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scifibaby scifibaby tuesday january 11 2011 resurfacing it s about that time fet 2 here we come later this spring starting to prep now exercising eating healthier etc i am so excited i can barely stand it long update to come at the end of the week probably i can t wait to get updated on the blogs posted by brooke at 3 33 pm 10 comments tuesday july 13 2010 8 weeks today i don t know how i have gotten through these last 8 weeks they have been mostly hellish with a few brighter moments i ll share one photo of the dozen that we have of our precious little boy we miss him so much posted by brooke at 3 44 pm 14 comments wednesday june 30 2010 uplift i ve gotta say i am feeling better these days a little crying yesterday and some aggression but then i realized i just started up a new prescription prednisone and i forgot how it messes with me my ra is acting up not too bad trying to nip it in the bud i went to target today and spent 300 00 mostly on bathroom stuff new towels that kind of thing plus some t shirts i haven t gone out shopping by myself for seven months 7 so i had a blast in there wasting time and some might say money i don t care though retail therapy feels great today i think we are going out to pizza and then to see eclipse if if is not sold out or if i am not too tired i bet i am too tired didn t sleep last night see previous mention of prednisone ahh shoot gotta run forgot my dose take care hope you are all doing well and thank you again for all your support i will have to update on hawaii i did as i pleased and it was fabulous posted by brooke at 12 44 pm 6 comments tuesday june 15 2010 not dead only feels like it i am still here barely hanging on i would say this is a lot harder than i thought it would be which is saying a lot i guess i have a few dr s appts this week including one with my very first shrink and i will also be seeing my ob my re and maybe my new neurologist if i can be fit in i ve been having headaches let s leave it at that i ve been to the er four times in 3 weeks for headaches i ve got a prescription for dilaudid among 10 or so other sedatives antidepressants muscles relaxers etc you really would think that one of them would knock out a headache but no so this is not the happy update i would normally like to post i am so used to handling everything life has thrown at me this may be it for me i am ready to call uncle on this whole ttc mess but we ve still got 5 embryos waiting for us in the deep freezer and i can t see not using them i can t see it now not this week or month ask me in september or october hopefully i will be able to see more clearly then we leave for hawaii on sunday and i am pretty excited i just hope i can keep it together the in laws will be there don t want to ruin their trip with my stupid grieving anyhoo whine whine that s what s going on over here hope you are all well i am not commenting yet but still reading xoxo posted by brooke at 2 54 pm 12 comments thursday may 20 2010 nightmare short update update thank you all so much i have read and reread the comments and the support you have given us amazes me we are doing really well i think this morning we wrote letters to our little boy and dropped them off at the funeral home that will be doing the cremation over the weekend we picked out a beautiful wood box to keep the ashes in i am going to be going with dh on his upcoming work trip to san diego so we are looking at flights and hotels he just informed me that we are flying first class so that is something to look forward to fancy schmancy gotta go pick out a hotel and book a kennel for the dog a change of scenery will be good thank you all so much again i can t express how much your comments mean to me just want to give a quick update this past monday night my water broke went to l d found out it was indeed amniotic fluid and was admitted to the hospital i had lost all my fluid the next day i delivered a tiny baby boy 100 grams in weight 6 inches long he was adorable with big feet just like daddy i have a lot of pictures and mementos but haven t really looked at that stuff yet we opted to have him cremated so we can keep the remains i lost a lot of blood after the labor and delivery over a liter and had to have a d c when the placenta wouldn t come out on its own the labor i did without meds not too painful since i didn t have to dilate to 10 cm but then it was decided i needed an emergency d c i was loaded up with versed and morphine and after i was pretty out of it i was then given an epidural i was awake for the epi but i have no memory of it i don t really remember any of the time leading up to the surgery i guess because i was delirious from the blood loss i did hear someone say her lips are white i probably checked out after that everything went fine after that and i only had to spend two days in the hospital the doctors and nurses were awesome and made the whole ordeal so much better than i had expected we are so sad now and just taking it easy it really is horrible i had gotten my hopes up for this pregnancy like an idiot i guess that s it for now i probably won t be posting anything for a while but i will get back to blog reading soon posted by brooke at 12 31 pm 92 comments monday may 10 2010 going protected update i have not really posted anything over at wordpress i am just blogging over here for now too tired to think about moving and passwords and all that sorry for any confusion 0 hi all i am going password protected which i guess you can t do on blogger so i have to move over to wordpress if anyone wants the password my email is btmartino hotmail com the new url will be http scifibaby wordpress com i don t really know what i m doing so i ll just hope i can figure it out lol everything is going well over here had a great day yesterday with a short easy hike and some good food 15 weeks i can t believe it much more later posted by brooke at 9 29 am 6 comments monday may 3 2010 1 hr gtt results oops i didn t pass i earned a 144 crapola next up the 3 hr gtt this thursday at 7 30 am i was thinking of dragging my husband with me to keep me company but the person on the phone said to come alone it was sort of ominous if i don t pass the 3 hr gtt it ll be a week or to of monitoring my blood sugar on my own and if that doesn t work i ll be put on glyburide and if that fails i guess it s on to insulin shots i am thinking of amping up the protein and cutting out fruit juice but other than that there isn t much to change with my diet i wonder since there isn t a lot of room to change my diet if that does not bode well for me if i was eating oreo s all day there might be more room for improvement i guess shoot well i ll hope for the best and even if it come to taking those shots i know i can handle it pretty well i just hope i can be as healthy as possible for me and this little baby posted by brooke at 10 33 am 6 comments older posts home subscribe to posts atom blog archive 2011 1 january 1 resurfacing 2010 36 july 1 june 2 may 3 april 4 march 7 february 9 january 10 2009 37 december 3 november 23 october 11 followers all about me brooke seattle eastside washington united states this is my account of our attempt at ivf ivf 1 ended with a m c at 6 weeks in november 2009 and we looked forward to fet 1 in jan feb 2010 the fet worked for 16 5 beautiful weeks baby boy born much too early on may 18 2010 we are now just starting to get back to ttc and hope to do fet 2 during the spring 2011 we arw really hoping for some luck this time flash forward to 2018 fet w gestational surrogate currently expecting a boy in january 2019 view my complete profile my ttc history 10 2002 quit bcp and starting charting temping 2 2003 clomid bfn 3 2003 clomid bfn 4 2003 ovarian cyst ruptured pain 5 2004 bleed for past year finally seeing new ob 6 2004 hysteroscopy polypectomy bleeding finally stops 10 2004 another new ob clomid bfn 11 2004 clomid bfn 1 2005 pelvic mri adenomyosis found possible septate uterus 2 2005 laparoscopy no septum just a slight dip at top of uterus 3 2005 clomid bfn 4 2005 clomid bfp 6 2005 m c at 5 weeks approx no d c needed break 3 2006 first re start metformin for pcos iui clomid bfn 4 2006 iui clomid bfn 5 2006 iui clomid bfn break 8 2007 diagnosed with rheumatoid arthritis take lots of very bad for you drugs including chemotherapy obviously no ttc 9 2008 go off all ra drugs 10 2008 heavy bleeding cramping 12 2008 new ob appt she finds huge submucosal fibroid that extends from top of uterus through cervix almost bleed out during transvaginal ultrasound shocked my ob who scheduled hysteroscopy for the next morning 2 2009 bfp followed by period 3 days later chemical 8 2009 second re decide it is time for ivf cutting to the chase so to speak 9 2009 hsg shg hysteroscopy bloodwork all for ivf antral follicle count is 75 amh is 7 will stim carefully and try not to die from ohss ivf 1 10 14 injection class 10 17 start lupron 20 units 10 23 stop bcp s 10 28 suppression check e2 43 passed 10 29 start stim meds follistim menopur 10 31 first e2 check 163 11 02 baseline u s bloodwork e2 535 11 04 2nd u s bloodwork e2 1367 lots of follies 11 05 e2 check 1667 11 06 3rd u s bloodwork trigger day e2 1993 11 07 take hpt to test for trigger e2 2300 11 08 he llo advanced maternal age e2 3100 11 09 er 28 eggs 11 10 21 fertilized embryos 11 12 16 blasts pushed to a 5dt 11 14 day 5 et 2 hatching blasts 7 frozen blasts 11 20 light positive on hpt 11 21 darker positive on hpt 11 23 beta 1 a craptastic 25 1 11 25 beta 2 50 of course 11 29 beta 3 1 5 put a fork in me 12 05 wtf and fet planning appt fet 1 12 05 fet planning appt 12 31 baseline u s no cysts e2 check 56 passed 12 31 start bcp s 1 12 start lupron 1 18 last bcp woohoo woohoo woohoo 1 23 suppression check 1 24 start vivelle 1 27 e2 check 257 1 31 e2 check 350 lining check 9mm and trilaminar mthfr positive heterozygous c667t 2 03 e2 and lining check start estrace 2 07 last e2 and lining check 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