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a pixie cut that was a similar style to what a lot of lesbians have and it didn t make me look or feel male at all and i remember feeling miserable because i didn t want to look like a woman with short hair i wanted to look like a man the first time i experienced euphoria from a hairstyle was when i asked the stylist to spike up my hair like david tennant and she actually did what i asked and it actually made me look male headspace hotel yeah see if i try to imagine actually being addressed and perceived as a man all i feel is revulsion and sadness i just want to be a woman who is just like a guy at the auto parts store sunspotpony i seem to recall hearing about an exchange in which somebody s cis dude friend helped lift and carry something heavy and got to be everybody s big strong man and he was feeling all powerful about it and realized wait fuck is this what trans folks call gender euphoria cis people absolutely do get gender euphoria and i m fuckin happy for them when they do falloutnewvegastransedmygender wait wait this is a perfect example for the other side of this this is why well at least one reason men buy into it conservative men hate the discussion around toxic masculinity they think we want to take their gender euphoria the good feeling of being everybody s strong man that we want to shame them for being men in essence that we want to make dysphoric about being men right wing talking heads capitalize on this and push this idea to further their agenda and try and pull men to the right i think i got that to make sense maybe not but there it be wild aspen no you re absolutely right the conservative patriarchal concept of manhood is in a lot of ways wrapped up in what makes men feel gender euphoria being strong protecting others being promiscuous being chivalrous supporting those around them obviously the most femme person on the planet can do all of those things too but they are associated with manhood and masculinity in western patriarchy fun fact though other cultures have different concepts of masculinity technicolortrollop so when i told my husband i thought i might be enby he asked me something i still don t have an answer for how do you know whether you re a butch woman like headspace hotel up there or non binary how do you know it s about presentation rather than a rebellion against gender roles i ve been trying to figure it out for ages but i lack a community i can ask about these things for the record he wasn t being an asshole he was trying to understand better but i lack the experience to be able to answer him wild aspen sometimes it s just a feeling you know in your heart and there isn t anything more to it than that changelingfangs i think the answer to that question is going to be different for everyone but i think that it being a feeling in your heart is gonna come the closest to being a for everyone answer for me knowing i was a feminine trans man and not nonbinary took awhile it took introspection and a lot of soul searching and finally offhandedly calling myself a femboy and then having some random transphobe trying to hurt me by calling me he and it all clicked into place and i just knew i felt it in much the same way that like the clouds part and you see sunshine if you think about being nonbinary and it feels right then you re probably nonbinary if you think about being a woman and it feels right then you re probably a woman likewise for being a man it might take time to like dig through layers of feelings about things and reach the truth i often felt terrified that i was actually a boy but i think that was tied to some internalized transphobia but introspection gets you there eventually i think idk liz squids cis women really do feel like women and cis men really do feel like men they experience what we would call gender euphoria related to dressing and expressing themselves as their gender whether that s in a femme way or a butch way or any other way every time one of my friends announces new pronouns or otherwise transitions i check in with myself hey uh how am i doing gender wise and the answer always comes back yup still cis thank you for asking the closest i ve ever come to experiencing dysphoria was a bad haircut that made me look masc and when someone who didn t know my pronouns referred to me as they it was horrible do not recommend but also it was valuable in that i became a lot more proactive in getting other people s pronouns right sqbr for a long time i was deeply baffled by why so many otherwise feminist romance novels written by and for women made a point about how the badass cross dressing monstrous etc heroine was still delicate and feminine and pretty compared to the big manly hero why write an unusual heroine in the first place if you were going to make her conventional in the end but afaict such plots are designed to give gender euphoria to some feminine women it s a fantasy of being able to do everything men can do and possibly feeling unwomanly but still being a conventionally feminine woman on a fundamental level especially in the eyes of a partner i still don t enjoy such stories and afaict a lot of women aren t into them either but i at least understand the point now though i can t claim to speak for people who do enjoy them and am plausibly oversimplifying i feel like there s more fertile ground to be dug into about how gender euphoria dysphoria affects cis people but am still pondering it also to anyone trying to figure out their gender what worked for me was experimenting with each plausible possibility and seeing if it was more or less appealing than where i was at you don t have to figure out the real answer right away and maybe there isn t one just give yourself space to try out little changes mentally or in practice and see what feels good just keep following that best feeling direction and see where you end up and be willing to let the best feeling direction shift and surprise you i absolutely encourage people who currently consider themselves cis to do this too even if you really are cis it ll give you a stronger sense of what that means in general and for yourself and if you do turn out not to be cis you have an exciting journey of self discovery and gender euphoria ahead of you roach works a lot of the time gender identity can t be discovered in a vacuum because gender is a combination of personal feeling and social validation ask a friend to treat you like a different gender for a day and see if it s fun ask a partner how they might treat you differently ask yourself not who am i really but is there a more satisfying life i could live a different role id enjoy it s really hard to prove a negative and there s aspects if being a man or a woman that are just kind of a drag even if the rest of it is great you really do have to give yourself a range of experiences to draw an informed conclusion ionized alpaca for people thinking of test driving new names pronouns try r transtryouts on reddit make a throwaway account then you post a little prompt usually name s a pronoun set or two and some inane little conversation starters like your likes hobbies and people will write sentences to about you and you can see how it feels not the same impact as having it face to face and spoken aloud but especially if you re still super questioning closeted and or don t have the right friend group to experiment with very helpful speaking from personal experience i testdrove a potential name there and it was useful for ruling that one out just don t forget to pay it forward and comment on other people s posts as well justanotherchangeling also remember that genderfluidity exists if you keep thinking ah i ve found my gender and then poof you re wrong two days later or if you are positive you re trans and then convinced you re cis you could be genderfluid it s ok if your pronouns change day to day or hour to hour imnotonantidepressantsimonspeed cis women don t get dysphoria from being women wait this post is so like the post i ve been blogging and reblogging tonight and i am genuinely so shocked because like there was certainly a part of me that thought cis women were only cis because they thought gender stereotypes were gender or something and yes i m ashamed to admit that but finding out that masculine cis women still literally feel like women is kinda mind blowing maybe i need to reconsider my identity ngl sorry if this is an old post i was looking at a tag wild aspen no worries and yeah there are masculine women who feel like women in a masculine way and their masculinity is part of their womanhood now they may feel dysphoria when trying to be feminine and sometimes it takes a bit to figure out if you re a butch woman or nonbinary or a trans guy but that s the beauty of gender exploration 27 179 notes may 19th 2026 open in app facebook tweet reddit mail embed permalink derinthescarletpescatarian penny anna endlessly frustrating that whenever anyone is like i wish i could find a type of exercise i enjoy swarms of people are always like clearly you have not tried the type of exercise i enjoy i m there like no i have it sucked penny anna my high school offered a pretty diverse range of sports in pe so i have tried out a bunch of them i did not enjoy them and was bad at literally all of them i also took some martial arts in school and hated it i took it up only bcos my best friend was doing it and at all times was like i wish i was spending my lunchbreak doing anything else i was also bad at it before anyone is like well you don t have to be good at an activity to enjoy it yes you do sorry when it comes to sports if you are bad enough at it you simply do not get to access the fun part for example me and my best friend used to play tennis together in pe lessons but we were both extremely bad at tennis so we would just take it in turns to serve the ball at each other over and over bcos neither of us could hit it back this was not fun i did a lot of musical theatre extra curriculars including dance as a teen and this was probably the one i enjoyed the most but once you hit a certain age there is an expectation that you will want to get good at it i was not a good dancer and struggled a lot with memorising the routines this was not fun it is not fun doing an activity you are bad at while surrounded by people who are better at it than you i have had very mixed experiences with swimming bcos obviously as a child it was fun to like play in a pool but school swimming lessons were deeply unpleasant it is the one i would most like to take it up again but 1 there is just a tremendous amount of faff involved 2 it requires you to be in a state of undress around a bunch of strangers and i don t want to do that penny anna essentially i think a major disconnect happening here is that not everyone experiences the exercise dopamine to the same extent i don t feel good after exerting myself i am just like well that sucked the whole time and i felt bad afterwards 2 784 notes may 19th 2026 open in app facebook tweet reddit mail embed permalink wild aspen soymoss starling art cute animals birds 2 162 notes may 19th 2026 open in app facebook tweet reddit mail embed permalink murderbot moodboard catboyandroid everyone say thank you to trans femmes for showing us a version of femininity born from joy and desire instead of just through coercion everyone say thank you to trans mascs for showing us a version of masculinity born from joy and desire instead of just through coercion everyone say thank you to all people outside of the cis gender binary for showing us a version of gender born from joy and desire instead of just through a simple frame work in which our oppressor have used to kill erase and censor us thank you for showing us the existence of a history before and a future ahead mx seraph everyone say thank you to all the agender and gender apathetic people showing us that gender is something you can opt out of if nothing in it sounds appealing at all finding joy and desire outside of the concept altogether 16 754 notes may 18th 2026 open in app facebook tweet reddit mail embed permalink infiniteglitterfall biggest gaudiest poltergeist i ll never stop complaining about stolen audio jacks but wireless noise cancelling earbuds headphones are a game changer even cheap ones you can get a surprisingly decent pair for under 40 the tech has improved so much recently the world is loud much louder than it was just a century ago motorized vehicles overhead music everywhere i m autistic and noise cancelling tech is what allows me to exist in public spaces for me it s been life changing i honestly think most people would be less anxious stressed if they were able to turn down the sound around them blankthr i m not autistic but i have sensitive af ears and i have to take the train almost everyday the time i take the train is when assholes on their motorcycles do the thing where they make as much noise as possible by revving up not only is it an asshole move it s being done at fucking 5am in the morning it s like they re trying to deafen everyone else and just being completely unreasonable i sometimes get asked why i always have either wired or bluetooth earphones on i say that i really like music i do but yeah and always listen to it but i wouldn t need to do this if the world was a bit quieter btw specs simgot ew200 dunu s s eartips soundcore p41i 7 509 notes may 18th 2026 open in app facebook tweet reddit mail embed permalink infiniteglitterfall biggest gaudiest poltergeist insane some people don t use ad blockers babe why r u rawdogging the internet biggest gaudiest poltergeist it s a cesspit out there wrap it before ya tap it babes biggest gaudiest poltergeist the notes are insane im on mobile adblocking exists for mobile im broke adblocking is free im lazy i truly sympathize with executive dysfunction but this is one of those quality of life things you need to prioritize 3 minutes of research 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