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d to carter about what medicating him could do for him i talked to daniel about the decision i prayed about it my son is smart i wanted the decision to be his but i wanted to have peace with his decision we decided not to medicate him carter has not had another seizure since june of 2012 i would love to say he will never have another one i hope he doesn t but he could he hasn t yet one day we may medicate him if he needs it but right now his body is figuring it out his doctors have said they hope he will grow out of it i hope they are right i trust my son i have faith in my husband i know god will not lead us astray i pray this is how carter s story ends posted by mamazita at 4 25 pm 2 comments friday february 15 2013 i haven t posted in awhile i m kind of over the whole blog thing but i wanted to post a picture and see if anyone even checks the blog anymore or if anyone will comment posted by mamazita at 5 13 pm 5 comments tuesday january 24 2012 life is precious life truly is precious last year my auntie linda passed away was an amazing woman she loved her kids and grand kids they loved her too she loved to shop for a good deal she was feisty she was beautiful many people will miss her for the rest of their lives her life was precious during that same trip i found out i was pregnant with drew he is precious a new life he is surrounded by love all day his smile brightens an entire room full of people his laugh makes others giggle he is a miracle and a blessing in our home friday my uncle chuck had a stroke his life is precious too but he lived it in a way that left him lonely in the end my heart aches for him he does not have a wife or kids to pass along his legacy i feel overwhelming guilt for all of the times i avoided him and i feel awful that i did not see him on my last trip to gv he was stubborn but kind he was needy but selfless he had crazy habits but they weren t necessarily his fault he was impossible and sweet i will miss you u charles this yo yo of emotions for life leaves me motivated but exhausted i feel like wrapping my entire family in a big blanket to snuggle on the couch and enjoy one another posted by mamazita at 12 34 pm 1 comments thursday january 5 2012 drew at 3 months i can hardly believe our family has lived for 3 months with 6 members it has been a hard 3 months not because of drew drew is a m a z i n g he has been a little whiny but as soon as we took dairy out of his diet he started doing much better i thought it would be nice to post a few pictures of the little guy since i haven t yet a little deer in the headlights but he is still cute i love his chubbiness getting him to laugh and take a picture at the same time is challenging i got a super cute smile i just missed the top of his head i couldn t help but post it anyways i have so many great photographer friends one day i am going to find the time to hire one of them posted by mamazita at 12 26 pm 3 comments tuesday october 11 2011 a hospital birth after a homebirth please remember i do not edit my posts this is a freewriting area only i wanted to quickly jot down my thoughts about having a hospital birth after a homebirth my homebirth was everything i wanted i remember the midwives asking me to describe how i wanted my birth to be first i wanted it calm and quiet i didn t want people touching me poking me and talking i wanted my body to regulate the entire birth my number one goal was to see exactly how my body would labor birth is amazing we as women are made to give birth i know that not everyone can have a homebirth due to many circumstances and i really wanted the experience that having been said daniel did not feel the same way he wanted a doctor he thought drugs nurses and post natal care for 48 hours after the birth so he could focus on our other children while i couldn t he didn t really complain but he did let everyone know it wasn t his idea taylor s birth was amazing i got everything i wanted the midwives and daniel were quiet except for minimal coaching the midwives did not leave me side but they were not overly present my body dictated the entire birth it was amazing to see what my body could do daniel admits it wasn t as bad as he thought he loved sleeping in our own bed just hours after she was born my body healed so much faster oh and to be home btw the number one question people ask me is how messy is home birth the midwives clean up the birth area was cleaner after they left than when they got there the only down side to home birth was pain but that was what i wanted my home birth was perfect when i found out i was pregnant with drew i figured we would have another home birth since i am religious i had to pray and make sure home birth was right for us the more i prayed the more i knew that we could not have a home birth the answer was a clear no part of me was relieved daniel and i would not have to have the home birth discussion again part of me was sad that i would not be in the comfort of my own home then there was the dr vs midwife discussion we chose dr kells because he has midwives in his office but i did not decide i who i wanted to deliver me until 35 weeks when baby failed a nst and a biophysical profile i went with dr i thought drew s birth dr kells wanted to induce me when i went in for my appointment at 39 weeks 5 days my blood pressure was 150 over like 100 i had 2 protein in my urine and i was pretty swollen when he put his thumb into my calf in sank and when he removed his thumb the entire print stayed forever i did not really want to be induced especially after experiencing all my body could do with taylor i was done being pregnant though and lets face it my bp was high when we got to the hospital it and they had me hooked up to iv penicillion group b strep lame and saline it was around 10 15 i was watching the monitor and could tell i was contracting the nurse came in a short while later and told me they could not give me any pitocin because i was contractin every 4 minutes lol it wasn t intense at all my body contract on those stupid machines the entire time i am hooked up nothing happens the nurse came back in around 11 30 to check and i was a 4 5 i was a four when i got there so i wasn t impressed i kept thinking this is going to take forever i am not even in labor i was wrong by 12 30 my contractions were getting stronger longer and closer together i was only a 5 but i was starting to get uncomfortable we had discussed epidural i wasn t sure what i wanted from this birth baby boy is the last for us did i want to experience the nature of birth or just enjoy it i wasn t sure the nurse knew how i felt she agreed she would come back in an hour and check on me at 1 30 exactly was having the longest contraction of the day that was super intense i said out loud come on i was talking about the contraction but my nurse came in and said it has been exactly an hour lol she thought i was talking about her i decided i wanted an epidural now i do not care how anyone else feels about epidurals please keep your opinionated comments to yourself sorry there are a few people who are driving me crazy right now i was nervous to get an epidural though i didn t want to wimp out at 5 cm dilated i wasn t worried about the medical repercussions i have had 2 before i decided i wanted to enjoy the last time i would give birth i wanted to laugh sleep watch tv listen to music and enjoy the other people in the room little did i know there would not be much time for that hehe they gave me my epidural at 2 00 it should have kicked in at 2 15 i admit some of the pain was a little less intense but i was still having to concentrate on relaxing and breathing to get through the contraction i should have known i was in transition hehe at 2 30 the epidural was working well enough that i wasn t going to cry during contraction but i could still feel everything my body was experiencing they checked me and i was a 7 i told the nurse not to go anywhere because i would be delivering soon she called the dr he was in the middle of a procedure in the office but his midwife was in the hallway midwife great i love midwives i only chose dr kells to deliver me out of fear ramona came into the room i was dialted to a 10 with no pressure to push it was 3 00 now with my other hospital births the dr s would have strapped me up and made me start pushing not ramona i told her i wanted to follow my body s lead she was all for it the epidural was perfect minimal pain but just enough that could tell exactly what was happening it was like a dulled natural birth kinda lol anyhow i followed my body s lead ramona was perfect because she gave me some insight as to what was happening and i let her know how i was feeling we laughed talked and enjoyed the birth process no crying and screaming this time i gave birth to drew at 3 33pm he was 8 lbs 11oz and 21 inches long a big baby boy he was 1 5 to 2 5 pounds bigger than any of my other babies no tearing perfect i loved having a midwife at the hospital now after having a traditional hospital birth a home birth and a midwife at the hospital which would i choose if i had another i can t answer that i can say i probably wouldn t do a dr at the hospital midwife all the way for me way better care at least for me hospital vs home it is too hard to say taylor s birth was so special and so was drew s they were both exactly what i wanted i wouldn t have either of them any other way taylor s birth was the most spiritual drew s was the most fun carter s was the most enlightening chase s was the most well i think typical would be the best word the good thing is i shouldn t have to ever make that decision again i will say this there is not place like home posted by mamazita at 3 45 pm 6 comments tuesday october 4 2011 christmas in october i did not record any of my feelings at the end of pregnancy with the other 3 babies at least not that i remember i could write it in my journal but i thought i would let everyone know i am still pregnant there were a lot of people pregnant and due within two weeks of me some before some after and one on the same day i am not used to being last the girl due the same day as me asked if i could feel myself getting grumpier every day lol yes that is exactly how i was feeling then last night i made a mental note of all the things that are better about being pregnant 1 i slept through the night yep the entire night i did not even get up to use the restroom 2 i have a midterm for bio 202 next week it is brutal i do not have an extra cute distraction to keep me from studying 3 no little rinse bottle you ladies know exactly what i am talking about the bottle that replaces toilet paper 4 my mom will be here in 2 days she may actually be here for the birth of one of my children 5 the baby gear is still in a box and not all over my house no bouncer swing cradle and car seat taking over the living room 6 i am not leaking i really do not enjoy nursing 7 taylor is not a total nightmare i am a little worried about the jealousy factor she is a little spoiled i am sure there are more i could go on but i do not want to convince myself that i don t want a bay at all they are a lot of work and i am about to have one this morning i was not feeling as positive as last night a friend asked how i was feeling i told him i feel like it is christmas and i only got socks that was a perfect description it conveys the secret jealousy of the other ladies it describes the disappointment i feel every morning when i wake up still pregnant it describes the anticipation and excitement christmas and babies can you see the connection a lot of people are nervous i am going to have the baby and they will not get the news do not worry i will shout it from the roof tops i will send out a mass text i will post of facebook i will even post on our blog after all it will be christmas posted by mamazita at 8 24 am 2 comments monday june 27 2011 it s a boy sometimes i forget i have a blog but i have to document our bean i had a ultrasound in may at 18 weeks they tried and tried to see if it was a boy or a girl i even came back a few hours later and they tried again for a half hour we finally determined it was probably a girl daniel was pretty convinced it was a girl taylor would have a sister and we would be evenly numbered boys vs girls i on the other hand was convinced our little bean had his legs crossed with the cord running inbetween it was obvious that you could not tell the gender but we still proceeded to call the baby a girl i went to california for kelly s wedding and my mom took me for another ultrasound a lot of the family was there mom kelly the kids granny and nicole the ultrasoudn tech put the wand on my belly and immediatly said i can tell you right now it s not a girl she was right i guess he got tired of us calling him a girl he showed off well this time it was the best 50 my mom has ever spent i called daddy and he exclaimed no way it was cute i had to send him a picture text to confirm we were both a little shocked when we thought the baby was a girl i was really excited when we found out the baby was a boy i was overjoyed wouldn t it be funny if the baby was actually born a girl lol posted by mamazita at 10 24 am 3 comments older posts home subscribe to posts atom about me mamazita layed back mother wife student laughing chill view my complete profile carter carter is 7 he loves football baseball basketball soccer cinnamon toast crunch and bakugan chase chase is 5 right now he loves baseball basketball snuggling chicken nuggets and being spoiled taylor taylor is a sweet 1 year old she loves to walk and talk sing and dance friends and family aaron and stacy adam and elaine alicia kim ben and jill brandon and meghan brent and aubrey chad and denise chad and kristi chris and jill christy and josh dan and emily danny and lisa dj and debbie granny and grandpa greg and jenny jake and amber james and carmen jared 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