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and it said ask my anything and you ve always been someone i look up to a lot i m feeling very disheartened by the state of the world do you have any advice for me about keeping hope sizzlingsandwichperfection blog this is hard for me to remember on a minute by minute basis but when i visit insta threads twitter tiktok googlenews etc i am seeing a feed of information that does not reflect a complicated and multivalent reality but instead was created by an algorithm designed to maximize the amount of time that i spend on social media sites these algorithms do not give a shit what is true or useful or humane they want me in bed spending as much time on those feeds as they can possibly get me to spend for example if your information feed fails to remind you that global literacy rates have never been higher that fewer children are stunted due to malnutrition and that the rate of child mortality is the lowest it has been in human history there is something inadequate about your information feed but of course the fact that the world used to suck more doesn t negate the fact that the world still sucks and in important ways sucks more than it did ten or thirty years ago injustice permeates every facet of human built systems and social orders this should dishearten us it should anger us but the proper response to this anger imo is not idle despair but engagement progress happens and it does happen when hundreds of millions or billions of people work together to make it happen we reduced the likelihood of a child dying by 65 over the last 30 years not because it was inevitable or ordinary but because hundreds of millions of people refused to accept so much needless suffering and built more inclusive systems to expand access to healthcare clean water and adequate nutrition lastly hope is not easy there is nothing simple about the kind of hope that can withstand our current shitstorm and yet i believe that humanity is worth the effort to find that hope i believe that we are worth fighting for inevitably right now feels like the end of the story my life is a story that begins at birth and ends today the most recent day i ve lived through but today is not the end of the story together we will change the story and i believe we can change it for the better that s why i believe that while hope is not always rewarded it is always justified 1 month ago 28 317 notes dogpuppy via baander 1 month ago 135 244 notes theprofessional amateur delphinidin4 via biblioaesthetica 1 month ago 13 645 notes loveridden1999 loveridden1999 anyways remember when toni morrison said sometimes you don t survive whole you just survive in part but the grandeur of life is that attempt it s not about that solution it is about being as fearless as one can and behaving as beautifully as one can under completely impossible circumstances everyone say thank you toni morrison via dancinbutterfly 2 months ago 39 484 notes moosepower cephalopodvictorious thatsonemorbidcorvid heroic actions are a natural tendency why bystander apathy is a myth modern research shows the public work together selflessly in an emergency motivated by a strong impulse to help the guardian the notion that people panic and run screaming for the exits is a hollywood fiction said prof stephen reicher an expert in group behaviour at the university of st andrews characteristically people stay and help each other he said we found this during the 7 7 attacks on the underground and the 1999 attack on the admiral duncan pub in london where people looked after each other even though they feared other bombs in our own research on the leytonstone tube attack in 2015 there was an amazing level of spontaneous coordination by bystanders some directed others away from danger some distracted the attacker some confronted the attacker each was able to act because of the others heroism was a feature of the group not just the individual he added prof clifford stott a specialist in the psychology of crowds and group identity at keele university agreed modern research he said showed bystander apathy was a myth instead strangers often work together in emergency situations with highly sophisticated unity bystander apathy is a myth invented by the new york times to cover up that the police were called by several residents of the building but the cops refused to act the cops then told the times that 38 people just watched her die a seemingly arbitrary number and a physical impossibility based on where the attacks occurred and the times ran with it in fact kitty was alive when the cops got there and was being held and comforted by one of her friends who lived in the building because one of the people who saw her get attacked from across the street called her friend to go get her because people care the bystander effect started from a lie you have just been attacked how likely is it that someone will come to your help if you remember the infamous case of kitty genovese in 19 office for science and society i will always re blog this the story of kitty genovese s murder has gone down in history as a story about everyone watching it happen and doing nothing and none of the story is true via drwatsonsjournal 2 months ago 66 694 notes whumpster fire cuprohastes derinthescarletpescatarian cutekittenlady animentality this is yet another thing i thought pratchett had made up but turned out to be totally real unrelated but any time someone mentions clown makeup i m reminded of how highly successful stage magician penn jillette almost flunked out of clown college and had to take remedial clown makeup classes my father was a magician and a clown when he died we cleared out his old clotehs and there was his clown suit oh i ll take this down to the charity shop said my mother missing hte part where no sane person is going to wear a clown suit nah said i have them dress him in it when they cremate him there was a pause and my throw away joke started to slowly solidify into yeah let s do that a discussion was had with the mortician who had a bit of a worry that the costume would involve giant clown shoes which would prevent the coffin closing luckily it wasn t that sort of outfit i told this to my dear friend who immediately envisaged someone trying to close a coffin onto a dead clown only to have the big red nose go sad honk every time there was an attempt to close the lid the awful hilarity rendered her incapable of standing the poor mortician can t figure out why it still won t close and has to remove 5 dead clowns from the coffin before it finally shuts via sixth light 2 months ago 40 412 notes anarchistmemedistro littlebluebarista ok breaking containment for this one because i need everyone who will listen to hear this women who suffer bad cramps are told cramps shouldn t affect school work etc but no one ever investigates further because no one can possibly know if what someone experiences is just typical pain or something much worse well after 15 years of stage 4 treatment resistant endometriosis that came with pain as bad as if not worse than actual labor contractions every month all the while being told i was typical and just had bad cramps i ve finally been healed another post for another time i have had what everyone describes as the elusive normal period pain for several months now and i am begging you to look me in the eyes and listen because i need everyone who can hear this to hear this i have been on both sides of this i have the hard earned knowledge of what a period should feel like if you have to put in any effort to hide your cramps you need to get help even during of the peak of cramping i e as bad as your cramps possibly get you should still be able to stand speak walk eat work and sleep with no problems these tasks should require very little to no extra effort beyond what you would normally do when you aren t on your period when you do these things you should feel grumpy and a little bit icky and maybe a twinge of nerves and nothing more if you have to sit in the corner and hope no one approaches you because you can t speak or stand without showing pain even slightly you need to get help if your pain is showing on your face you need to get help and most importantly if your pain does not respond to 1 2 tylenol or ibuprofen you need to get help your period cramps should make you grumpy your period cramps should make you feel a little icky and tired your period cramps should make you feel your insides existing moving a bit and a twinge of nerves that makes you groan slightly then the pain should stop there nothing more if your cramps put you on the floor but you make believe you re the captain of a ship who has just been stabbed and has to hide it to fight on and you force yourself to power through the day please understand you are not okay that does not make you okay just because you can power through the pain doesn t mean you aren t sick if you have to force yourself through any basic task beyond the effort it takes you to do when you aren t on your period and i am holding your face and looking you in the eye as i say this because i need you to hear me you aren t normal you don t just have bad cramps you are sick and you need to get help now most people will tell you if your cramps are beyond a 3 out of 10 on the pain scale you should see a doctor while this is usually true you have to consider chronic pain can and will break your pain scale most people will only compare pain they currently feel to pain they may experience one day but probably never will sure these cramps feel bad now but if i had a leg amputated with no anesthesia that would hurt way worse so this pain can t be that bad no your pain is what it is objectively full stop my cramps were at a 10 out of 10 every single time and nobody told me claiming they were a 6 8 because i thought to myself what if i lose a limb one day was completely wrong 10 pain is 10 pain and if there s something that hurts worse than that guess what the thing you are experiencing right now is still a 10 out of 10 on the pain scale just because you experience it every month doesn t mean it s magically not as bad is it is and if your pain is worse than a 3 out of 10 you need to get help now when i say get help i mean find the root cause of your pain you can t just throw drugs and hormones at it without knowing what it causing your pain endometriosis fibroids pcos cancer adenomyosis polyps thyroid issues there is always a cause and if you leave it untreated it will grow and get worse to the point where it resists treatment and the drugs and hormones you ve been throwing at it for years don t work anymore you have to find a doctor that will investigate if your doctor tells you you just have bad cramps get a new doctor i know you ve been told that but please hear me no one ever just has bad cramps a healthy human body doesn t spontaneously cause itself pain so bad you can t stand up there is always a cause i was sick for more than 15 years my entire life was put on hold and now i m in my late 20s trying desperately to play catch up for everything i missed i want to pick up 12yo me spin her around and tell her she doesn t have to die before she finally stops hurting i don t want anyone to suffer the same fate i did simply because everyone told them they were normal a little twinge of pain here and there is normal suffering is not i promise you your pain is real it is not normal and dear heavenly day i am begging you you need to get help now tl dr there is no such thing as just bad cramps if you feel anything more than grumpy icky and pain greater than a 3 out of 10 you need to find out what s wrong with you before it gets worse reblogging for all genders via biblioaesthetica 2 months ago 506 392 notes doubleca5t arry alleged catgirl yvbuniomp forthegaytergood savemebybts lietliet redsatinsheets feminism never taught me to hate men but it did help me realize that i shouldn t prioritize them over women it turns out that alot of men consider that to be hatred lmao so if you were in a room with two prisoners a man and a woman you d never met and the gender neutral soldier with the big gun told you to kill one of them you d automatically shoot the man tag yourselves i m the gender neutral soldier with the big gun im the completely off the wall reaction to a fairly mundane post your soldier with a big gun looks gnc af another graveyard banger via no rhyme or 2 months ago 327 154 notes marlinspirkhall notahorseindisguise midnight revolucion hiveswap notahorseindisguise mysticorset notahorseindisguise the came back wrong trope except like they didnt like this mad scientists wife died and so he studied necromancy brought her back and she came back and it all worked like she came back exactly the same as she was before with literally no difference but the scientist guy is like oh no what have i done shes different now she came back wrong and shes just like chilling reading a book cooking dinner shes just so so normal but in the guys mind hes like oh shes soooo weird but shes just normal peer reviewed tags from somanyofthekids no its a joke and you dont get it its not that deep while she was dead he put his memory of her on such a high pedestal that she could never live up to it alive alternatively she came back perfectly fine but he thinks she came back wrong because the tragic reality is that he never actually knew his wife im going insane thats my post it s your post but the journey to posting it changed it to such a degree that even its closest intimacies are now foreign to you sorry dude via enrichmentpumpkin 2 months ago 6 927 notes 3584 tropical fish alt finished my geologic time scale scarf it is stupidly long and works with a scale of 1 row 5 million years the colors correspond loosely to the official gsa ics colors alt alt via sixth light 2 months ago 2 870 notes biggest gaudiest poltergeist stuff that helped me get over the fear of looking stupid i m not in middle school anymore no matter how bad things get i will never ever be in middle school again that knowledge brings me immeasurable comfort turns out never looking stupid is way overpriced yeah occasionally i might get judged by randoms but at least i m not living with a hyper judgemental voice in my head that feeds by draining my lifeforce plenty of intelligent people do lots of dumb shit plenty of not so smart people have fascinating insights there is not a single person on this planet who cannot teach you something so maybe there are some deep deep flaws in the way we ve been taught to think about intelligence realization that everyone does stupid shit some of the time everyone includes people i respect and want to emulate i ve seen people i love act like a dumbass and been able to give them grace why am i applying an impossible standard to myself and not to people i love oh because i m not treating myself with the same love or the same kindness and i both deserve and owe myself better i took a good hard look and realiz...