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s before my flight was scheduled to leave vigeland park oslo norway it was somewhat worrisome knowing that just a few weeks before a plane holding more than 300 people on it s way to france crashed into the sea leaving no survivors but i kept this in the back of my mind i had more important things to worry about like my luggage being too heavy or getting lost like making sure last minute things were done before i left and like finding a gift for the friend whose going to be taking care of me during my stay in norway vigeland park the royal palace in oslo i m really glad i overcame my inhibitions and went on this vacation i have enjoyed every minute of it i got the opportunity to go and see places and never would have seen like the royal palace vigeland park the edward munch museum and stockholm sweden i got to see the scream by edward munch in person i got a chance to buy reprints of two of his artwork that i fell in love with vigeland park is a sight it s beautiful and huge and full of naked statues in varying stages of the human life cycle with more than one fountain gay pride parade in oslo munch museum i got to even see my friend get his very first tattoo and i myself added an extra piercing to my collection i even got to see gay pride being celebrated in the streets of oslo as the gay pride parade ended the week long event prison wall in oslo view from fort of akershus oslo church at fort of akershus apart from my friend being extremely sick on our two day trip in sweden which limited what we got to see i had a blast there and saw what a beautiful sprawling city stockholm is too bad they wouldn t let me take pictures when i toured the palace in stockholm it was phenomenal the city had all it s beautiful old architecture surrounded by the bustling more advanced buildings and public transportation view from royal palace in stockholm royal palace in stockholm stockholm the bus ride to and back from stockholm lasted over 7 hours and it was mind numbing how gorgeous the scenery was the only thing that caused a bit of difficulty during my stay was the weather i had kept track of the pattern of the weather in oslo and for the most part it was nice cool ish weather the day i arrived in oslo was really nice the next day it rained the third it was nice and then after that it became progressively warmer and warmer until a pretty permanent and unusual heat wave hit it s been almost unbearably hot since about my fourth day here bus ride back to oslo though i had a great time and love oslo and stockholm i m ready to go home i m ready to go back to my life maybe not refreshed and well rested but at least ready to face it and get back to reality as i know it three weeks is a long time to be away from home and don t get me wrong i love it here i do miss my normal life love and pain later renamed the vampire kloudes and though i m ready to go home i m already mapping out my next big trip i want to go to so many places and i realized that if i don t take advantage of going to them while i can then i may never get the chance to later 2 comments university shizz posted in my university life with tags college costs of college scholarship tuition university on thursday june 11 2009 by dragonsvamp so of course i have yet to be considered a resident of michigan in the eyes of the university here but that s probably never going to happen even if i ended up living my whole life here i decided a few weeks ago that i was going to take yet another year off of college august 2009 july 2010 took one from january 2007 january 2008 the first time this coming school year i didn t want loans to accumulate and then i graduate in major debt i decided taking this year off would give me a few months to pay off my 5500 loan from last school year and a few months to save up enough to go to college without taking loans out next fall not this coming fall 2009 apparently now i have to reanalyze my situation i got a nice whopping belated birthday present from the university or at least i d like to think of it as a birthday present since i did turn 21 two days ago i got a letter in the mail telling me that i was receiving a 3200 scholarship that s 1600 a semester if you want to do the math and what s even better is that all that s required is that i go to college half time which equates to at least 6 credits two classes each semester if i took two classes a semester for the next two semesters i d only put myself back less than 500 tuition out of pocket for each semester that s as opposed to the approximate 2000 i had to put in for last semester s two classes perfect right now if i do end up getting the raise i m hoping for at my full time job i ll have myself all set up for next year alhamduliallah i was getting worried over next year because this year was very difficult i had classes at college my full time job part time job at the library scattered hours tutoring babysitting transcribing and chauffeuring to keep me able to afford my lifestyle and i didn t want to deal with another year of all that work especially when taking into account that my sister was moving in with me i hope i find out about the raise by the time i get back from norway because then i might just end up taking a trip down to good ole home town socal to get some sun and beach and salty water recharge before getting back to the hum drum of work and college fingers crossed 4 comments update posted in family travel university in america work arama on tuesday june 2 2009 by dragonsvamp it s been a whole hell of a while since i ve written on here i keep thinking of my blog and how i want to keep it up but i just don t know where to begin i don t feel like talking about the kids i work with since it ll probably just bore readers to death though it keeps me super busy and focused in my goals career wise thought a few of what i ll talk of here should by right have their own post i don t have the time to give them the airing out they need so i ll keep this short and simple first lets start with college i ve been a senior in college forever now and i don t see graduation anywhere on the horizon it s a long story but the biggest roadblock is the costs involved in getting an education yes financial aid covers half of my tuition but i pay double what residents pay yes i still have yet to get rid of my out of state status and attain my resident status it sucks that the universities here in michigan have been given autonomous authority when it comes to setting residency guildlines and times are tough so of course they re not going to let people get residency if they can help it that s cutting the amount of money they get in by half literally this brought me to the tough decision of maybe not taking classes during the 2009 2010 college year it s not something i look forward to but it s something i feel i might need to do in order to prove to the people in charge of the residency that i m not here just for an education that i m actually living here and probably won t be going anywhere for a long time second my sister is going to move in with me for the most part i m pretty pumped it ll be fun to go shopping to the movies and just hang out with someone you know will be there no matter what no more boring old nights of doing nothing because everyone you know has prior plans or is caught up with family or work or just live way too far away to be seen all the time the downside is that i will probably have to move into a slightly larger apartment that has washing machine and dryer hookups this means living costs will go up for me but it ll be much better than what i ve got right now don t get me wrong i love my apartment that i live in but i hate having to lug around my dirty laundry every week to get them cleaned and i definetly can t see me and my sister living comfortably in a one bedroom apartment which brings me to another downside i ve gotten so used to living by myself that it s kind of odd thinking of how little things in my life will have to change whether good or bad so that i can better accommodate my sister but she is my sister and we ll probably never have a chance to get to know one another better and get closer as a family before we go our separate ways so i ll most defiantly focus on the bright side of this new situation my my there s so much going on work is winding down that s the nice thing about working at a school you get to have the summer off to do your own thing and though i dreaded last summer this summer seems like it ll be a whole hell of a lot nicer for one i ve got a whole bunch of tutoring jobs lined up for me that i hope i can keep during next school year to generate more income so i can afford a bigger apartment but even if they only last the summer they ll be able to pay for a few things i ve got lined up i m going to norway that s one of the things i ll be working on making up lost cash over yes in less than two weeks i ll be on my flight to norway to see a dear friend and to be able to see a part of the world i ve only been to in short stops that never left the airport i ll be staying there for about three weeks and am sure i ll have the time of my life it s thrilling and exciting and i m not sure it s sunk in just yet that i ve actually taken this step of planning such a huge trip i tell you it was tough to click that button that said purchase tickets so much came up that made me want to just close my browser and tell myself i was being stupid in going on such a trip for one it is expensive of course it s only a fraction of the price it would have cost me to go if i went last summer but it s still quite a chunk of money which thank god i actually was able to save up and pay off before my credit card statement was due another thing that bothered me and made my fingers hover in hesitation over that button was how much time i would be gone three weeks is a lot of time when you calculate all the stuff you could get done if you stay at home i would be loosing the opportunity to earn more money and save up more to pay off my cough accumulated student loans from last year 5500 may not seem too much but it s a hell of a lot to me and knowing the tutoring i ve got waiting for me when i come back that s a good chunk of cash i wouldn t be around to earn yes i m a total workaholic and that just made me realize how much i needed to let go a little and live a little not everything is work and i need to relax and reenergize if i don t want to crash half way through next school year work wise i mean and so i m offfff in less than a week i ll be turing 21 i ve already gone and renewed my driver license i will soon be trading in my vertical dl for a horizontal one it felt weird walking in there and getting all the paperwork in order it felt almost like another stage in my life was about to begin it honestly felt like somewhat a coming of age ritual and i was just about to pass through it s a big deal to me because i m now officially really in my twenties and i realized i need to start thinking like that it s hard getting rid of the mindset that i m still a teenager i m always accidently thinking of myself as one of the kids in school still and it s still tough thinking of myself as an adult whose completely and thank god successfully taking care of herself what drove the point home this year was working with the middle schoolers at the school i work at i realize that i was no longer a 15 year old and that it was ok to start growing up and surprisingly it also made me realize that i don t want to be a 15 year old there was no yearning to be a teeny bopper anymore i ve always been the kid student and now it s my turn to be a little more than that yes 21 is still young and i know i m not going to have the mindset of a 40 year old just yet and hopefully never but i also feel as though i m much too old sometimes it s weird when you realize that you have an easier time befriending people in their 30s than those your own age and i m just beginning to realize that i am who i am and that s okay and in the end age is just a number and not much else but it s taken me a while and i m sure still a while more to come to fully accept and feel comfortable in the skin i m in and not have to constantly wonder and ask myself where do i fit in this wide age group of people well that wraps up the majority of what s happening in my life for now i need to go take a shower and sleep because i ve had too many late nights this weekend and i need as much sleep as i can get to be able to get through the rest of this week thank goodness kids get out of school this friday 2 comments sick who me posted in health fitness with tags doctor visit health on sunday march 29 2009 by dragonsvamp if you know me whether in person or on facebook you d have noticed i ve been sick quite a lot lately the weather is just not helping out one day its hitting the 60s and the next like today its snowing i know in march of all times but being sick with cold flu sinus allergy like symptoms all rolled up into one will end up finally forcing me to admit defeat and go to see the doctor of course i leave the appointment feeling like a bozo because other than needing allergy medicine i was supposedly perfectly healthy my blood pressure and all that nasty stuff is perfect and lookin good of course they drew blood for testing two small tubes filled up quickly with thick gooey super dark red liquid yes the light bright red blood you see on t v is pathetic compared to the real thing so i feel stupid going to the doctor after such an appointment this being sick on and off for more than four months has nothing to do with me but has everything to do with my lack of sleep over work too much stress and not knowing when to say no i need a break type of habits oh and of course a major cause of never feeling healthy is the fact that i work 8 hours a day with kids ranging from 3 to 13 year olds i m usually around the 3 6 spectrum and they re always spreading nasty kid cooties all over the place i haven t even gone and gotten my zyrtec or whatever the allergy med is called from the pharmacy but i ll get around to it this week hopefully to get on with the story i got a call from the doctor friday he told me the blood tests were in and of course something else had to be wrong with me apparently my exhaustion isn t only the effect of lack of sleep and over work but because of some common in females minor imbalance with my thyroids thanks a whole hell of a lot thyroids at least now we know it wasn t all in my head obviously it wasn t because everyone started noticing that i was never looking or feeling good and they kept asking me if i d finally gotten an appointment to check out what was wrong with me and obviously there was no reason for me to feel like a bozo going to the doctor i guess i figure if i ignore my health the problems will just go away you know just like ignoring the dishes in the sink for a couple of weeks and 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