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help when i need it not to mention if i have more than one baby my tiny house is not ideal assuming all goes well at tomorrow s second viability scan i will be emailing my realtor to get the ball rolling even if things take a turn for the worst please no later on i m ready to move anyway tagged with se ob 11 comments new ob seeking advice posted in early pregnancy by meandbaby on thursday january 28 2010 as i mentioned in my last post i plan to switch obs while i like my current ob she is part of a big practice and i haven t seen her personally in years not to mention the bad memories of the last time i was there like the new donor i d like new karma and a new start dr doogie recommended two doctors i ve done some online research for both of them and they both rate very well doctor 1 is part of a smaller practice only three doctors and she delivers at a hospital known for its great nurses and warm and friendly atmosphere her office is adjacent to that hospital and she can walk over to see admitted patients if she needs to fabulous d delivered her twins at this hospital and said it was a great experience in case of complications she also can deliver at the big hospital five minutes away with the nicu doctor 2 is part of a larger practice his practice has three offices but he only works out of one he delivers at the big hospital with the nicu he has a partner who is a high risk specialist and both doctors are excellent surgeons according to doogie should i need a c section doctor 1 can do c sections as well doctor 2 is doogie s family obstetrician and he joked that i would get special treatment if i mentioned his name doctor 2 is in his early seventies with forty plus years of experience doctor 1 has been in practice for nearly twenty years while i did not find bad reviews for either of these two doctors i did find two bad reviews for the high risk specialist who works with doctor 2 ultrasounds for doctor 1 are done in the same office park as my current ob while i don t think it is the same exact office i need to find out if it is i m not using her maybe it s immature but i can t imagine walking through those doors again i would if i had to but since i don t it ain t happening ultrasounds for doctor 2 are done in his office convenient i did read that the appointment wait times can be long for doctor 2 and his staff got four out of five stars while doctor 1 s staff got five out of five stars if i was to deliver at doctor 1 s hospital without the nicu and the baby ies needed to be transferred to the nicu at the other hospital i would be separated from them while i was recovering such decisions any advice is greatly appreciated both offices and hospitals are not far from each other so locations are not really a concern one is male one female again not a concern for me what would you do i don t have a lot of time to go visit each office dr doogie plans to send a letter to the doctor of my choice after my next appointment with him on tuesday this is all assuming this pregnancy moves forward yes i m trying to stay positive but the worry is still there in the back of my mind 7 comments first ultrasound posted in iui 8 by meandbaby on tuesday january 26 2010 what an amazing day i had yesterday fabulous d joined me at the scan and dr doogie did the deed have i mentioned how awesome he is truly anyway i could barely look at the screen at first and it took about ten seconds which seemed like hours for doogie to say anything but then he said everything looked great so i looked two beating hearts he told me to hold my breath to see one of them but when we went back to take more pictures there was no mistaking it of course i asked a hundred nervous questions is everything measuring okay are the heartbeats strong are you sure there s only two even when i wasn t rambling he was completely reassuring and i never feel rushed when i meet with him baby a was measuring i think 6w4d and baby b 6w3d he said the gestational sacs are the same size even though they look different in the pictures and he was pretty much ready to release me then he asked if i wanted to come in again next week for another scan and before he could finish his sentence i said yes please i know graduating from the re is the goal but the thought of it doing it again scares me he made sure even though he is not on scans next week to fit me into his schedule we spent a lot of time talking about my ob gyn and i think i am switching doctors i like my doctor but she is in a large practice with many doctors and i haven t seen her personally in years not to mention when i think of walking through those doors again and especially the ultrasound office i get knots in my stomach i would be okay never going there again he gave me two ob names so i need to do my research they deliver at two different hospitals and i am torn i will probably be looking to my blogging friends for some advice on this but i will save that for my next post and now my babies first ever pictures sorry for the poor quality doogie called baby b very photogenic and said i could name baby a adam which happens to be his first name then he said baby a will probably be a girl ha 17 comments two posted in iui 8 by meandbaby on monday january 25 2010 two heartbeats both measuring a little ahead eeek details and pictures to follow later 28 comments still here posted in iui 8 by meandbaby on friday january 22 2010 hello blogland yep just me still here waiting wait ing tomorrow marks six weeks monday is the big day will there be two one none thank you for all the reassuring comments on my last post and all the votes on my poll post before that as for the sickness part i think i can now say i have felt something late this week not quite sure what to call it queasiness nausea or just plain ick and since i am looking for it i m not completely convinced it isn t self induced boobs are still sore off and on appetite might be up tiredness might be up anxiety definitely up still trying to keep the positive attitude that comes and goes too but for the most part it s good i am determined to be positive happy weekend less than 72 hours 17 comments the post i don t want you to read posted in doubt iui 8 by meandbaby on monday january 18 2010 all that talk about optimism all the great comments about how strong i am new year new attitude today i feel like it s a bunch of crap i don t feel optimistic or brave i don t have a good attitude i m scared i m scared that whatever may have been growing inside of me the past week isn t anymore i mean shouldn t i feel pregnant shouldn t i be tired hungry something my boobs are a little bit sore that s it i know i m only in the fifth week but with hcg levels as high as mine even those who said they didn t have morning sickness said they were tired and hungry i don t think i m more tired or hungry than normal i sometimes get up in the middle of the night to pee but most of the time i don t it seems ironic that fat chick bestowed upon me the lemonade stand award which represents gratitude and or a great attitude while i appreciate the mention today i don t feel worthy i ve read about it online some don t have symptoms each pregnancy is different morning sickness doesn t usually start until the sixth or seventh week it isn t helping last time i had a few symptoms early and then they stopped and then i found out this time i just don t know i want to be brave i don t want those who support me to think i m not brave i don t feel brave i m scared i m on the verge of losing the optimism i had four days ago 18 comments keeping the optimism alive and my first poll posted in iui 8 polls by meandbaby on thursday january 14 2010 astrid gave me this idea with her last comment please vote take our poll notice zero is not an option aren t you proud of me 7 comments gulp posted in iui 8 by meandbaby on wednesday january 13 2010 beta hcg today 18dpiui 3694 the nurse called first to give me the news and schedule an ultrasound then about 40 minutes later dr doogie himself called he said he is very excited and joked that i am getting good at this i replied well i ve had a lot of practice at first he said he thinks it is a strong singleton and then as he was reviewing my levels with me said maybe there s two sacs in there i thought it was awesome that he called me it was a great surprise next up ultrasound 1 25 eeek there s that word again tagged with beta hcg happy dance 15 comments the baby elephant in the room posted in iui 8 by meandbaby on monday january 11 2010 i know you re thinking it i m thinking it the nurse said it gwinne said it a beta as high as mine at 14dpiui could mean more than one i ve been up and down the internet looking for others with betas as high higher than mine i ve found very few the few i have found were multiples not sure if you ve noticed but i m single one has always been the goal me and baby more than one has always been a possibility with iui but one has always been the goal two holy crap but i ll manage more than two can t let my mind even go there of the charts i found online while some have me just barely squeaking in at the high end of normal singleton another has me higher than normal for twins i called it didn t i of course if rpl rears its ugly head all bets are off i haven t lost that upbeat attitude i had saturday i swear i haven t just putting it out there i know you re thinking it and i am too oh yeah and the nurse just called with today s beta results ready i wasn t 1287 eeek testing again on wednesday did i say eeek yet tagged with beta hcg happy dance single mother by choice 17 comments bliss posted in iui 8 newly knocked up by meandbaby on saturday january 9 2010 beta results are in and i am officially pregnant yes i said the p word there really wasn t a doubt in my mind that i wouldn t have a positive result today with this lineup of pee sticks here i am fourth pregnancy in less than a year and suffering from mixed emotions i could talk again about my fears it s not like they aren t still there i could play it safe like last time refusing to say the p word too early but did doing that make it hurt any less when i lost that baby nope so really what s the point in suppressing my joy and trying to convince myself that it s just another saturday i think i will embrace this pregnancy and continue with the new year new attitude i know there are no guarantees and my dreams could be shattered again tomorrow i m not saying i won t be petrified for the next betas to come and if i make it that far future ultrasounds i will be i will also try to remember how i am feeling at this very moment excited and blissful today s beta at 14dpiui 422 not a typo tagged with beta hcg happy dance poas 23 comments it s a good thing i skipped the dramamine posted in iui 8 by meandbaby on wednesday january 6 2010 it was hard to come back to work today after my vacation but seeing this helped i know it s early at only 11dpiui and i know a million things can go wrong but today i am happy blood test is saturday tagged with poas 28 comments so i m a little late posted in other stuff by meandbaby on sunday january 3 2010 no not late for that not yet anyway i m late in wishing everyone a happy new year i ve been on vacation celebrating the new year or in my case the end of 2009 with friends and since i m in the 2ww this was the first time flying where i haven t taken pills for motion sickness in about 20 years i m happy to report natural remedies do work i ve been trying to read your blogs as time allows and commenting as well as posting has been difficult from my mobile phone i will be back to my online self in a few days after i leave these warm sunny temperatures and return to the blizzard like conditons my hometown is currently enduring sigh i m not sure if it s from the time spent with good friends the time off from work my new donor or the effects of sunshine from spending lots of time outside when i normally can t in january but i have renewed hope for 2010 and it s hope for all of us happy new year 7 comments iui 8 2009 recap posted in iui 8 by meandbaby on saturday december 26 2009 let s recap 2009 shall we this year alone 5 inseminations 3 positives 1 negative 1 to be determined 2 anonymous sperm donors 2 res 2 ttc breaks april july august 3 romances 1 old 2 new none promising 3 rolls in the hay all with old romancer also known as j 360 days with a huge hole in my heart and counting i had my eighth iui this morning and there must be something in the water over here because my new donor a fair skinned swedish boy with light brown hair and blue eyes had a sperm count of 79 8 million i had a new to me nurse who thought i was there for my first iui i filled her in and told her of the past fun nurses have had with my runaway cervix and i think i scared her because she said twice that if she couldn t see anything she was going to get dr snappy yikes lukily she had no trouble at all i can honestly say that 2009 has been the worst year for me i m ready to forget it and start off 2010 with some good news good news that isn t short lived bye bye 2009 may 2010 be the best year for all of us tagged with sperm donor 11 comments older posts the searching search for the author making choices towards motherhood on my own the timeline 6w2d 7w3d scans it s twins two heartbeats 01 10 11dpiui hpt 14dpiui b hcg 422 16dpiui b hcg 1287 18dpiui b hcg 3694 12 09 iui 8 gonal f ganirelix ovidrel bfp 11 09 first ultrasound with ob 9wks but measuring 7wks no heartbeat m c d c 10 09 heartbeat seen twice graduate from re 09 09 iui 7 gonal f ganirelix ovidrel bfp 06 09 iui 6 gonal f ganirelix ovidrel bfp m c 02 09 iui 5 gonal f ovidrel bfp m c 01 09 iui 4 unmedicated bfn 12 08 iui 3 clomid ovidrel bfn 11 08 iui 2 clomid bfn 09 08 iui 1 clomid bfn the detailed ttc timeline the archives february 2010 3 january 2010 11 december 2009 6 november 2009 9 october 2009 11 september 2009 12 august 2009 6 july 2009 2 june 2009 16 may 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