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watusi i need some distraction oh beautiful release watusi i need some distraction oh beautiful release watusi i need some distraction oh beautiful release laktawan ang galugad about things to do before i die awesome 5 years disyembre 3 2020 7 16 hapon ipinaskil sa uncategorized mag iwan ng puna im now officially a manager an exec 5 years ago i was blabbering about not being promoted now its here im working 14 hrs a day i cant hardly cope with deliverables you see i wanted the level prior this but not exactly this level and to be honest im not sure if i am happy the perks are way beyond what i have expected but i doesnt spark joy i take refuge from the fact that god may have put me here not exactly sure why but maybe for now the journey is more important than the outcome superstar nobyembre 27 2015 8 19 hapon ipinaskil sa uncategorized mag iwan ng puna ok so the promotions went out a while ago and i just have to get this off my chest i guess it s inevitable to feel bad no matter how mature you are when you don t see your name in the list you see when i started i always believed that i was the star of that team i simply thought that i was better than anyone there having graduated from up may have contributed to that where we thought that there are only 2 schools in ph up and others not politically correct i know but we are mayabang like that so it strikes a nerve whenever a peer gets ahead sooner or even someone who you used to supervise indirectly has been favored over you that s what happened today so im not the only star after all there are so many more its a humbling feeling you are not that significant as you think you are you are not indispensable it sucks especially when most of your self esteem is derived from how people perceive you at work i sound pathetic now i know i like to think that years from now i will only laugh at this post and yes i know how silly this post is because if someone from syria will be able to read this he may just punch me in the face and besides what am i complaining about my rating is high and i got a 5 digit increase in my salary that may well be better because the increase is somewhat close to what a promote might get minus the additional responsibilities and besides i know that i have so much more to learn heck i cant even cope with my emails anymore deep in me i know that this is a wake up call to pursue the other aspects of my life which are equally if not more important hello family and friends hello neglected dreams hello giving back to society hello me hello god there are just so many more things in life and i think have i been promoted i will just continue obsessing about climbing the corporate ladder setting aside all other the next level is my target landing point actually do i really want to go there very soon should i reach that then what will be next so note to self suck it up you just want that promotion because of your ego and the high that you derive from it that makes you forget the mess that is your life time to fix those first i guess anyare oktubre 3 2015 4 16 hapon ipinaskil sa uncategorized comments 2 lately i have been noticing the works of jerrold tarog most prominent of which is the hit heneral luna but youtube made me discover that he has short films as well brilliant film maker i must say i like how much idealism his works have idealism the desire to follow my passion and to make a difference i used to have these in college during my stint in up now all i have are deliverables deadlines meetings calls all done to be ahead to have more what happened to me i feel isolated i feel like i m in a deep slumber one s life has to matter right there must be something more to life than just money and pride i think it s time to reacquaint myself with things that matter i need to give back teka lang hunyo 4 2014 5 28 hapon ipinaskil sa uncategorized comments 1 my ultimate crush posted an after sex selfie i think well i don t think that was a selfie another person whom he woke up with must have taken that kainggit for one i haven t had sex for the longest time and i m lonely career is going well that it has taken over my entire being i m having trouble sleeping again and i feel tired most of the time i have become a work addict i think because i tend to choose to bear the stress instead of taking time off when i m in this state for some reason i inevitably notice the absence of my love life particularly sex people seem to be motivated by that why shouldn t i yes give it days then magiging malibog na ako then i will act out then i will feel guilty then i will get depressed my cycle am i being too hard on myself or am i just mindlessly conforming to what others perceive as the natural state of things people should have a love life being different causes its own loneliness but so is just flowing but do i really want it i mean seriously do i really want it i want it for the security that it gives but i don t hunger for it as much as i m hungry for career i can get by more or less maybe the stress comes from comparing myself too much with others i should have a boyfriend because other gays my age are having parties and the most immaculate sex i listen to so many voices and opinions forming my perception of what things should be but examining closely having done this for so long it did not make me happy i ve recently attended a training conducted by francis kong and what really struck me was when he said that we must be careful on what we feed our mind because it forms us i guess at this point i m just tired of not having any concrete thing to anchor myself on i m tired of views which complicates my life i ve been listening to joyce meyer and joel osteen recently this has been joel s opening spiel everytime this is my bible i am what it says i am i can do what it says i can do today i will be taught the word of god i boldly confess my mind is alert my heart is receptive i will never be the same i am about to receive the incorruptible indestructible ever living seed of the word of god i will never be the same never never never i will never be the same in jesus name amen i m going to give this a try zoobic tomorrow mayo 23 2014 4 50 hapon ipinaskil sa uncategorized comments 2 i think i must write again for my sanity karma enero 12 2013 4 25 hapon ipinaskil sa uncategorized mag iwan ng puna i think the date is not doing well he s become cold and i m not able to perform sexually i think i should take a step towards independence yesterday i slept over at auggie and my parents are freaking out fingers crossed enero 6 2013 1 32 hapon ipinaskil sa uncategorized mag iwan ng puna i m dating now hope this goes well we kissed and cuddled on the 2nd date haha im so easy to get start enero 1 2013 5 09 hapon ipinaskil sa uncategorized mag iwan ng puna by accident i stumbled upon this indie film still life boy was it so inspiring it s about a painter who became afflicted with a debilitating disease he then sets out to go somewhere secluded to create his masterpiece then after to end his life he then meets a girl who was able to convince him otherwise i especially liked the part when the guy confided that he believes that life s a choice that he lost its meaning and therefore he can end it emma the girl disagreed according to her life is not a choice it s a gift and that we are obliged to live it until it s taken from us as to meaning if you lost it it s your responsibility to find it again to fight against deterministic thoughts to be proactive in finding your meaning and happiness and to take charge of your life instead of relying on what others the media dictates i intend to make these the theme of my new year what a great start indeed if the feeling is gone nobyembre 14 2012 7 23 hapon ipinaskil sa uncategorized mag iwan ng puna crush 2 resigned and i don t feel anything another one nobyembre 13 2012 8 30 hapon ipinaskil sa uncategorized mag iwan ng puna while waiting for the jeepney at my usual spot i noticed a guy with a good built buying something at 7 11 then he returned in his car rolled down the window we exchnged meaningful glances then he drived to spot near me i walked more closer to the car then he rolled down the window and ask me to jump in we ended in a dark spot in a gasoline station where we jerked off each other we didn t bother knowing each other s names it was that simple and casual which makes it alarming older posts what you see watusi if you ve reached this part of the web welcome this is a peak into my existence in here i write my angst struggles complaints musings infatuations triumphs joys and other things which i find interesting and blog worthy this is my realm i m the center of this universe selfish as it may sound i blog mainly for myself blogging for me is a coping mechanism a healthy release so bear with me after all everyone is entitled to have a space of his own pray as you go random tweets by watusiboy archive disyembre 2020 nobyembre 2015 oktubre 2015 hunyo 2014 mayo 2014 enero 2013 nobyembre 2012 oktubre 2012 marso 2012 pebrero 2012 enero 2012 disyembre 2011 oktubre 2011 setyembre 2011 agosto 2011 mayo 2011 abril 2011 marso 2011 pebrero 2011 disyembre 2010 oktubre 2010 setyembre 2010 hulyo 2010 hunyo 2010 mayo 2010 abril 2010 enero 2010 disyembre 2009 nobyembre 2009 oktubre 2009 setyembre 2009 agosto 2009 hulyo 2009 hunyo 2009 mayo 2009 abril 2009 marso 2009 pebrero 2009 enero 2009 disyembre 2008 nobyembre 2008 oktubre 2008 setyembre 2008 agosto 2008 hulyo 2008 hunyo 2008 mayo 2008 abril 2008 marso 2008 pebrero 2008 enero 2008 disyembre 2007 nobyembre 2007 oktubre 2007 mga bagong paskil 5 years superstar anyare teka lang zoobic tomorrow blogroll ada badoodles batjay bo bro utoy coolwaterworks corporate closet deejay gasoline dude greenpinoy jojitah misterhubs mr d professionalheckler r j utakmunggo kamakailang puna watusiboy sa anyare y sa anyare y sa teka lang watusiboy sa zoobic tomorrow y sa zoobic tomorrow lumikha ng 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