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me and we watched him graduate from basic training he then went away for more training i moved away from our hometown for my first post college job a highly overrated thing if you ask me we wrote and every once in awhile i d be fortunate enough to get an actual phone call then 9 11 happened in all my life i ve never been so horrified i walked into the training center for my new job and everyone was gaping open mouthed at a tv screen i soon became one of them i remember feeling my heart split and the tears fall as i watched countless lose their lives right in front of my eyes people s fathers sons daughters mothers dear friends and lovers i didn t know anyone that lived in new york city but it didn t matter in that moment their pain was my pain i grieved for everyone affected in my grief i also grieved for capt my brain was already two steps ahead i knew what this would mean for our military i knew what this would mean for capt his unit was activated and he was sent directly from his training once completed but we are fortunate while there was rumor after rumor after rumor of him being sent to some of the most hostile areas he was not sent he stayed in this country to fill holes left by others who were overseas it is very selfish i know but i have always been beyond thankful that he never left american soil in the name of war he served active duty for close to a year if i remember right during that time it was much easier to speak on the phone i went to visit him at one point he came to visit me on leave at another point it was a lovely time he took me to dinner and we were just so happy to be in one another s presence we went to our home town and went to a friend s wedding in which i was a bridesmaid and wouldn t you know that i caught the bouquet and after i caught the bouquet i turned around and there he was on one knee staring up at me with a ring he and my friend had done some planning i was once again clueless and failed to notice that not one other girl actually tried to get the bouquet they were all in on it so we got engaged that night obviously he got on a plane shortly after that and we continued our long distance relationship there continued to be rumor after rumor of him going overseas but finally he came home and we set our wedding date and i guess that s that because the next chapter was marriage who asked who to do dd i asked him it s crazy but true i read 50 shades of grey became intrigued and started researching online the longer version of this is in a post the convoluted trail that led us to dd did you both know about dd when you got married or was it something you discovered online no not at all i would ve run for the hills i m sure are either of you spankos i don t know i think we both might be actually there is something both comforting and exciting about being spanked i still don t understand it yet 1 what is your favorite date night activity we both love to try new restaurants this is not really possible where we live right now but it was our favorite thing to do when we first got married go figure we like to eat a good movie and a cuddle is always nice i have to admit that my favorite date was our 10 year anniversary i wanted to go to a climbing gym and climb but he wasn t really that interested so we decided to do something he d been wanting me to try for years we went paintballing and shot at each other it was very therapeutic i highly recommend it we weren t into dd then i want to go back and do it again as i can think of some highly erotic capture interrogation scenarios that might just be wonderful to play out in a hotel room afterwards 2 what is your most hated implement my most hated implement continues to be the lightsaber even the wooden cutting board thing with a handle doesn t hurt as much as that thing he hasn t used it in a long time and i sincerely hope he doesn t get any ideas when he reads this we still don t have a ton of variety in our implements though getting more implements is on the to do list that being said he s been very creative thus far with things we have around the house posted by tomsrose at 8 14 am 16 comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest labels captain domestic discipline implements life love marriage monday august 25 2014 rose s terrible horrible no good very bad day this is a story of a day in captain s kingdom rose captain s fair lady was entrusted with a variety of duties that kept the kingdom running as smoothly as possible and just as in any other day in the kingdom there were multiple children to be juggled there were numerous piles of clutter to dig through in order to find this that or the other thing there were little people crying rose i need this rose i need that he took my toy he hit me he ate my brother and so it was mass chaos throughout the land now rose has been keeping up and doing her best for years running here running there attempting to clean whilst tornadoes in the form of little boys run amok but rose has been getting tired and anxious excited for new things to come but upset that they re not coming as quickly as she d like endlessly waiting for calgon to take her away or at least the leprechaun at the end of the rainbow now on this particular day for whatever reason rose was very tired the children seemed ten times as loud the inability to find things right away seemed a hundred times more irritating and rose was not getting along with captain very well rose s temper was foul her tears were swift her thoughts were hazy and unfocused the children were napping but rest was not hers to have she snapped on her captain time and again until he would have none of it upstairs he commanded slowly she moved like a turtle through marshmallow up up up the stairs and into the bedroom get on the bed turn over captain barked rose began to quake as she heard his grumpy demeanor she assumed the position but then something happened all of the pent up emotion and anxiety and fatigue that was swirling around inside burst through as she laid on the bed with her butt in the air dreading the first blow rose was sorry sorry for being mean and nasty sorry for being someone that she doesn t want to be sorry that she s angry all the time sorry that she s overwhelmed and can t seem to get a grip just sorry sorry sorry and all of the sorrow poured out in sobs great big bodyshaking sobs and she tried to reign it in and gain control knowing that with the first strike of the wooden board she d have no hope of controlling them she tried and tried but the tears kept on coming as she tensed and waited for the blow she felt herself being covered up and she heard captain s footsteps leave the room rose relaxed her head and cried and then just felt kind of numb it really was a terrible horrible no good very bad day posted by tomsrose at 1 32 pm 11 comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest labels domestic discipline marriage spanking sunday august 10 2014 getting it all wrong not a flowery post i apologize for my hiatus it s been unintentional and unfortunately will continue for a bit i wanted to write something though so that you know that this isn t a case of blogger dropped off of the face of the earth to never return my first trimester of pregnancy was exhausting i ve also been much sicker this pregnancy than in previous pregnancies i feel better and am able to eat now but due to some other circumstances we don t have internet at our house right ni ow so keeping up with everyone s blogs and contributing to my own is impossible right now so i m basically here to say that i won t be here at least until we get this internet kerfuffle solved but i am dying here a bit i need help and support and i feel like i can t do this i m not submissive i m not respectful i say the wrong things i use the wrong tone of voice i m grumpy and needy and emotional i ve even had to ask myself the question is this me am i someone who s meant to be in this kind of relationship and take on this kind of role i have no clear message from the heavens on this one there s been no light bulb moment of complete and absolute self awareness i feel miles from where everyone else in this community is in regards to having a dd relationship as the tih partner i feel like my hoh is always mad at me i m never sorry enough or kind enough or respectful enough he doesn t discipline he just yells and i yell and together we yell and our oldest kiddo is sick of the yelling i m pretty sure i don t think i can stomach one more marital conversation where we talk about how the yelling needs to stop and we just need to follow through with dd and how he doesn t lead because i m just not letting him lead and i m not letting him lead because i don t trust him enough i feel like we re ramming ourselves repeatedly into the same damn brick wall day after day after day to add to all of that i m still working 60 hours a week with other people s children in my home all the time our transition out of my business is not happening as quickly or as smoothly as i d like so to be honest i am angry and grumpy and tired a lot i want to be done with my job and i want to be done three months ago financially everything is a mess when we first started dd captain wanted me more he touched me and was affectionate and of course there were some hot and heavy moments also i feel like that has all died off completely to the point that i wonder if i hold any attraction for him at all i feel like i could do a naked pole dance and he wouldn t feel inclined to put down his ipad i guess this is not a flowery post that will make someone considering dd want to take the leap but this is not a fantasy either it s our real life with our real world problems and trying to learn dd amidst all of this mess has not been easy we ve been at this for roughly a year now and i feel like we ve gotten nowhere it s really pretty discouraging and i feel very disheartened and concerned for if this will ever pan out for us posted by tomsrose at 6 11 pm 31 comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest labels domestic discipline marriage wednesday april 23 2014 i m here but no spanking for awhile i am here friends this will be a short note but i at least want you to know that i m still here and i still plan to answer all of your lovely questions i guess march questions will become answers for may s blogs i hope to find some time to get to them life has been very busy and we ve struggled a bit with ttwd which has robbed me of motivation to find time that being said i miss all of you i miss reading your blogs and commenting and otherwise engaging with my ttwd family and hope to get back to that before too long i miss sharing my thoughts and concerns and receiving lovely support so please know that i m still here just in the background a bit while we get through some busy times i also have to share a few things i don t know how many of you remember that i was accepted into graduate school for this fall and received a graduate assistantship that waives my tuition well it looks like i may not be going i just think it will be a bit much with a new little one joining our home late december early january yes you heard me right we are expecting a bundle of joy this will be our third love i m over the moon excited of course it throws a wrench in the graduate school plans but if i had to choose between graduate school and a baby i d definitely choose a baby several have asked me why i don t juggle both honestly i don t want to the school i was planning to attend is an hour away so with commuting working 13 hours a week for the assistantship attending classes and studying i don t see how i d keep my sanity with two kiddos and a newborn who all need my attention i am still going to close the daycare i m honestly beyond excited about the idea of being a stay at home mom to my kiddos i ve never been able to do that and it s always something i ve wanted to do graduate school will still be there when my kiddos are older anyways captain once said that if i ever get pregnant spanking is off the table i don t think spanking would hurt our little one but having experienced pregnancy loss before i think that we always err on the side of caution this ought to be interesting my hormones will be all over the place and spanking will be off the table so we will have to be creative this will also be a good time for me to really work hard at my ability to keep myself in check and be respectful towards captain i m hoping that when the stress of the business goes away i will naturally get a bit better at those things but time will tell anyways i m here i will try to stay in touch as much as i can but please know that if you only hear from me once in awhile things are going to be less busy down the road and i will at some point become more accessible and involved once again posted by tomsrose at 4 34 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