by all what dd is not dd is not abusive dd is not unkind dd is not unrealistic dd is not slave ownership dd does not condone rape dd is not disrespectful wow i guess that is all i have for now i had a really good time thinking of how i think dd should go but again there are as many ways to practice dd as there are couples posted by mikki at 1 58 pm 10 comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest tuesday july 24 2012 family rules i found this sign on pintrest today it hit so close to home for us not only as a couple do we follow these rules but we teach our children these same rules it s so sad that no everybody does i wonder what this world would be like if we took this sign to heart the only thing that i really wish that is also said was to believe in jesus christ and live for him other than that perfect down there toward the bottom of the sign it says take a moment to breathe that is the second time i have read that today i was lurking around and came across morningstar at the journey she is struggling but is remembering to breathe that is something that we all forget to do every so often i am sitting here trying to figure out which is the most important and i think they are all just as important as the rest i do have to say though that my now 9yo daughter is working on the don t whine and my almost 14yo son is trying hard to be grateful or should i say we are trying to teach it to him lol i m trying to teach s to laugh out loud without much success i have to admit my own person struggle is be silly seems things have been so serious lately trying to figure out some things coming up this fall trying to anticipate and adjust for what might come that i forget to enjoy what is here and now at times things will get better but for now a bit stressy my own new word o maybe i need a spanking to remind me to be silly lol posted by mikki at 3 56 pm 3 comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest thursday july 19 2012 oh i am so so pissed off oh i can t believe how mad i am right now i m really not a person who gets that mad that fast or that often as far as that goes i guess i m not used to this emotion i don t do well with it externally it looks like i shut down i don t usually say anything in the moment because i have learned in my life that i don t like to burn bridges if i m going to i want to make darn sure that i have thought the situation through and that that is what is needed my blood is boiling i am feeling completely unappreciated taken for granted and my knee jerk reaction is to burn that bridge no s is not the poor soul who could possibly receive my bite with a side of venom he is very patiently listening to my ranting and raving i don t know if you remember but i asked him to keep me accountable as far as my language is concerned i don t know if i will get a pardon tonight or not but my words were flying out of my mouth as if a professional sailor my guess is that if the kids weren t just outside and could come in at any moment he would probably have taken me in our room and calmed me down the way only a man who loves a woman can with her over his knee yeah that would have been effective too ok i have a client and after being generous and kind to this couple for several years i had to start charging a bit extra for extra services last week i worked extra for them twice and we had negotiated that i would receive 20 for this extra service so that meant 40 extra for last week well for one of those days they were a bit snide about the extra cost and sarcastically i said that if it was that big of a deal not to pay me the extra i thought nothing more about it till today he paid me and mentioned that even though i told him not to worry about it he was going to split the difference with me and paid me 10 for the extra work now i know what your probably thinking i told him not to worry about it i know s sat back after letting me rant for nearly a half hour and even agreeing with me he said something like so this is over 10 wow how a person who is sitting outside of the forest can see the trees so much better than those of us in the forest with a blindfold on what that meant to me once my head quit spinning around and green crap quit spewing out everywhere was that i was this mad over 10 how insane was that and once i was able to get a handle on myself i was able to realize just exactly how much i needed to calm down and figure out if i was willing to burn this bridge over 10 probably not but man i d like to o i have learned not to say that they can pay whether they want to or not because it is a big deal s is so good he is so patient so understanding i love him so much hhmmm i wonder how his follow through will be tonight i ll have to let you know o p s thank you for listening i feel better now xx posted by mikki at 10 04 pm 13 comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest tuesday july 17 2012 girls just wanna have fun i don t know how many that read this watched americas got talent tonight did you see all beef patty omg he she is larger than life literally but can sing like nobodies business the costume looked like cyndi lauper but the singing was way better in my humble opinion anyway read the sign that is me all over o i might even like it better than a spanking giggling just had to share lol xx posted by mikki at 9 50 pm 3 comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest sunday july 15 2012 patience i am so glad i decided to come back and start blogging again i am so inspired by all of you who are walking down this same path of ttwd honestly sometimes i m thinking it s all in the mindset i have to keep reminding myself of the things that i would like my s to guide me through and the more seriously i take it the more real that i make it in my life the sweeter our life really is my husband enjoys our life when we are practicing dd he might not be comfortable with the punishment part yet but i believe that will all come in time you know i was thinking the other night and it totally dawned on me i have asked my husband to hold me accountable for different aspects in our daily life this isn t something that he is horrified by nor does he think it s stupid or any other negative thoughts about it but as uncomfortable as it was for me to go to him and ask to be guided through our married life how un nerving it must be to be expected to preform never really having done such a task not that he is unwilling to stand up and meet the challenge that i have asked of him but this being all new my hoh likes the idea that he is my hero i love that i think of him as my hero as well but that also puts some pressure on them to preform like a hero and do what they do ever so perfectly i m not looking for perfection just to know that i m very much loved and that he has the steering wheel as i was contemplating our life as we are easing ourselves back into ttwd i realized that i was really trying hard to keep the mindset even when we weren t practicing but i did notice that sometimes i d get angry and not really care what was coming out of my mouth aimed right toward him i don t think he is missing that lol anyway i haven t had a punishment as yet since we have been back to giving this another go of it i m trying not to rush things i look back and realize that i used to compare our relationship with other blogs that i was reading and i see how unfair i was being to both of us this is our path and it s going to look different than others hindsight is so 20 20 that is not that i haven t been getting a few spankings here and there during our intimate play time he has been spanking me not horribly hard way enough to get my attention and puts in my mind that he is willing to be the boss making me want to submit to him that much more i just melt like butter when his hand is on my behind o so it came to me that what better way for him to practice this spanking thing than when we are playing i was thinking that when blondie commented that she and her husband were actually playing the spanking scene before dd so he had already become comfortable with preforming but she says that he still had a problem when it came to punishment spanks that is so nice to know patience this is what it all seems to boil down to being patient with ourselves him with him and me with me but then also patience with each other on a different note to the anonymous who insists on being a jerk screw you get your own blog you may not be impressed my us submissive women but i really don t care take it up with your shrink and write your own journal this is mine and you won t get another second of my time or thoughts to everyone else have a great day xxx posted by mikki at 7 48 am 6 comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest wednesday july 11 2012 we might be making so progress the other night i wrote my s a fairly long note telling him that i d like to work our way back to practicing dd once again not only did i write my letter to him but i also borrowed a letter that mick wrote btw thanks mick for several ladies that wanted him to write a letter to their husbands explaining why they needed to live in this life that we are craving so badly in this letter i told him that i needed his guidance and that i needed him to keep me accountable in several different aspects of my our life mind you most people think i have it pretty well all together i have been running an in home business for nearly 15 years s and i have been together for nearly 17 years we have 2 kids that most think are pretty great not perfect but great o blah blah blah we have a good life i am the one that makes it look like it runs like a well oiled machine there are just a few personal things i d like to have help working on s came to me yesterday morning and told me that he would be willing to work on this lifestyle that i m asking for but it s a mind thing that is his hurdle at the present actually that was his hurdle when we attempting it before he doesn t like the idea of hurting me i totally get that i don t really want him to hurt me either lol it finally came to me last night after a bit of play i m one of those women who during the day are very dominant take the bull by the horns delegating in charge of every little detail in my day type of person if it needs to get done it gets done and i m usually the person to do it at night after the work day is over i need to not be the boss i need to have someone to make me accountable to someone else be the boss so to speak i need help making sure that i exercise daily it s so easy to after working hard all day cooking supper for the family to collapse into a heap and call it a day i need to make it important to get up and walk for like 30 min after dinner and then collapse i ve been meaning to know i need to but it doesn t get done i also need help making sure that i make a menu out for our dinners in our home i don t want to meticulously plan 7 course meals every day but i d like to at least make out a weekly plan as to what the main dish will be then i can figure out the sides on the fly i feel that if i had a plan that it would not only take stress off my day because i can just take care of dinner instead of having to figure out what to have it would also keep us from eating out as much which isn t great for our health or our wallet i d also like to have an incentive to clean up my mouth i think that the person that sat down and decided that there were bad words and what they were should be taken out and shot but that is a story for another time anyway i d like to have an incentive not to use the curse words that just slip out every once in a while oh and i also need for him to curb my bad habit of volunteering me us for stuff without getting his ok first he was very ok with this one one other thing that i d like him to make sure that i do is make sure to take a shower every evening before going to bed i know this sounds so stupid i know i m grown and that i should be able to do this on my own but don t we all get a little lazy sometimes and would rather just collapse into bed at the end of a hectic day instead of taking that few extra minutes to take a shower yes i could just take my shower in the morning but unless it s something spontaneous i don t enjoy being intimate unless i m freshly showered this means that if i m too lazy to take a shower then i m sending him a signal to stay on his side of the bed i don t want to do that anymore i want him to not only be the king of his castle but also the king of his bed if he decides to come over to my side i want him to feel like he can don t get me wrong i can still say no i m not giving up any rights i just 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