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my heart our miracle in the making a great joy is coming show 5 show all followers with design elements by connie prince digital scrapbook designs and girl boy girl designs and using fonts by monday december 11 2017 birth story life is amazing life gets in the way having 3 kiddos and one on the way our precious blog has been put to the side but i am here to tell you an incredible story the story of our 4th it all started in october 2016 we had our initial appointment with our re four cycles and 3 iuis later we found ourselves getting a call from our re herself mainly because he hadn t gotten a call back from our early morning bloodwork and i didn t know if i were to continue my medication or not she called to tell us that we were in fact pregnant but our hcg was a little on the low side we were excited but worried we had been in that situation before several bloodworks and ultrasounds later we found ourselves once again being released from our re to our regular obgyn the pregnancy was much like our previous 2 full terms pregnancies i was sick not at sick as when i was pregnant with tt in the 3 years since griff s journey doctors apparently changed their views on zofran so i didn t take any at one point i even tried the arm bands my regular obgyn even told me to take 1 2 of a unisom and b6 2x daily i did but i am not really sure how much it did for me towards the end of pregnancy i started throwing up once again i stopped aspirin part way through the pregnancy and started folic acid during the pregnancy my back hurt again one of the mid wives told me about a physical therapist to go to i did twice during september i had a bleeding scare we freaked out jason s parents came over to our home and after we talked to our on call doctor we headed to triage no contractions and no dilation and by that point the bleeding slowed way down the entire pregnancy i kept saying i didn t want to be induced i just wanted it to happen on it s own we had been induced with the previous 2 full term pregnancies jason would have much rather had a induction mainly due to planning purposes as we neared the end of pregnancy the doctor would ask about it finally at my 38 week appointment my weeks fell on mondays as most of my appointments throughout the pregnancy fell on monday s perfectly i agreed to an induction that appointment the family came with me so we ate at cici s we got a call from the doctor himself induction was set for 39w1d on 12 5 17 we were to be at the hospital a little before 5am that week we got as much done as week could but we still had a to do list by friday we planned on getting the rest done friday monday we still needed to finish laundry a ton was sitting in the living room vacuum pack my bag jason s and the other kiddos clean the kitchen wash griff s sheets etc i went to sleep friday night and griff was in bed with me i remember waking up during the night but not getting out of bed a little after 5am i rolled from my left side to my back i immediately felt a gush i thought to myself i either peed myself or my water just broke i sat up and felt it again i walked to the bathroom keeping the lights off sat down and peed i could tell it felt like a ton so i turned on the lights blood blood was everywhere it was in and on the toilet and all over me i wiped i stood up it dripped everywhere i sat down and felt more gushing i walked to our bedroom door and screamed for jason who slept downstairs on the couch he came up and i told him what was going on we didn t know what to do we yelled i cried i wanted the doppler i laid down on the floor jason had grabbed a towel to put under me i could find him i couldn t find his heartbeat i couldn t feel him kick i screamed i prayed i didn t know if we should pack up and leave call the doctor call 911 i was begging for everything to be ok jason kept asking what i wanted him to do i don t know finally i said call 911 the 3 kids were awake at this point tt crying chloe upset and griff saying something was on the bed i remember hearing jason tell the operator what was going on and where we were i just kept trying to use the doppler i kept screaming i felt like it was an eternity then a city copy should up and finally the emts jason got the phones and chargers the kids got on shoes jason called mande the babysitter and the cop walked the kids down to her house jason called his dad and he turned around he was on his way to work to come get them to take them to his home jason also called courtney once there they asked if i could get up i did with help we walked down our steps and i laid down on the bed we left out the front door i remember looking at our steps and seeing my kiddos standing there worried with fear before the ambulance pulled out they took my vitals i was given an iv my blood pressure was high they checked me they wanted to make sure that i wasn t crowning jason tried to get in the back of the ambulance with me but they had him sit up front i just kept crying yelling i wanted to leave the emt had my doppler he used it 2 or 3 times on the way he was able to find the baby s heartbeat what an amazing sound i was still worried sick why the blood where was it coming from during the ride i kept asking where we were they took us to bethesda north where we were set to deliver small talk tried to happen but i just wasn t up for it the driver pulled in the wrong area so we had to shut the doors and try again i remember seeing jason when the doors opened we went in through the er together and straight up to triage once there they had me get up and go to the bathroom they had me peed in a cup they said if there was blood in it they would just throw it out i felt gross i had on a bra underwear and shorts i was covered in blood jason wasn t allowed back with me until after i peed and got into the triage room they had to ask me the usual questions is he allowed here does he hurt me etc when i was finished using the restroom i asked for a blanket i walked to the room and laid on the new bed he was then allowed in after the questions jason had been given the doppler and our aloe back i was told to take my clothing off i just let it dropped to the floor i put on a hospital gown they gave us a bag to put everything in they got me hooked up to the monitors again my bp was a little high but we found the baby my back was beginning to hurt by nothing was really being picked up on the monitor after the nurse did what she needed to a shift change happened the nurse asked if i wanted my iv moved the emts had tried to put in the bend of my left arm it didn t work but they got it in the bend of my right arm i didn t mind it so we left it the resident dr stivers i believe came to see and check me she gaged me 4 5 cm and 1 station i had been 2 cm monday this was saturday ok so i was the bleeding my bloody show did my water break it was so much blood i am not exaggerating i don t remember seeing any clots just tons of blood she went to talk to the dr eventually we were told it was baby day we called courtney i talked to her you could hear her sigh of relief when we told her that the baby was good but it was time we had nothing with us though i could see i had no glasses or contacts we were dirty again i had nothing but what i wore to bed and was not blood stained jason was wearing what he had worn friday to work we hadn t showered since friday morning courtney said that she could go over to the house to start gathering things jason didn t have a bag packed at all we were as much worried about his i had a stack of a few thing two outfits flip flops sports bras and our hygiene bag it was in our closet the kiddos had nothing ready we had put some big sister and big brother shirts somewhere but we couldn t remember where come to find out they were in a suitcase in our closet luckily the baby s things were all packed and ready to go we called russ and sharon russ had picked up the truck from our house and kiddos from mande s she was about to send her husband to get dunkin donuts but russ showed up the cop had even given the kiddos stickers after walking them down they were at their house eating breakfast cinnamon rolls i think we told them we were ok but we had nothing they agreed to help courtney get things to us after hanging up we realized we had redsfest tickets we called and offered them to russ and sharon eventually somehow courtney gathered it all up and russ and sharon meet them at our house the kiddos wore what i had sat out the night before for redsfest we didn t know at the time but courtney went ahead our sat out things for the 3 kiddos she grabbed not only our hygiene bag but my stack of other things i asked her to take care of the sheets i knew they were blood stained a few hours after arriving russ and sharon and the 3 kiddos arrived at the hospital jason meet them they brought the truck to us so that we could have it to come home they brought their way with our other carseats in it they were excited to go to redsfest we could see we got glasses and contacts before arriving we had been moved to our l d room i think her name was stephanie she got us toothbrushes and toothpaste i felt amazing to wash my face and arms it was felt even better to brush my teeth they had washed me down in the triage room also jason was able to freshen up a little also they allowed me to walk my iv kept going off because it was in the bend of my arm so i agreed to get it moved whoops should have down that earlier we were able to walk for a little while i was poked 4 more times by 3 different nurses the nurse that finally go one to go was the nurse in triage that asked if i wanted her to move it dr altman was on call i hadn t seen him at all this pregnancy but we didn t care he came in and wanted to check me i was 4 cm according to him he eventually broke my water there was ton like seriously it kept coming it was bloody much more bloody that he likes to see i was able to progress on my own i had some contractions at first there wasn t a pattern to them nor were they intense i swear i just felt them in my back what was worrisome it that the baby kept going the wrong way i went from 1 to 3 to 5 station to increase the contraction intensity they stared pitocin they had to increase it several times my cervix did it s job once i got my epidural my blood pressure went very low so low that they had to give me medication to make it come back up when they did that my pulse went to 130s alarms seemed to always be going off my epidural was amazing john came in wearing marshall lanyard we felt more at peace it was meant to be c section kept being mentioned between bp and pulse issues the baby going up and not down blood clots the size of my doctor s hand they doctor kept an eye on us he said we have to see who wins you or the baby while laboring we got knock on our door we had a visitor i was my brother and sister in law we typically don t want anyone there we labor alone however things were going as planned anyway and we needed the distraction we talked we laughed jason was able to bring up some lunch i didn t mind it smelled good but i could eat i had been having intense waves or nausea and had evening been getting sick so sick it hurt my chest our family went back out to the waiting room i could feel more and more water leaking i don t remember there being so much with other 2 full term pregnancies it was still bloody he checked 1 or 2 times more he had me do a practice set of pushes to see if the baby would come down he did with each push i was almost complete he said that i would be ready to push within 20 minutes i was i felt the pressure the urge to push after 3 sets of 3 pushes our december gift came into this world nine days early at first he didn t cry i worried they said he would and he did the most beautiful sound ever after delayed cord clamping and a little wiping off we did kangaroo care he was eventually weighed and measured we took footprints 2x actually nurse accidently messed up his name baths could be given until 12 hours later it was a new hospital policy since griffin s birth we were able to feed him for the first time when the doctor told us that we would be ready to push within 20 minutes we text our family in the waiting room and text russ and sharon to leave redsfest once settled and family was there jason went out to get the kiddos they were they first ones to meet the baby and learn his name it was an amazing sight to see i am glad i got in on video then don cara russ and sharon were welcomed to come in i was about time to move to our recovery room since he was born at 3 26pm we couldn t move until after 5 26pm don cara left russ sharon went to get up subway which they gave them mine for free once she told them what they were doing we let the kiddos open the present from the baby he had brought them 3 fingerlings and a gym set they were so happy especially teegan she had that on her christmas wishlist with my numbness and nausea they decided to move use my using the bed and not a wheelchair as we made our way from the 3 rd down to the 2 nd floor we ran into sharon russ went back out to get the milk the new nurses wanted to check us all out so sharon took the other 3 kiddos to a christmas party that happened to be going for kids again they had fun after coming back the everyone got to hold the baby again after lots of love they all left that night courtney picked them up from russ and sharon s after a birthday party for cayden pain was intense for me the uterine cramping was fierce i was itched from the epidural but not as much as i did with griff perhaps because i had to have more medication with him i kept feeling gushes after delivery they did give me a short in my left him to help with the bleeding during the night i didn t sleep at all i had pains meds that they had to call for 2x we sent the baby to nursery just for a bit but it didn t help around 4 30am they brought the baby back from the nursery for his bath they delayed it another hour trying to let us rest the second morning i sent jason to get him some clothing from target i had been up the night before to the bathroom but hadn t showered so i showered and then he left when he was gone a million people it seemed like came into the room they wanted to do the circumcision i begged them to wait i called jason he was checking out they waited and he was able to go with the baby for the procedure jason then jumped in the shower courtney and caitlyn brought the kids to see us it was nice but we tired after the visit courtney took them to russ and sharon s we ate cafeteria food it was good i had also had a tray from there for my breakfast jason didn t get a chance to eat that morning he was going to during his target run but that got cut short the baby had visit from the pediatrician and audiologist that day he passed all tests my pain was lessening but baby blues were already setting in that night jason called and ordered buffalo wild wings he went ...