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and gets the blind fold lately that man is full of surprises he continues and then invites me over his lap i am still cuffed and blindfolded and i dare not say what i am thinking so i just wait and finally he asks if i would like some help i nicely ask and he helps me up and over his lap he is using his hand as we chat i have had 2 recent casino days lately the first was very successful a big win and i did come home with having doubled my money and put most of it away for my sister trip coming up my wednesday trip was not so successful i did return with some money but m asked how much i had loss i tell him and he decides that since i enjoy gambling and he enjoys spanking me we are going to combine the two he has a plan the man always has a plan from now on if i have a winning day i will have earned a flogging 5 times the dollar amount i have won if i have a losing day i come home to a paddling a hard paddling with a smaller formula for the loss my most recent trip meant 50 hard ones with his beloved my paddleman paddle yes a gift from me he removes the blindfold and cuffs and tells me to get on the spanking horse he secures me and decides on sets of 10 they are hard and i am being loud he then remarks it will be interesting to see the next casino trip how much you are willing to lose with trying to turn your luck around i do laugh at that and say probably not as much as in the past we do then move on to an activity that we can both enjoy and leaves us exhausted and speechless it is going to be a busy couple of weeks my son and his family are diving me back and spending the week and my daughter and her family will be joining us hugs abby posted by abby at 11 35 am 20 comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest thursday june 21 2018 tbt memories 8 years ago this was first published december of 2010 still is very true today s ooo cold and soo much snow but my memories are keeping me warm tonight eight years ago today master and i met i was sooo nervous meeting someone i had met over the internet and talked to on the phone to discuss spanking was this really me that man that i met instantly made me feel at ease that and the giant sized happy hour beer mostly what i remember is thinking he uses the word spanking out loud in almost every sentence and the sound of his voice it pulled me in and as the quote goes he had me at hello for the next 2 years he introduced me to the world of spanking he seemed to know instinctively when to take it very slowly and when to push me a bit he introduced me to all the toys in his giant toy bag to the joys of bondage and blindfolds and even trained me to call him sir slowly he took this newbie and opened up a whole new world to her after about two years the word submission started to enter our discussions i was a take charge be in control person yes getting spanked was submissive in nature but once again he knew me better than i knew myself one memorable afternoon in june i officially became his he was my master he owned all of me i have learned a lot about being submissive in the ensuing years master is a good and patient teacher so this is a thank you note to the man i now call master this is not a complete list he has helped me to grow and change in ways i never imagined possible he claims he has not changed me he has simply allowed the hidden me to emerge maybe he just does not realize how much he has impacted my world master thank you for teaching me that being submissive is not about being weak or a doormat for knowing when to insist i can reach a goal and when to let me quietly come to that conclusion myself for accepting all of me pushing me to improve areas i want to but always accepting all parts of me as they are for helping me to look deep inside myself to become more open to tear down walls that i was sure were permanent for being a support for me in hard times even when we are in different states you know how to get me to breathe and smile for making my fantasies come to life even the ones i did not know i had for those times especially in the beginning when you could have given up on me and even i would not have blamed you but you hung in there for proving to me that it is more than ok to reach out and to ask for help for making each year better than the one that came before this past year being no exception to that for earning and being worthy of my trust and respect i used to choke on the word sir now master is is a fitting title this is of course an incomplete list hugs abby posted by abby at 7 18 am 16 comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest saturday june 16 2018 no sight no sound no voice earlier this week master remarked that he had been thinking about his whip and me with that evil grin of his i knew he was giving me time to wrap my head around a whipping i love surprises and master is often full of surprises but a warning about a harder play day whip or cane or punishment always helps me to accept it better when i have had some time to anticipate it i was kneeling naked as he re claimed every part of me i am then over his lap for what i hope is a long hand warm up he finishes with his hand but then i feel soft leather i can tell it must be the beaver tail one of my favorites i had not seen it out so it was a nice surprise after he is done with the leather yes always too soon i suddenly feel cool wood i had not seen that out either he had put both of them under a cushion after a couple lighter taps he starts in harder i pop up my head and look back and give him a look he says it is maintenance for this week those light spanks on monday don t really count we differ on this but i am not exactly in a position to argue after a break master helps me to get up and on the spanking bench he secures my arms and legs and waist but then decides to undo the waist one as it will be in the way he goes to get something else i am thinking whip when he returns with a ball gag i have never been gagged much less with a ball gag i did not even know he had one and i must admit a little worried that he chose this time to decide that i should be gagged after the gag is secure he then holds up a pair of ear phones i had not seen those either yes i am positively going to start being more observant next i am told to close my eyes a blindfold now that we have used before not in a long time so no vision no hearing no words there was sound this is a big surprise we have never even talked about this and i was expecting a whipping but i have to say i am comfortable on the bench and except for the ball gag filling my mouth i am comfortable the next thing i realize is the sting of the whip on my bottom usually the whip lands on my back so this is a new sensation he is using mostly just the tip of the whip but they do sting and i am being vocal 25 on my bottom i was not counting that never entered my muddled mind master later told me how many he then moves to my back 25 stripes with the whip once he stops he rubs my bottom and back until i am once again relaxed a bit of a lull and the the sting of the whip is replaced with the thud of the cane he is using mostly just the tip of the cane once again 25 on my bottom 25 on my back another quick break and then i feel the swish of the flogger ahhh i can relax lots of swishing and then again 25 with the flogger on my back then i feel his hands rubbing and massaging until i am totally relaxed and decides it is time to see how the rest of me is doing with just a little help i am ready to cum and cum and well until i am saying no more please he removes the ear phones and i immediately hear his voice telling me how pleased he is with me how well i did while removing the gag and the blindfold he asks if i am ready to move and when i am he helps me up and over to the sofa and pulls me on his lap he has a bottle of cold water and is telling me to drink he holds me until i have recovered enough to talk my least favorite part was the gag i did not like the feel of it in my mouth what i missed the most during it all was hearing his voice he is a talker usually continually talking to me during our play times his voice steadies me encourages me settles me it was very intense sensory deprivation something i had never experienced before i was never scared or worried but it did reach what seemed like sensory overload at times would i want to do it every week no would i do it again yes master s first words to me this morning were have you landed yet not totally bottom and back are still tender and i am still processing all of it i slept really well and i am thankful that a quiet saturday is planned hugs abby posted by abby at 7 38 am 26 comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest wednesday june 13 2018 tbt can he read my mind this was first posted in november of 2010 i was having a difficult time deciding on a post and read this one it was a fun more light hearted post and i have learned the answer to the question is yes he not only can read my mind he has taken up residence in there can he read my mind one of the things that first amazed me about master was how well he seemed to get to know me really know me very quickly at times it seemed like he knew how to create a mind link we would be talking and he would say i know what you were thinking when i sent that text and he did know or i would think i wish he would and he would i found it amazing reassuring and somewhat scary it happened again this morning i am trying to get organized to leave to help out with my mom and dad my sister has been carrying the load and she has had a family vacation planned for the next 2 weeks for months she needs it and deserves it so i will be leaving this thursday for another couple of weeks i know it is where i belong and have to be right now but it seems i am away more than i have been here this morning i was feeling guilty about going guilty about not going one of those no win times master understands that i need to go and is very supportive this morning i needed to feel his dominance more than i usually do i will admit i am not good at expressing my needs and desires getting a little better at it but it is still difficult i sent master my good morning text and asked him for permission for my plans for today some shopping and a late lunch and going to a show with some friends i was waiting his yes reply i rarely get a no when the text came it was a yes with added instructions this was to be a no panty day he occasionally will order a no panty day and i sometimes choose a no panty day as my task for the day it is a good continual reminder that i have a master but he also added tie a ribbon around your right ankle now this was a new request and my reaction to the unexpected is usually what but after my initial what i realized i was just wishing and needing to feel his dominance more now and that is what i just got how did he know then i realized something else yesterday i was at a dollar store buying some wrapping paper they have some great kids paper as i was looking over the paper i noticed ribbon i decided i needed ribbon also so bought several colors just in case i needed it i did not tell master about my purchase this morning out of the blue i am told to tie a ribbon on my ankle it is just a coincidence right he cannot read my mind or somehow know what i bought right abby posted by abby at 7 43 pm 18 comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest tuesday june 12 2018 have you ever cum from getting your nipples licked that title was provided by master my choice would have been a lighter play monday as you can probably already guess from the two titles m m day was lots of fun this week it is monday maintenance time master has me kneeling while he claims every inch of me touching rubbing pulling nipping lately he seems really interested in my breast and nipples spending most of this time on them when he is done with his fingers he decides to let his mouth do the torturing well not really torturing he is licking and sucking and i am starting to moan and pant he laughs and decides to check and see if all parts of me are responding in a like manner of course he finds the evidence he is looking for he tells me it would be impossible for me to cum just from his licking nipples right he gives me permission to cum at any time i manage to pull away a bit and remind him that it is maintenance day and we have not had the spanking part yet he laughs and says spankings always hurt more after an orgasm he tells me not to worry about that as he returns to his assault i would like to write that i had enough self control to hang on and ride it out without cumming but that is not the case i can feel myself dripping and i know it is useless so i let go and another first i cum just from nipple stimulation master is hugging me and when i look up at him he has a huge grin once i have somewhat recovered it is maintenance time i am over master s lap enjoying the hand warm up when master announces it is time for the real spanking to begin he rubs my bottom a bit with the maintenance paddle and then starts in only the spanks are spanks but much lighter than usual i decide to just enjoy figuring he is starting slowly a break after 25 for some rubbing and the next set still the same light ones i am a little confused thinking that the next 50 will be revved up but at least my bottom will be will warmed much to my delight and surprise all of maintenance is a much lighter spanking this week i am on knees thanking m for maintenance and don t even have to struggle with sounding sincere master chuckles and says i finally realized that since breast play usually happens before a spanking you do not want to cum from it since the spanking will hurt more you always manage to hold back so i decided this week to reward you if you let go and you did i am astounded before i can speak master says since this seems to be a lighter play monday we might as well continue with the flogger my yes sir quickly agrees i get up on the spanking bench and m starts with lots of swishing and some gentle flogging continuing the back and forth increasing the strength of the flogging each set i am so enjoying this wonderful surprise and too soon find myself asking for more permissions they are granted and i am spent and after some massaging m offers to help me off the bench and we spend some quiet time just snuggling while i continue to recover once i am breathing again and can speak i thank him it has been almost 18 years and still he manages to surprise me in the most delightful ways hugs abby posted by abby at 12 37 pm 12 comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest friday june 8 2018 fff 19 ah to be 19 again well not really i guess but it was a fun mostly carefree time i was a little worried about this report i went on a girlfriend overnight this week we 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