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just a diamond in the rough i do not mourn for what you were but for what cannot be the unfinished life we did not share anonymous home a bereaved parent s wishlist about me to collin love mom just a diamond in the rough i do not mourn for what you were but for what cannot be the unfinished life we did not share anonymous august 10 2013 five posted by funsize under collin leave a comment five years five years since my world was turned upside down five years of missing of yearning of wondering what if my mind races back to the past and then jumps forward to the present i think about how back then it hurt to breathe how just breathing felt like a betrayal to my son babies are supposed to outlive their parents i should have died he should have been saved if anyone told me that i could have some semblance of being happy or that i would be planning my daughter s first birthday while simultaneously pining away for a day with my firstborn son i would have laughed in their face life at times seems normal on the outside we look like a normal family on the inside i will never be whole there is always a piece of me a piece of this family that is missing it may be five years that have passed but the pain still hurts the wound still feels raw on days like this the absence of a happy 5 year old s laughter is deafening i thought it would be different that in five years i could look back and say yeah that was a time in my life that sucked but i m better now i was so stupid for feeling like that that i could dismiss a piece of my heart i miss you collin i miss those baby cuddles that i was robbed of with you smelling your sweet baby smell i miss the first smile i never got to see those first steps i never got to squeal with glee and pride over i miss you so much the ache never goes away i wish i could jump off the world some days and wherever i landed i would be there with you and we would cuddle and tickle and play and sing songs i miss never getting to run my hands through your hair or rub your belly i miss not hearing your deep baby sleep breathing i miss it all five years later the missing doesn t stop i miss you so much bubba boy may 25 2013 celebration posted by funsize under the incredible cooper leave a comment sorry for such a late post i m not going to make any excuses about it i just am too tired and busy chasing around the kids to blog during the day and too busy working at night to blog at night i blog when i can when i don t have writers block sorry we celebrated cooper s birthday a few weeks ago he had a cowboy themed birthday party held at his grandparents house with two horses they were commissioned for pony rides we went up to his grandparents house for a sleep over and when he went to sleep macd and i set up party decorations when he woke up he told us these decorations are awesome i loved his enthusiasm he also loved his cake and loved having everyone sing to him i found on pinterest they were big hits with the kids cooper calls his pony calypso and even 3 weeks later he rides him around i m so grateful for my little now big boy he s my rainbow my pride and joy and as i always tell him the best cooper in the whole wide world april 14 2013 review white cloud diapers posted by funsize under uncategorized leave a comment this is a sponsored post written by me on behalf of white cloud diapers all thoughts and opinions are my own i am so thrilled to have this opportunity to work with wal mart and receive white cloud diapers for my little one to try out i was recently invited to a baby shower diaper party to try out white cloud diapers the party was so much fun when we first arrived at the party i was amazed to see the vast amount of white cloud diapers upon entering the party our wonderful hostess danielle from simmworks family blog held a contest for tweeting the most about the party the prize was this absolutely beautiful petunia picklebottom diaper bag i am so bummed i didn t win the contest but that just means i will have to splurge on getting one for myself i was lucky enough to be able to take my kids to the party as well they had a great time making friends while the mommas chatted away cooper has so much fun playing and making new friends that he really did not want to leave the party when it was time to go home after the party i tried the diapers on cooper we usually use luvs diapers mainly because they are priced at budget friendly price point this is a big thing i keep in mind since i am buying diapers for two unfortunately luvs diapers seems to leak and sag especially with his overnight diaper i am pleasantly surprised with the white cloud diapers they are priced similarly to the luvs diapers so they still remain within my budget they also seem to fit cooper a little bit better than the luvs diapers i didn t see any marks on his hips where the diapers rubbed like i usually do when he wears the luvs diapers and most importantly the white cloud diapers do not sag or leak cooper even likes the little hippo print on his diaper and will ask specifically for me to put the hippo on him suffice to say white cloud diapers exceeds my expectations in white cloud diapers and i will be purchasing them in the future diapering can be one of the biggest expenses in a family s weekly budget and a great performing diaper is a must have for parents in order to make this affordable wal mart has reintroduced their premium line of white cloud diapers to address the needs of today s busy parents white cloud diapers provide your baby the highest quality diaper with superior leakage protection exceptional softness and great fit white cloud diapers are available exclusively at walmart where you can find low prices everyday on all your family s needs check them out today this is a sponsored post written by me on behalf of whiteclouddiapers april 12 2013 celebration posted by funsize under roly poly the incredible cooper leave a comment today i celebrate the birth of my rainbow baby i celebrate all the anxiety and anticipation of that pregnancy the near panic attack i had the night before cooper was born i was convinced that sometime during the night his heart would stop we would find out in the morning upon arrival for my scheduled c section and our world would come crashing down again i could visualize the nurses looking for heartbeat but the room being completely silent how grateful i am that my outcome was the complete opposite i had never let my mind go there to visualize birthing a live baby after losing collin i was afraid of getting my hopes up i learned nothing is guaranteed not even the birth of your baby even if you and your doctor watched you and baby like a hawk all the tears the late night panic attacks it was all worth it i have my rainbow baby my pride and joy except now my baby boy is not a baby boy anymore he s 3 years old he eats solid foods and doesn t drink out of a bottle he makes full coherent sentences he s a full on toddler he knows what he wants and when he wants it and when he sets his sights on something there is no changing his mind he is my mini me he has a love of animals just like i do he loves to be silly he loves to go to school and loves to show off he is kind hearted and cuddly he is curious and loves to learn and he loves his baby sister in ways that surprise me he may look like his daddy but he is my personality and i wouldn t have him any other way april 8 2013 always a part of me posted by funsize under uncategorized leave a comment even though he is gone i will always carry part of collin with me next page search for how i got here me funsize in my late 20s happily married to my best friend and soul mate momma of three a prince and princess and our precious angel collin collin s story that fateful day the funeral life without collin one year later my firstborn collin happier times his bookshelf his name in the sand cooper my rainbow baby jaylynn my princess blogroll a glow in the woods a little pregnant baby loss 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