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examples of where it was beneficial to rise out of dependency to take freedom true independence is how you become free based on my last paragraph regarding how martin luther king used non violence and believed that one day black people would be judged not by their skin color but by the content of their character he still demanded freedom using the weapon of non violence i am a firm believer in taking your freedom i believe those in power rarely grant true freedom unless they are pressured to do so when you take freedom individual or collective freedom will based upon the people s terms if freedom was never taken would america be independent right or would we still be under the rule of the british parliament i have always aligned with malcolm x s approach to self defense and any means necessary for freedom people feared malcolm x because he had the necessary tools to defend himself such as his intelligence the downside of taking freedom does come with consequences that the oppressed and downtrodden may not see coming regardless if you wait for your freedom to be granted or if you are willing to take it those in power will not give up control power as much as i abhor corrupted leaders the one admirable trait that they have is confidence i believe it takes a level of confidence to execute corruption also if there is no clear leadership after taking freedom from a corrupted person or corrupted body of government there could be chaos which could birth internal conflict and civil wars as i previously mentioned there was the french revolution that led to the overthrow of the monarchy this led to internal conflict where robespierre and the jacobins created a dictatorship in which anyone who was against the revolution was executed eventually robespierre was arrested and executed in 1794 which eventually led to napoleon bonaparte seizing power in 1799 and he declared himself emperor in 1804 so did the french ever really get the freedom that they were hoping for based on your point of view think about these questions to yourself is democracy really freedom do you believe in being granted your freedom or should your freedom be taken can a country function without a government after thinking about this to yourself rethink number 2 do good leaders become corrupted because of the unchecked power of leadership or are people born and raised to be corrupted from the way they were raised at home is freedom learning to be flexible within your mental capacity or is freedom the state of being physically free can mortal beings ever achieve freedom or is that goal only possible within the afterlife where did love go may 24 2024 understand546 leave a comment love acquaintance and the devil s apprentice a false prophet digged inside my skull and planted addictions love and all of its acquaintances just got evicted afflictions are short term pleasures like abbreviations mass devastations a hero in many lives but a villain in my own story pain is ordinary and yet hereditary look at the roots in my brain childhood games fades in the wind where mental abuse in childhood grew into adulthood outside in the rain with no umbrella or hood a smoking engine under the hood is my anger flowing like lava so coldhearted i never shiver even on the coldest night of winter heaven is the gated community and my poverty is invisible a sad song without lyrics my pain is an instrumental torture is reciprocal as i stare at my reflection where the river of paradise transforms and demoted to a sea of fire where my miracles is the sweat dripping into this ocean i was already practicing social distance way before covid i received a million dollar bonus from christ but in a billion dollar debt with lucifer with a million dollar monthly minimum the life experiences that helped me to grow february 27 2024 understand546 6 comments in life you cannot know everything the beauty of life is that it is not constant in which life always gives you the space to grow into something better and have memories that you can talk about with your grandkids in order to grow you have to step out of your comfort zone in order to live through accomplishing your dreams i am going to list two experiences that helped me to grow the most in life 1 my parents divorced my parents divorced when i was eight years old it was a very fast paced yet frustrating experience at that time in my fragile little mind i thought the world was unfair because all of my other friends parents were together this experience helped me to grow because this was the experience that took my innocence away i started to understand the true meaning of struggle in this world it was harder for me to focus on school it was harder for me to adjust to a different lifestyle such as being in a different neighborhood and making new friends this experience was the most important experience that enhanced my growth once i became 10 years old i learned that change is constant and at times you will have no choice but to adjust 2 quitting my fulltime job in 2017 to go back to finish my bachelor s degree this was another important life experience for me in 2013 i dropped out of farmingdale state college to work full time doing construction i was an electrical apprentice this was probably the worst decision i could possibly made in my life i hate my fulltime job imagine working at job fulltime that you hate for four years i knew since the first week that this job was not for me i became complacent and accepted the fact that i need this job for fulltime benefits i would get up at 4 30am everyday to get on the 5 30am train for 5 days a week and had school twice a week my work schedule was 7 00am 2 30 pm monday friday on top of that apprentices are required to go to school on wednesdays i had school from 4 00pm 6 00pm on thursdays i had school from 5 00pm 8 30pm so to break this down even more on wednesdays i would wake up at 4 30am and would not get home until 7 30pm at night due to the fact i had to take the train on thursdays i would not get home until after 10 00pm so imagine on thursdays that you had to get up at 4 30am and not getting home until 10 00pm at night and having to get 4 30am on friday to get to work on top of that some of the foreman s i worked for would try to pressure me to do overtime basically this job consumed me from august 2013 may 2017 my life was a blur do to the fact that i barley remember anything outside of work during this time period i wish it was as easy as doing what you love to make money i wish it was as easy as when they told me as a child that i could be anything that i put my mind into but sometimes you will be in a rock and a hard place and have to take a job in order to support yourself i took this fulltime job in 2013 because i was not motivated for school at the time i just did enough to past my classes the major i took at farmingdale state college was computer information systems i was told that it would be very hard for me to get a job in the tech field i allowed this to get into my head so when i saw an opportunity for a fulltime job with benefits during the summer of 2013 i took a an escape from school thinking i had found a better opportunity but all i did was dig my myself into a hole in which to this day i am still trying to climb out of i grew from this because i learned to never be loyal to a company never let know one pressure you to take a job you are not 100 sure that you want to do and to always put your mental health first this is only part 1 within the coming weeks i will continue this and write a part 2 do you need a break from what february 7 2024 february 7 2024 understand546 6 comments i am at the point to where i need a break at this moment i get overwhelmed by a variety of things in life i found myself wanting to hit the reset switch i wish life was a video game where there is a reset button and i can start all over i am going to mention all of the things i need a break from 1 people ever since i was a child i always had a hard time trying to fit in rather it was school church work or even at family events i have a very quiet personality i have always been told that i need to open up to people more but every time i do the energy is not reciprocated back to me so because of this i been on a self isolated island where i just stay to myself i am always known as the quiet person in public i get annoyed when people ask me why are you so quiet choosing to remain quiet is not a curse and i hate when people act like it is the reason why i am so quiet is because people are judgmental and as i get older i lose the motivation to speak with people due to the endless responsibilities i need to take care of 2 social media this one is relatable to the first point i made because people are the ones that have an impact on social media although i must that admit that you can learn a lot from social media it is a very toxic place social media made people anti social social media is the reason why i feel like life lacks originality compared to years ago it made people become experts on speaking on topics they have no experience whatsoever most importantly it gave unrealistic expectations when it comes to relationships marriages people constantly need to seek validation from other people due to social media i have moments where i lose motivation due to overwhelming access information that we have today compared to previous generations i always feel like there should be a break as far application developers developing applications i understand that an app developer have a job to do but i feel that we have another apps already i wish we can go at least go the next five without the development of any new apps and just stick with the apps that we have now 3 thinking about the future i am always thinking about my future i want to reach to the highest mountain in life i want to accomplish all of my dreams the problem comes with all of the hurdles i have to jump in order to get to the point where i can keep my feet up and relax for this year i have to save more money i have to start looking for houses soon and i plan to start a family soon last year i got married i got a new job i got a promotion within my new job and i had to pay money to make major repairs in my condo although everything i accomplished were blessings for the year of 2023 i am mentally worn out wedding planning alone was a mentally draining vacuum sucking the life out of me having to deal with the anxiety of being the center of attention and coordinating with different vendors is an overthinking civil war within yourself although wedding planning is over i now have to mentally prepare for searching for a house life is an endless planning tunnel where you will constantly have to plan in order to adjust goodbye to my soul january 2 2024 understand546 3 comments the devil is the mastermind of capitalism getting what you sold your soul for is a camouflaged optimism demons view your poverty from a penthouse pulling your strings from the shadows thought memories synchronizing into a vortex of lost and found where your intelligence lost the full deck of cards to frolic with loved ones lost patience listening to a persistent man reminiscing promising he will go back of what used to be chasing the ghost of my memories echoes of the angels slip away from me losing myself in past time drifting in the previous shine my soul is a hoarder for the days before yesterday wishing tomorrow was a yesterday spoiled for memories blocking blessings not comprehending today s way of living delusional as neglecting enjoying the moment subconsciously rehearsing in today s time acting the part hoping the clocks rewind to bring everything forward i left behind reliving of what i was previously when i am asleep dreaming are regrets as i wake in the flesh of today s reality a wolverine in the flesh but a kryptonite in my heart don t know where to start to escape from being trapped in the dead end of where my soul use to be living long enough to see a nightmare from start to finish permanent graveyard shift wondering if the sun ever exist nightmare clear as vodka numbing the cold winter nights walking with ease where i m sleeveless and soulless cheers to everlasting love december 29 2023 understand546 1 comment two souls synchronizing the imperfections of characteristics charted in love s catalogue imperfection leads to perfect practice of existing sweethearts an instrument produces enhancements of romance where communication is the cable jumping the battery of amplifications as cupid uses his arrow driving on the ravishing road while simultaneously charging this battery enchanting parades for ordinary days identical to milestone anniversaries as we shower each other with affection cleansing assumptions and doubts are the bowel movements in our stomachs defining two souls synchronizing for a connection solid like a boulder or a man s shoulders exercising deltoids where the detachment of caressing that was once possessed by the hands of fornication is a sin mitigated by lifting weights in the gym of everlasting marriages reading stories i wrote from 2017 over the weekend december 20 2023 understand546 leave a comment the last thing i did for fun was reading all of my poems short stories i wrote back in 2017 and 2018 when i first started blogging this was fun for me because i was proud of the creativity utilized in these stories it s good to see to reflect back in life to see how far you have moved along in life when i first started blogging back in 2017 i was addicted with coming up with clever poetry to upload some of my previous stories i wrote were funny to me below i will post links to some of my previous poetry short stories that were unique night before my wedding a story about a couple on their 5th date how to please ladies i owe you it was only suppose to be simple date a story about a couple on their 5th date part 2 let s read this story and pick a letter at the end for those of you that started following me recently these were my old stories i posted on here from 2017 and 2018 if you are looking for something funny to laugh at or something to get you curious please read one of my stories above and comment and let me know which you read thank you a lesson i learned while jogging december 16 2023 december 16 2023 understand546 4 comments i started jogging again over the summer to stay in shape and healthy and i learn how to breathe in through my nose and breathe out through my mouth it felt uncomfortable at first becasue i have always been use to breathing in and out through my mouth for years although i would nautarally breathe in and out through my mouth my mouth will get dry instantly making it harder to finish my workout i did researched and looked at youtube vidoes on how to be a successful runner the youtube video that gave me inspiration was this video the skill of learning how to breathe in through my nose provides more oxygen towards my lungs 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