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as basically been a cakewalk that saying makes no sense to me as i have lost every cakewalk i ve participated in the hard part this guy ducky loves to cuddle at night usually by kneading his paws into my throat while he lays by my head on my right side he insists but he also likes to stand on my chest and wiggle around while he finds the right spot which just seems like a bad idea i did give him a chance on day 2 hoping he would be all right with me being only on my back while not being allowed on the chest he was all right for about 3 minutes when he sat up and stared at me and placed on paw right where he shouldn t i felt like a monster putting him out of the room and closing the door and we won t tell anyone i picked his 10 pound little self up to do this i m not sure how much longer he ll be barred from sleeping with me day after tomorrow i get the drains pulled and i m not sure what s next i think there will still be another week of sleeping on my back but i m not sure about letting him in even when i sleep on my side i sometimes roll onto my back and he ll notice if i do so if you feel bad for anyone in all this feel bad for ducky drains on wednesday i think a checkup at one month and at 6 weeks i can get back on the bike join a gym anything i want maybe get out of spouse thingy s hair because by then he will surely deserve it posted by thumper at 10 20 2025 08 43 00 pm 1 comment email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest saturday 11 october 2025 oddz n endz n questions 864 245 111 hey what happened to the little thumper picture in the sidebar with the blog title i really liked it and miss it disney happened that s what they don t like it when people use their ip and they are very persistent in getting people to remove those images even ones that were buried deep in old old posts i just never have figured out something to replace it with can we ask you questions about your surgery i don t want to pry and i know it s private but i admit to curiosity and have never known someone to go through a mastectomy before i didn t know it was an option for pain and i have a lot of pain so yeah i have questions you can ask me anything anyone can i ll ignore questions that cross the line like how will this affect sex will you do things differently my guys you don t need to know what we do but i am open to sharing information there s a lot of info out there regarding reductions and if you re thinking of one r reduction on reddit is a fantastic place to research and ask questions it s where i started when i was considering just a reduction be aware you will see lots of boobs on there and one day even mine i think why because sharing info even what it looks like post surgery is how others learn and make informed opinions about the whole thing i benefited from other people sharing so i ll share in return common questions so far are you going flat or getting reconstruction flat the whole point is to remove pain and movement pain i don t need boobs anymore i certainly don t feel like i ll be less of a woman for it but i do feel like i ll benefit immensely from being flat and no more bras ever i hope this is not his tool kit is this like trans top surgery not quite in top surgery some breast tissue is left behind men have breasts after all all of my breast tissue will be removed though my scars might resemble top surgery i m not sure if i ll have two incisions or one long one mike mused that it didn t matter because no one else beside him will see but who knows i might get brave and go topless now and then how did you get insurance to pay i want something similar but i m not big enough according to them i didn t apparently 40 years of pain is not enough for this to be medically necessary it worked out better for me though i think the surgeon i m going to does not take insurance private clinic and requires payment before the surgery happens financing available lol no this is not alarming a lot of private practices just don t want the insurance headache anymore and offer reduced pricing because of it yes it s spendy no we still are not rich but we did have this much available and it s kind of an investment in my future if i can live another 20 years pain free other than my back it will be totally worth it and funny enough a simple bilateral mastectomy is cheaper than a reduction by nearly 5 grand will there be photos like before and after are you asking to see my boobs while i still have them lol maybe there actually are some before photos on the surgeons website but hidden behind a password if they make it to his main site i might tell ya if there are picture taken during the surgery and i ve given permission for that and video it might wind up on the center s ig how long is the recovery not 100 sure he did say that by six weeks i could return to normal activities including working out i ve been told that in a reduction at least days 2 and 3 are the worst followed by week 2 after that i ll probably feel fine but i ll still have restrictions like working out and lifting anything heavier than 5 10 pounds and that s the sucky part i ll want to pick amelia up but she is a bit more than 5 10 pounds mike will lift her to my lap when she s here or we re there and i ask him to there will be a barrier between us mastectomy pillow so i m unsure how it will really work out how long with you be in the hospital not at all this is a surgical center and it s outpatient surgery for real times have changed i go in in the morning and will be home by evening it s an hour drive and we ll probably wind up in going home traffic so that part will suck i ll have to hang around for a couple hours after but by the end of the day they ll kick my asterisk out and i ll be free bra burning party oh man i would love to i ll probably have to settle for just tossing them all out and celebrating with a drink after i can drink again i had planned gall bladder surgery last year and was told no weed before you once mentioned using it for sleep can you still my surgeon never said anything about it but everything i ve read says to stop 72 hours beforehand so i won t sleep much for a couple of nights ngl i am not looking forward to that part what about kitty snuggles i hate it but the bedroom door will be closed initially and ducky especially will have to be kept away from my chest he s a cuddle bug at night so he ll be most affected not sure how it ll work out but we ll figure it out along the way where is the next wick book i miss them i have started and started over so many times but i am working on something it s in my head from start to finish but since mike retired i have found way too many other things to do we re going to space i can tell you that much my mind is single track these days just counting off days as if it were christmas and i were an 8 year old excited for santa i imagine by 2026 i ll have other things to talk about probably bikes posted by thumper at 10 11 2025 05 20 00 pm 2 comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest wednesday 1 october 2025 yet again i blow the dust off the blog it s october so pink ribbons are going to be popping out everywhere friends are walking a couple of different breast cancer walks to raise money for research and other friends are currently undergoing treatment for varying stages of the disease normally this it the time of year i dye my hair pink and either engage in some fundraising myself or i cheer friends on while rocking that pink i love my pink hair even if it gets me some odd looks from strangers i mean i get it someone my age with hair that bright but c mon it s just hair i m not dyeing this year though now honestly i would normally tell the people in my immediate life in person or text because i just don t do calls anymore saves us both a lot of wut from me but i started making a list of all the people who needed to know and it got so long that i finally mumbled phk it to myself and decided to just mass tell everyone even total strangers who might stumble across my blog don t get too excited it s not omg huge news it s not even omg medium news it s just kinda meh you should know in case something happens oh man remember stumble upon when you could hop from one new blog to the next making sweet discoveries and if you were lucky a friend or two that was awesome and i miss it but i digress ok i could find a lot of other things to annoy you with but i ll start with some history some of you know my history most of you don t but this particular slice of history begins over 40 years ago when the boy was a baby or maybe a toddler hard to pin down now and it has not let up until now pain lots of pain no not the pain i get from having a bad back not even the pain from fibro or arthritis it has nothing to do with brain tumors and the mess that left me with nope it s about boobs mine hurt mine have hurt for over 40 years and despite a myriad of things a bunch of different doctors have tried that pain has never really let up it waxes and wanes but does not go away i ve had docs that took it seriously and honestly tried to find a cause and treatment docs who dismissively waved their hands with a common lose weight and one doc that decided all i needed was to stop eating chocolate i assumed she meant caffeine on general but at that point i hadn t had any for about 2 years still stop eating chocolate well now ok the last time i sought help the doc i saw listened paid attention to the history of treatments that had been attempted and sorrowfully told me he was pretty sure it was all hormonal and would resolve with menopause i was in my 30s then looking down a very long tunnel of misery at some point i stopped bringing it up to doctors because it felt like there was no point i waited for menopause and nothing i m many years into it and they still hurt it s affecting the things i do in daily life and the things i do for fun i ve given up so many activities and was wrestling with the idea that cycling would be one of them i ve been slowing down a lot mainly because i cannot generate any power with them moving back and forth i tried multiple sports bras to no avail i ve started slouching horribly and now have upper back and neck pain then it hit me i m not sure why that maybe a reduction would at least help a little with less material moving around perhaps there would be less pain so i got a consult from our doc and we drove an hour away to a surgeon who seemed promising he listened he read the long this is why paper i brought with me he examined me determined i have very dense breast tissue and said based on this i think you would benefit more from a bilateral mastectomy there was no bullshitting around about hormones or yeah maybe a tiny bit off the top his take seems to be that without the breast tissue there s a better chance that this will work not just a reduction not even a radical reduction but removal of the whole shebang and while i spoke with the surgeon the spouse thingy piped up i just want to be able to really hug her again so october 16 th at a time yet to be determined i am happily undergoing a simple bilateral mastectomy to make it clear i am not ill i do not have cancer just tons of booby pain that will fingers crossed go away after i ve fully recovered from surgery spouse thingy is prepared to help with the recovery michelle is poised to visit every now and then even if just to sit and watch tv together i won t be able to lift my granddaughter for a while but she can be placed in my lap after the first weeks or so and i can still feed her and cuddle her and not move an inch if she falls asleep at about 6 weeks i can start working out again i ll be able to get back on the bike join a gym so i can swim again we can speed walk if we want and if my back cooperates this sadly will not help with the clusterfark that is my lower back two weeks 1 day and i ll be boobless guys i am so excited about this i can t even begin to express it posted by thumper at 10 01 2025 04 17 00 pm 21 comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest tuesday 20 may 2025 this little chit if there was ever an example of feline adhd i m pretty sure it s him he starts his day zooming around the house as if his asterisk was on fire he naps goes at it again naps and then ends the day zooming like a little freak you know we adopted him thinking he would be a playmate to cj who wanted to play with ozzy who was less than thrilled by that but cj is actually afraid of ducky and wants nothing to do with him so when ducky tries to engage multiple times a day cj runs ducky thinks he s playing cj just wants him to stop granted cj could end it by turning on him and paw slapping him into submission teaching him who the big kitty is but cj doesn t have a mean bone in his body so he simply won t i have high hopes that the day will come when ducky realizes he s 1 not truly feral and 2 a cat and the extreme zoomies will wane but i m also not holding my breath working in his favor he s adorable he squeaks and he loves us like crazy he answers to his name and if he understands he does what s asked of him unless he s having a moment like chasing after cj he s a champion dishwasher loading snoopervisor and make sure that if an ice cube drops from the freezer that it s knocked about until it melts washing a small section of the floor he also loves to sleep with me which means that cj who used to do that refuses to get on the bed i gotta admit there s nothing like a soft warm kitty cuddling close at 4 a m unless they drool ducky is a prodigious drooler worse he can hold it in his mouth so he does and every night he jumps on the bed gets some skritches on his little head rubs his cheek on mine and then lets it all fly right into my mouth i started covering my mouth with a few fingers but he still tries when that fails he dribbles it out and then rubs his cheek all over mine it s like having someone run a cold wet string mop across your face occasionally stopping to shove their nose up yours and yes he has shoved it up there and then blown snot out his nose into mine you think you ll never pick your nose trust me when a cat huffs a wad of kitty snot into your nostril you will anything to get that out and like all cats he loves to knead his little paws often as hard as he can on my throat while he drools all over my chin and chest no i have not locked him out of the room at night he is learning to be less obsessive about my mouth and nose and most of the time now he only tries for a bit before settling into crushing my windpipe when he s done with that he curls up by my head and goes to sleep for a few hours sometimes he starts all over again at 4 am but lately he waits until the sun is coming up and i ve actually slept for 6 hours ducky is a handful no doubt and like cj and ozzy he s a thief they steal socks he steals paper cups out of the bathroom he s learning to play fetch which is...