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wild plant mix fennel garlic leaf beet leeks lettuce melons onions red white brown parsnips peas pole beans potatoes pumpkins purple sprouting broccoli rainbow chard rapini red cabbage romanesco cauliflower salad leaf mixes salsify spinach sweet peppers sweetcorn tomatoes pieces i ve sung recently african sanctus david fanshawe ave verum corpus wolfgang amadeus mozart benedicite andrew carter carmina burana carl orff dido and aeneas henry purcell dies irae from requiem wolfgang amadeus mozart gaelic blessing john rutter gloria antonio lucio vivaldi hallelujah leonard cohen arr jens johansen hear my prayer o lord henry purcell la lluvia stephen hatfield laudate dominum wolfgang amadeus mozart messe basse gabriel fauré messiah george frideric handel missa kenya paul basler navidad nuestra ariel ramirez nkosi sikelel i africa enoch sontonga now is the month of maying thomas morely rejoice in the lamb benjamin britten requiem gabriel fauré requiem john rutter spells bob chilcott stabat mater antonín dvořák stabat mater giovanni battista pergolesi the armed man a mass for peace karl jenkins the crucifixion john stainer the lord is my shepherd howard goodall the power and the glory joyce elaine eilers the storm is passing over charles albert tindley arr barbara baker water of tyne michael neaum when the saints go marching in traditional arr richard thompson wednesday december 09 2009 just realised something why do i start thinking people don t like me when i m depressed because i m generally no fun i don t go out because it feels like too much effort don t talk much in group situations give the impression of constant boredom or inattention stop making small talk asking people questions and generally interacting in a social way don t often smile joke tease or flirt break promises forget i ve agreed to do something or meet someone let other people fill the gaps in conversation thus making talking to me hard work so i end up looking cold and serious and unapproachable and let s be honest boring really can t blame people for not treating me in the same way they used to because right now i m not even the same person posted by robbiegirl at 04 24 5 comments labels all me mental health social thoughts just to let you know i m still here i haven t blogged in forever because really i don t think i have anything interesting to say having depression again you see yes i m on medication and yes it s helping but no i don t feel my usual self yet i m just supremely unimpressed by everything a lot of the time and my sleep pattern s completely fucked despite regular attempts to de fuck it hence me still awake and posting at 4am i m not trying to elicit sympathy don t get me wrong and i m not even that bad really mostly just like the shine s been taken off everything and nothing is fun and i can t be bothered with it all i m not cutting myself or crying all the time have only cried once actually or in a black cloud of despair or thinking that no one really likes me and that they d be happier if i wasn t around which is a step up from my last episode i m just not really here we have a choir christmas concert on thursday and i m singing a solo quartet bit in one of the pieces britten s hymn to the virgin which is a really nice piece i really wanted to get the solo and i did i d expect to be happy about it but somehow my brain thinks it s not even worth mentioning i just want to go to sleep posted by robbiegirl at 04 12 no comments labels all choir me mental health singing wednesday june 17 2009 good news my grandma went in to hospital last night and had her operation today it went well and she s fine thank goodness for that the scans and tests showed that the cancer hasn t spread if they d found it somewhere else they wouldn t have operated on her at all just given her chemo but yeah it s as good as it could be and she could be home at the weekend thanks royal hallamshire hospital posted by robbiegirl at 21 33 2 comments labels all family health monday may 18 2009 just a quick one my uncle died last saturday of cancer i don t know much about it but he definitely had a tumour on his spine and cancer in other places too i hadn t seen him for years but i remember him as a nice man older than my dad the type who d do anything for you too kind for his own good sometimes my grandma found out last week that she has womb cancer and the tests she had today confirmed that she has an aggressive tumour which may spread it may have already spread and she s 70 and has heart disease so it might be too risky to operate we ll find out more when she has an ecg next tuesday she s already said that if it s spread she doesn t want the operation i m not letting myself get upset not unless the next lot of tests scans say that it s inoperable or that the op would be too risky that sounds very cold hearted obviously i am upset but i can t make things any better by crying and letting it get to me so i m choosing to deal with the potential situation as and when can t say i m massively optimistic though i don t know what to think and my grandad s not long since had an op to remove his prostate cancer understandably i m now somewhat concerned that a new mole has appeared on my hand can it stop please posted by robbiegirl at 21 54 4 comments labels all family health me monday april 27 2009 sorry i am feeling better than the last time i posted i got a dawn simulator alarm clock which gradually turns a bright light on in the morning and that helps i m now in a pretty sensible rhythm of sleeping at 12pm and getting up between 8 and 9am but of course now i feel better i seem to spend my time doing stuff because i can and it just doesn t occur to me to blog and even though i m busy i don t feel i have much to blog about because it isn t very interesting although saying that we re working on the garden right now and the progress might make some good posts hopefully i be inspired soon because i do like blogging and i love connecting with other 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