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stream of consciousness skip to primary content skip to secondary content sandylikebeach not your normal stream of consciousness search main menu home meet the writer how to write naked poetry reading list post navigation older posts a love that lights the sky posted on december 1 2015 by sandylikeabeach there is no hell if god is love and love is unconditional and love must be unconditional or it is not truly love if your love comes with conditions then what you are expressing is not love to love unconditionally we must accept others as they are for who they are and not just some others all others if we limit who we love we are placing a condition on our love that is not love unconditional love is boundless hafez captured this idea beautifully and still after all this time the sun never says to the earth you owe me look what happens with a love like that it lights the whole sky but to be able to accept others as they are for who they are we must accept ourselves as we are for who we are and how many of us are really comfortable with that how much time do we spend shaping an image or persona that we present to the world and how many different ones are we trying to simultaneously maintain not always easy answers to our questions must life be this complex love is unconditional it is a simple statement and it is a concept that i know and feel at the core of my being to be true is it easy probably not but the beauty of life is every moment presents us with a chance to begin again the better question is does this idea resonate deep inside of me and if i begin the practice of loving unconditionally will i come closer to knowing the divine spirit that lies deep within for me there is only one answer to that question so now the practice begins be well live well namaste share this share on x opens in new window x share on facebook opens in new window facebook share on linkedin opens in new window linkedin email a link to a friend opens in new window email like loading posted in journal life love writing tagged hafez life self discovery unconditional love yoga surreal truth is everywhere posted on june 17 2015 by sandylikeabeach so what does it say about a person that you can walk into a tiki bar that you frequent i was going to add regularly but i think frequent implies regularity but not of the digestive kind and you sit down at one of your regular tables because there are only three that are fully in the shade during the height of summer which starts in mid may around here and the waitress wanders over and starts chatting and after a few minutes says so you want a couple of beers miller lights and i reply yes and she hangs around a bit longer and chats before putting our order in and in probably the fastest turnaround time of beer order to delivery she is returning with our beers and i say mostly because i haven t yet completed the opening thought that was fast and she answers the bartender had already started pouring your drinks of course the waitress wasn t asking me a question i was completing my opening thought and oddly enough i thought that might be my longest opening run on sentence ever but at 155 words i think it might have been short by quite a lot my ninth grade english teacher would be horrified that i used a lot when i wasn t referring to a piece of property i still have a difficult time saying hey often opting for the more traditional hi mostly because this same english teacher upon hearing one of us say hey whoever would always say hay is for horses i always wanted to say but they re spelled differently but i never did but she did instill a love of language with all of its nuances in me i type the way it sounds in my head and i like seeing it take shape on the proverbial page though today that page is digital sometimes i find it easier to write long hand but every now and again it flows on the digital page and sometimes it comes out in weird ways on the same evening that i had my opening thought i was talking to this random guy at the bar he was 69 and probably still is and had a long white beard and was telling me some story that he visited all 50 states while he was still in the womb and i said so your mother was in the circus i don t think he was expecting that because he didn t know what to say but he did give me a belly laugh now in rereading my first two paragraphs i realize i could have used a few more periods and my decision to use quotation marks seems random i m not quite sure what s going on with the random use of quotation marks but i think i could attribute my lack of periods to the fact that i haven t had a period in almost eight years and i really don t miss them though recently i began seeing a man and knowing him has given me a new appreciation for punctuation he s great intelligent funny lots of interests great kisser wants to learn yoga and likes to dance neither one of us is big on texting so we don t often engage in it i m a language purist and feel the need to spell out words and use punctuation i know that whole leaving periods behind thing is more theory than practice he rarely spells anything out and uses no punctuation sometimes i don t know how to respond to his text because i m not quite sure what he said and that always makes me laugh we spend a lot of time laughing so it s all good although it often seems a bit surreal kind of how life seems most of the time when you just stop and observe and i recently observed that i seem to have lost my way from my original thought but i m sure you can figure out the answer to the question after all truth is everywhere you just have to recognize it when you see it share this share on x opens in new window x share on facebook opens in new window facebook share on linkedin opens in new window linkedin email a link to a friend opens in new window email like loading posted in blogging humor life love writing tagged humor life no more periods truth writing what makes the super bowl super posted on february 1 2015 by sandylikeabeach so i hear there is a football game being played tonight i m not watching it i m not sure which teams are playing nor do i care i haven t cared in a few years not long ago or maybe last year i was talking to someone who asked me if i was going to watch the game i said no and then she said i m just going to watch it for the commercials and i said or perhaps asked did you hear what you just said there was no reply so i felt the need to fill the silence with words you are going to watch tv just to watch paid advertisements advertisements that companies have spent millions of dollars on for the sole purpose of inducing you to spend money on something you probably don t really need there s a bit of a dramatic pause here just so they can make more money and this part is a bit quieter or more quiet if quieter isn t a word and it may not be capitalism has won i m shaking my head slightly at this point i don t remember how the rest of the conversation went but we re still friends though i don t hear from her as much as i used to but it s probably not because of that conversation and really if you re like most people and let s face it i ve said it before and i ll probably say it again most people are like most people you will probably see these commercials 1000 times in the not too distant future so why the need to see it the first time it appears i think it s a little weird but i chalk it up to societal conditioning and a general lack of interest in giving much thought to most everything i don t think i ll get to the end of my life and look back and say i wish i had watched more football and i know i won t look back and regret not having seen the premiere of a commercial but that s just me so instead of football and commercials i m drinking a little wine listening to some favorite tunes and sharing my thoughts with the universe how are you spending the evening share this share on x opens in new window x share on facebook opens in new window facebook share on linkedin opens in new window linkedin email a link to a friend opens in new window email like loading posted in blogging humor journal life writing tagged commericals journal life super bowl writing perhaps polly wants a cracker posted on january 31 2015 by sandylikeabeach i ve been ridding myself of stuff all sorts of stuff i don t want to dust it anymore not that i am a dust freak i don t spend that much time dusting maybe once a month or so in either direction but i want to do even less of it and some of the stuff or most of the stuff was stuff that was given to me i don t talk to most of those people anymore not sure why also not sure why i was keeping some little knick knack or small bottle of jewel colored glass but i was i m not now though i did keep the plastic parakeet polly or polly is what you called her i m not sure it was a her can plastic be a gender and if what is true in most birds is true in parakeets especially of the plastic kind that the more vibrantly colored ones are males then polly is not a she she s green with a little bit of yellow you gave her to me for christmas she arrived several weeks or months i can t remember even though it was just last year after christmas she s battery operated and even came with a battery you were happy to hear that she s motion activated at least i think that is why she moves her head and tweets though she often does it when no once has entered or left the room i think perhaps she is sensitive to the air conditioner cycling on and off i got used to it the tweeting whenever others noticed not that there have been that many people who have encountered her my mother and i think my neighbor but when polly tweets they hear it and ask about it then i have to explain how it was a gift from you and why i m not sure why you would get me such a gift a joke perhaps i shrug as i say it but i know the real reason you told me you got me the plastic parakeet so i wouldn t be lonely we hadn t seen each other in almost a year when you gave it to me and it seems unlikely we ll see each other again somehow i am unable to tell people that and i don t know which is sadder that you think a plastic parakeet would cure loneliness or that i knew it wouldn t share this share on x opens in new window x share on facebook opens in new window facebook share on linkedin opens in new window linkedin email a link to a friend opens in new window email like loading posted in journal life love writing tagged loneliness love parakeets stream of conssiousness writing first draft posted on june 3 2014 by sandylikeabeach we had another of our great conversations last night we have them almost every night i m only telling you this because you weren t there not really some might say i was talking to myself but that doesn t capture the essence of what transpired i could see you slouched on the couch beer in hand smiling that smile that makes me smile just thinking about it and i admit that i did most of the talking which is so unlike our actual conversations where you carry the conversational load but i could hear your voice when you asked a question or commented on my commentary and we laughed quite a lot not healthy that s what most would say not healthy to have imaginary conversations with someone you will never see again not never is what you said never is what i felt when you told me you were leaving but that last day we spent together you really wanted to know if i thought we would see each other again you kept asking me that question seems unlikely was my answer which works in more situations that you might think possible and still you pushed me for a more definitive answer depends this works in almost every situation because almost everything is relative of course you didn t like that answer you sometimes view the world in black and white when i tend to see it in shades of so many different colors and it s not possible to know what the future may bring while we are still in the present but still you pushed you had to know sometimes when you replay the past over and over again the details start to blur you know the gist of it the mood of the moment the guts of what was exposed but the little nuanced details that took you from the start to the end those start to blur just a bit the exact words get jumbled up and then you think you know what happened but maybe you don t not really and sometimes you see the exact moment when the mood shifts the momentum changes the players realize you can see right through them you know the world has shifted on its axis and you know your life will never again be the same those moments stand out i know i m a day late and probably many dollars short but this is in response to the daily post writing challenge of a twenty minute stream of consciousness writing exercise share this share on x opens in new window x share on facebook opens in new window facebook share on linkedin opens in new window linkedin email a link to a friend opens in new 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