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bella vida bella vida married for 6 years trying to have a baby almost as long living a beautiful life about me name dmarie location maryland united states married trying to have a baby for almost 4 years dealing with mf male factor infertility view my complete profile email me dmarie at ureach com blogs i read a little sweetness are we there yet a woman my age born in our hearts changing expectations darbs dooce fertility futility flutter of hope forever hopeful hopeful to hateful in 28 days in and out of luck infertility hope infertility times infertility sucks journey towards my little miracle just crazy enough to try kir s corner lady in waiting looking for 2 lines losing the baby wait matthew miller melinda living in florence italy money makes sperm go round motherhoodbound my dusty ovaries my life italian my perky ovaries not how i planned it one hardy swimmer painting chef posie gets cozy precious little quest for a baby reproductive jeans shelly in rome sibling for celia smarshy sticky bean still trying after all those pills stirrup queens thrift shop project waiting on two pink lines which way to baby woman who cried pregnant skiing and sundance again awesome rush rush grout whoops and complaint old news tile step by step oil infusions new toy nkotb dream angels april 2005 september 2006 april 2007 may 2007 june 2007 july 2007 august 2007 september 2007 october 2007 november 2007 december 2007 january 2008 february 2008 april 2008 may 2008 june 2008 july 2008 august 2008 september 2008 october 2008 january 2009 sunday january 25 2009 skiing and sundance again park city ski resort 2009 sundance poster village at the yard 2009 dear me i ve been hiding again i ve also been skiing slightly and to sundance again this all seems like deja vu perhaps it was the job that made me go into hiding perhaps it was the impending baby less holiday season i m not sure i just know i ve been fearful a lot and it s made me abandon things i haven t check email in months and of course it creates a lot of anxiety lol i laugh at myself here the absurdity of it all anyway i m trying to dig myself outta the dark hole one of the things i m starting with is this blog why not i haven t been up to much except work and the ski trip work is fine and i m so thankful to have a job the trip to utah was good i managed to ski down the mountain once and then on over to the bar the lift still freaks me the hell out and i was actually shaking while clinging to my glass of wine at the park city legends bar that was the extent of my skiing returned the rented skis the same day o v e r it we managed to see 3 films this time one really weird art installation ish screening and 2 actual films we saw push and the girlfriend experience both at the eccles theater push was a very sad but amazing film i m so happy we were able to not only get in to see it but to also to meet the director lee daniels and the films main character actress gabby sidibe pics to come the story is so tragic i almost have no words but the performances are so incredible must see the steven soderbergh screening was interesting his newest film is one of those that is completely outta sequence you see 5 10 minute clips and have to put it together in your head soderbergh introduced the film and closed with questions from the audience not a bad film i just didn t see a purpose to it it didn t make me feel anything i did notice how he played with his wedding ring while answering questions about the films star though a very close friend is pregnant she is a fellow ifer and i m happy for her i have 3 girlfriends two of the three got pregnant last year the two that i m closest to i spent the ski holiday with my newly pregnant girlfriend i ve know since i was 5 we talked about her fears of never actually holding a live baby in july we talked about the scars if leaves you with that won t heal just cuz you have a positive pee stick we talked about how others just don t get that we talked about the twin she lost and and the nuchal scan of the surviving twin that was measuring off the charts abnormal and then a week later suddenly appeared normal we talked about things i can only imagine daydreaming about wine works quicker in higher altitudes so here i am i ll try to be kinda consistent btw costco sells discount lift tickets we got them for 50 each when the regular price at the lift was 83 no one talks tells you about this or at least no one had told me i happened upon the info 1 day before our trip and we picked up the tickets at the salt lake store posted by dmarie 9 49 pm 8 comments thursday october 16 2008 awesome that s what you guys are awesome i really appreciate all the info on getting clomid cheaper i haven t done anything still yet but i m definitely going to consider the generic meds i usually don t but what the hey huh the j o b i m working as the branch manager of an employment temporary agency not anything like what i ve been doing previously but i m so freakin grateful to have a job i can t even put it into words happy happy thankful me all the women i m working with have kids today i was having a convo about kids and i was informed that the baby birth rate is on the decline well of course i said oh yeah with so many having infertility problems like me and my husband i m sure the numbers have gone down the woman i was talking to kinda looks at me and says well people can t afford to have children right now with the economy crisis ummmmm yeah that too so i outed myself hahahaha but not really that funny posted by dmarie 11 22 pm 5 comments tuesday october 07 2008 rush rush i got a new job and i ve been busy trying to settle life as much as possible before being out of the house full time for the first time in over 4 years wow so i ve been a blog slacker i hope to catch with everyone this weekend i have no idea what s going on out there hubbs hasn t started the clomid yet b c we re fighting with the insurance company b c they don t want to cover it crazy times we will definitely start by next monday with or without coverage it s 235 without coverage for 12 pills i think yuck posted by dmarie 9 42 pm 8 comments tuesday september 23 2008 grout whoops and complaint the grout we chose a dark grout because this is the laundry room and we wanted less worry about stains this grout was sanded and not as smooth as the marble grout so it left a lot of crumbs that had to be swept before sponge wiping we used unsanded grout for the marble and sanded for the ceramic sanded grout will scratch marble and all other shiny or polished stone tiles this is after three wipe downs with a sponge and water it took a total of 4 wipe downs and water changes here s a look at the grout as it s drying the darker areas are still wet all done washer and dryer are back in place we still have trim painting to do the whoops so here s a sad little story this is our original bathroom mirror that we had decided we would cut and frame for the new bathroom here s hubbs scoring the mirror to snap cut it here he s using the snap tool to help it break along the line here s the whoops the scoring didn t work worth a darn perhaps the mirror was too thick so off we went to ikea and got a new one i m still going to frame it here comes the complaint last year we got a brand new dvd recorder and player by samsung it s the r155 do not buy this player it s has an over heating problem that eventually kills the processor it worked really well for a few months and then stopped playing certain dvds now it won t play anything of course i contacted samsung and they told me unless i could produce a receipt so that they could determine if the warranty it still good they couldn t help i argued that this is a known problem with this model and they should stand behind their product but no luck i also told them that although i no longer had the receipt the manufacture date on the player is june 2007 so it couldn t be very old but nope i even offered to pay for the shipping to have it fixed but still nothing my husband is writing a letter of complaint and we ll see if that does anything terrible customer service and a terrible product i ll never buy another samsung anything beware of the samsung r155 or r 155 or r 155 dvd recorder player it s a piece of crap i wish i had read the reviews first posted by dmarie 11 09 am 3 comments tuesday september 16 2008 old news sunday flowers we actually had guests over for a cookout last sunday we managed to get the house looking pretty decent it s weird b c now we re back to a mini mess with a washing machine and dryer behind the couch anyway hubbs had the partial sa on friday and his results haven t changed the doc is willing to let us try clomid so the poor man will be on clomid arimidex and blood pressure meds wow i really feel guilty about that but i guess i shouldn t b c if it were me i d do the same and will have to if we move on to ivf hubbs will take 50mg of clomid on monday wednesday and friday wait n see my little yorkie has a cough i really don t want can t take anymore drama hopefully it s nothing big he s going to the vet tomorrow wrote this and forgot to post it last week this tile is done and i ll post pics soon my dog is fine and on meds for the cough posted by dmarie 7 12 pm 2 comments tile step by step update martha stewart is having a show all about bloggers today leave a comment on her blog and your blog may be featured visit http www themarthablog com for more details so we re in the home stretch i think yesterday hubbs took off from work so we could tile the laundry room whew it s a small room but a little difficult to tile due to lack of space for maneuvering we chose 16x16 ceramic tiles and big grout spacers to make it a little easier on ourselves here s the picture proof we took the washing machine and dryer out and then pulled up the remaining carpet what was left was a yucky looking old vinyl floor with carpet glue stuck to it hubbs had to chip it away with a paint scraper and hammer this stuff was really stuck so it took over an hour we placed the first tile in the corner and then snapped blue chalk lines for guides here s hubbs combing the mortar thinset with a trowel before placing the tile then he placed the tile down and wiggled it into place while the thinset is still wet you can slide the tile as needed to put the spacers in closeup of the spacers a cross for corners on one side and a bar for in between tiles on the other side half done sometimes a tile space is too small to fit the comb trowel so you have to back butter the tile directly with thinset instead of the floor all done we used 3 different kinds of thinset cuz we wanted to use up what we already had two containers were gray and one was white you ll never see it once the grout is down i ll do the grouting later today once the grout dries i ll paint the trim and the laundry room will be finished posted by dmarie 11 21 am 6 comments thursday september 11 2008 oil infusions lunch herbed oil drizzled over penne with vodka sauce and grated cheese several years ago hubbs and i made some oil infusions and gave them away as holiday gifts we made 2 different kinds herbed and spicy i ve been wanting to do it again for a while and finally did last night i only made the herb infused oil this time i tried to recreate the dipping oil that bertucci s serves with bread here s how i did it 1 roasted a small bulb of garlic first time doing this super easy 2 pulled leaves of rosemary off two stems and bruised them with a rolling pin to expose more flavor 3 poured 1 1 2 cups of extra virgin olive oil into a small saucepan 4 put the roasted garlic rosemary 2 tbls dry italian herb blend 1 4 cherry pepper 1 tbls dry oregano and a sliver habanero pepper into the oil and stirred 5 heated on medium to low for 10 minutes occasionally stirred don t let it boil smoke or burn 6 let cool covered and put in the fridge overnight 7 used a funnel coffee filter and metal mesh strainer to separate oil from herbs that s it can t wait to use it it smells wonderful to eat it as a dip with warm bread i will pour some in a saucer and sprinkle it with grated romano cheese plain extra virgin olive oil on left and herb infused oil on right updated had it over some pasta for lunch delish earlier this week my husband accidentally deleted my entire reader grrrrrrrr so i have to go back through and redo all the feeds grrrrrrrrr posted by dmarie 10 49 am 3 comments tuesday september 09 2008 new toy i got a new toy i m so excited i ve been wanting a kitchenaid for a while and really couldn t justify the expense but with all the remodeling i d been thinking more about getting one i got this never used sans box mixer with the slicer shredder and meat grinder attachments all for 175 on craigslist craigslist is my new love forget ebay especially since i ve been screwed twice on ebay and swore it off a couple years ago i know lots of people have great success using ebay but it s not for me i like dealing locally a lot better i really wanted a cobalt one to match the counters we re going to do but a deal is a deal this one is imperial grey and retail it s all worth about 400 yeah loving craigslist hubbs says he s expecting some sort of treat this week since we finally have our counter space back and i m cooking again we ll have to see how the week shapes up i m so busy still trying to put the house back together but i can t wait to use it on the infertility side of the coin we had a urologist appointment yesterday the arimidex doesn t seem to be working anymore to keep hubbs testoterone up we re going back in on friday for a mini or partial semen analysis looking at count only i was hoping hubbs could try clomid with the arimidex but apparently men on clomid usually have low fsh and hubbs has high 24 fsh low testosterone and high estrogen sucks anyone else have experience with this most of this feels like a moo point b c i ve yet to find anyone who has had a husband have success with any of these drugs and by success i mean they got pregnant without art this is what i keep seeing as i think about yesterdays appointment lol i can t believe i found this video posted by dmarie 9 36 am 7 comments