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rized by littlelillith so i have started this post about 3 different times but kept forgetting to post it or falling asleep or ______ fill in the blank i am 39 weeks 2 days and i can t wait to meet this little bundle growing inside of me i had my doctor s appointment and i m still rocking a soft cervix and 1 2 a centimeter in the past month i haven t changed not a centimeter i knew getting pregnant would be difficult but i didn t think the baby would be loving my uterus as much as he she does since i have not progressed anywhere i got to talk to my doctor about induction and what that would mean for me because i am at 5 cm i have a 30 50 chance of needing a c section at induction if i don t dilate past 5 cm since i haven t had a contraction in about 5 days i m starting to get nervous that this is what will happen the doctor and i is still hoping i go on my own i agree as i do not want a c section if i have to obviously i will major surgeries freak me out since i have been poked and prodded so many times before because of ivf a potential c section raises some long term risks thanks dr google for letting me know about a greater chance of miscarriage placenta previa other placenta issues such as the placenta imbedding too deep into the uterus causing bleeding during delivery and potential hysterectomy and uterine rupture if and or when i have a second child if induction does happen they will schedule during my 41st week or july 23 29 i am hoping baby will decide to come earlier than these proposed dates i am now trying some of the home induction methods this includes mainly just walking in the evenings when it is cool out and some ahem bedroom time which the husband is all for since well he is a guy and loves sex hopefully something will lead to contractions which will efface and dilate the blasted cervix i know i know once it comes out world is changed never the same sleep is minimal blah blah blah but mummy wants to be able to bend again even better yet mummy wants to be able to pull up her panties without having to do this oh and another fun side effect of 39 weeks i droppin it like it s hot well i certainly am not dragging my booty on the floor but everything in my hands seem to be in the past month i have have dropped 6 bowls 5 of which have broken hubster has tempted to get plastic bowls for me luckily it was a joke the naked egg leave a comment 1 jun 2014 33 weeks 4 days rawr i m a dragon posted in uncategorized by littlelillith i am disappointed in my country yet again back story i live in the states my mum s fiance and children live in canada i m half canadian but have lived in the states my entire life so why am i disappointed for my soon to be step sister who got pregnant by mistake didn t want to be pregnant for a couple of years is on maternity leave with 90 percent of her pay why did her doctor put her on leave she deals with children for 4 hours a day oh and she is due in october me in the states i get no maternity leave and will probably go into labor at work where i deal with children for 7 5 hours a day usa you suck what makes this worse if i moved to canada i would be entitled to citizenship and the same care grr oh and trust me i have been looking for jobs in canada for the hubster he just rolls his eyes i don t think he realizes how serious i am i m not a fan of moving to a place i have never been to but if i ve done it once i can do it again right another item on my mind is my baby shower i haven t had it yet and the people at work better throw me one they have thrown a baby shower for every other woman who has become pregnant and it is my turn dammit for all the stuff i do for these people it better be good rawr see dragon yes i have the heart burn to prove it too baby update baby b loves to put it s feet in my ribs this boy girl loves to kick baby was 4lb 7oz 2 01kg 2 weeks ago so i can only assume it is up to almost 5 lbs 2 26kg i feel like a thanksgiving turkey and am feeling the squish the naked egg baby canada 1 comment 14 apr 2014 why is my shirt all wet posted in pregnancy uncategorized by littlelillith after a long day of not killing kids and their parents yay no murder today the first thing i do is whip off the pants bra and anything constrictive and turn into a hermit today it came with an extra surprise leakage another item that comes with the pregnancy territory so things you don t know until it happens to you 1 crying i cried today during supernatural no spoilers please random acts of water down face 2 gas releasing of gas in any form is relieving 3 toilet ditto above but with bowel movements 4 eating you feed the beast not yourself 5 boobs itchy tender leaking swollen and sweaty did i mention this was all in the past 10 minutes 6 walking i think old ladies walk faster then me sometimes in other news in the upcoming week my mum and sister are coming for a visit they are braving the 8hour drive to spend so quality time before baby comes this is going to be a relief and a headache i love my mother and sister don t get me wrong but sometimes it can be a bit overbearing i know i am going to get the why haven t you done this or what are you doing about that which is what i want to hear i won t even have hubster as a buffer since he is leaving for his family 3 more days till vacation 3 more days i can do this yes i can maybe boobs pants pregnant leave a comment 17 mar 2014 22 weeks 5 days snow again posted in uncategorized by littlelillith holy batman that s some braxton hicks horrible horrible not posting in forever another snow day at this rate i will have to take my maternity leave at the end of june instead of september bloody hell this morning i awoke to period cramping and a huge desire to wee which of course freaked me out after a quick text to a friend and a call to the midwife i was assured yes you are fine no you are not going into labor and yes what you felt was most likely a braxton hicks contraction congratulations bleh other then that everything has been peachy besides normal pregnancy pain feeling huge sore back achy breasts hips tender normal normal normal signed up for a baby registry scanned some very cute things and tried not to look at all the price tags babies are hella expensive i have to keep reminding myself that in reality i have already spent a lot more trying to conceive said baby now i am reaping the rewards but the us health care system sucks i went out to dinner with some of the hubsters colleagues most of whom are from a different country and they were appalled that the us has no maternity leave it doesn t make sense to me either how can the us a powerhouse have no maternity leave there are only 3 3 other countries without some sort of paid maternity leave i will be applying for federal aid hubster and i will need it stupid country alas you deal with the cards that have been dealt i am excited to be looking for paint colors soon and elated that my best friend and mum will be coming to visit in april no nesting yet but i feel it will hit me like a tidal wave and soon naked egg leave a comment 5 jan 2014 i live 12 weeks 4 days posted in uncategorized by littlelillith i am alive i promise december was a hiatus i guess no real reason to the stop other than i didn t post i know part of the reason was i did not want to be one of those ladies that rubs the pregnancy in others faces but also i need to accept the fact that i wouldn t have this blog or the support i needed during the ivf process without these very same ladies the end product that we want is the same in all our cases a healthy baby and that ivf can and does work after my pity party and stealing the laptop from the hubs here i am december was a whirl wind of my bed the toilet work sleep and eating oh food i am getting to the point now where i am sick and tired of having to eat all the time don t get me wrong i like to eat sometimes it feels like a chore reason i must eat about every 2 3 hours or i become a groaning pepto bismol ad puddle yuck in other news i graduated last week on monday december 30th i had my last scan with my reproductive health care provider i got a few hugs and a goodie bag with a free pacifier and diaper i think that is when it first really hit me baby i had a few i m pregnant instances but that hit home i no longer will go to the if clinic i go to the regular women s care which i did 30 minutes later they are in the same building since i have only been with my if family when going to the regular clinic no one in the waiting room played the advert the eyes game or had the wishful hope sparkle that was different and strange i swear i thought i saw one lady give me the how can i be pregnant again look and yes i wanted to punch her and tell her to cheer the f up down the hall there are plenty of women who would love to be sitting in your seat alas i regress when i finally got to see the normal women s doctor she asked the normal questions how are you feeling any blood cramping took a doppler sonogram and said thanks see you in 4 weeks and walked out the door wait what that s it no ultra sound no jokes no nothing uhh this can t be right but it is i am curious as to what will happen in 4 weeks more later sleep now naked egg p s sorry for any incoherence 1 comment 30 nov 2013 hormones how you make thee crazy posted in pregnancy by littlelillith feeling bad crappy stomach on strike welcome to nausea land bleh thank goodness for hubster most of the time hubster has been dealing with me during this entire experience fairly well for there was that time i snapped at him for not taking out the rubbish to when i was so frustrated only dogs could understand what i was whimpering about he has been my rock the other day i had the need for warm fuzzy movie so i watched lilo stich we both had a good laugh when stich s creator jumba was telling his traveling partner agent pleakley how he is programed to destroy he will be irresistibly drawn to large cities where he will back up sewers reverse street signs and steal everyone s left shoe i jokingly laughed how this is what i feel like sometimes he on the other hand cocked his head to the side and agreed yup that s you alright hubster something like this so now every once in a while when i have a moment i hear alright stich this usually always end in either me laughing because it is a moment of oh i m acting completely bonkers or me crying because that s what i do now i m a 5 year old when i m mad i cry scared i cry happy i cry frustrated i cry eg when an asshole car driver decided to cut my husband and i off and stop suddenly with his butt end still in our lane causing the hubster to slam on the brakes and swerve i screamed then cried when a woman in a tv show had her baby and the hunky firefighter saved it s life i cryed when i ve been sick with morning sickness for a couple of days and haven t been able to clean at all and finally walked into the kitchen to find dirty crap everywhere the trash over flowing and the dishes not done i got frustrated and cried see 5 so thus i am a 5 year old who acts like stich keep those left shoes hidden the naked egg emotions husband pregnant 2 comments 25 nov 2013 6weeks 5days posted in post embryo by littlelillith sorry for lack of posting busy busy thanksgiving is fast approaching with some much needed rest here s to 6 days of nothing but family sleeping eating and watching too much shows when i should be cleaning yay 6 weeks and here is to the second scan after a 30 minute wait and 2 trips to the bathroom i am admitted standard questions how are you feeling any symptoms and the weekly blood pressure check the magic begins feel a touch touch and lets see if we have a heartbeat as i anxiously wait to see if the cramping i felt was a miscarriage beginning or uterus expanding the screen lights up and bam baby right in the middle flickering light heart beat and all after a few close ups checking of ovaries and for any leaks or pockets of blood everything good no abnormalities we got the heart beat 110 beats per minute at this point they look for anything over 90 hubster could not keep his hands off nor stop smiling stop being perverted p thus symptoms are as follows in the past week mild nausea ginger helps mild cramping headaches weeing a lot hungry if i don t have a lot of small meals snacks i feel awful tired always tired thirsty so here is to another week can t wait to see you next week sweet pea naked egg baby doctor exaustion food holiday hope lucky ultrasound wait 1 comment 16 nov 2013 20dp5dt posted in post embryo uncategorized by littlelillith yesterday was the third beta test to check hormone levels after a lot of wondering and hoping the call came nurses need to start with high numbers first just saying the call started off with the nurse asking the basic questions can i speak to so and so this is name and name from place and place the doctors reviewed your blood work and you are at 109 wait what 1900 s to 109 how can this be what happened i knew i shouldn t have run that fast to catch some stupid kindergarten from almost being run over by some idiot parent no no you are in the 109th percentile not 109 the level i went from wicked sad to wicked elated sorry your hcg level is 4 100 huge sigh of relief and a yay on my end at this point see see puddle on floor see puddle reform into a human gezz big numbers first lady big numbers because my levels are wonderful i am scheduled to have my first scan on monday monday hopefully i get to find out how far along in the process the peanut is and get to see the uterus expanding the way it should be i have been feeling slight twinges of pain on the right every now and then i chalk it up to expansion and normal beginnings of pregnancy still cautiously optimistic the naked egg hcg hope lucky pain pregnant tummy wait 2 comments post navigation older posts search recent posts 1 month and 4 days later holy crap today is the day 39 weeks 2 days induction 33 weeks 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