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nces other people s homes whatever that s the other mondo sucko part of this not that i don t enjoy cooking and do lots of it because i do but i don t want to cook 21 meals a week from scratch week in and week out okay i just don t who does so that pretty much means that before i go anywhere or have anything delivered to me i have to underline have to do my homework call them ahead of time if need be to make sure that what i m about to put in my mouth will make it past checkpoint charlie at the entrance to my belleh ugh i just have to remember that i m not the first person in the world to ask them about the gluten or dairy etc every restaurant gets calls like that all the time they won t hang up on me not of course that a little experimentation is necessarily bad because that s how i find out what i actually can have which brings me to the goats or more specifically their milk since i started accumulating lists of no foods i pretty much assumed that all dairy products were off limits to me because i had such terrible problems with anything having to do with cow s milk exception clarified butter which has no milk solids but after about five months of total dairy abstention during which i tried pretty much every vegan cheese substitute there was to try and hated all of them except daiya mozzarella which still feels a little weird going down for reasons i ve yet to quantify i finally broke down and bought a small piece of chevre at trader joe s and said what the hell if i can t eat this i ll pass it on to someone who can y reka it was so good none of that plasticky rubbery taste i d been suffering through and my stomach felt fantastic after eating it oh man did i ever miss cheese and from there you know what i did i bought a quart of goat s milk and i made some damn mac and goat cheddar cheese with ancient harvest corn quinoa elbows heaven on a fork and my tummy was so pleased with me then i made a milkshake with the goat s milk and some tempt hemp milk chocolate frozen dessert yum meee and i could make my beloved siamese chicken curry with broccoli and peanuts which i ve made for over two decades and which always tasted off when using milk subs and it was just how i remembered it and oh the goat cheeses and sheep cheeses that were out there for me to have a brie like soft cheese that i could have with my gluten free king arthur bread some ricotta goat which i combined with pecorino romano sheep to make eggplant freaking parmesan so two of my former regular rotation recipes came back to me just like that cow s milk in any form continues to be a no no i had some butter the other day just a small amount and my stomach gave me the finger so now artisan cheese or at least some of it can be part of my life again if only someone would make a great gluten free artisan bread posted in uncategorized 15 comments happy musical blast from the past the rubberband man may 17 2011 meowser posted by meowser because i thought we could all use one i know i could this is a live performance of the 1976 smash hit 2 pop 1 hot soul in billboard by the spinners the detroit spinners in the uk featuring the late magnificent philippe wynne on lead vocal as shown on the 1970s us tv series the midnight special according to the billboard book of 2 hits yes such a thing exists although they only did it once thom bell and his lyricist the late linda creed wrote it to cheer up bell s son who was being picked on at school for his weight it s all about a short fat guy who uses a giant rubberband to make funky music lyrics here check out the rubberband dance action at the finale posted in uncategorized 1 comment badd 2011 in di visibility april 30 2011 meowser posted by meowser blog note for newcomers welcome to my world all first time commenters or those whose ip addresses have changed since they last commented here automatically go into moderation i am in the u s pacific time zone and work nights and sleep days so it might take a while for me to approve your comment trolls however can expect to be immediately perma spammed thanks i am not divisible from my fat marilyn wann how do we separate you people from this terrible condition you have and make you normalnormalnormal how how i m a big fatty and a big autistic there are differences between how i m regarded in society because of my fat and how i m regarded in society because of my autism but the big difference for me is the issue of individual blame nobody has figured out a way to rank out autistic people for giving themselves autism not yet so all the catastrophizing about autism centers around how did we as a society damage so many brains all of a sudden and how can we stop of course those of us who were diagnosed in adulthood or clearly had autistic ancestors whether they got the diagnosis or not could tell them they re asking the wrong damn question but we re usually dismissed as either too autistic to see beyond our own noses or not autistic enough to understand funny how that cuts in both directions but fat people get blamed for their fat from here to sunday and every sunday after that it s all about the naughty things we put in our mouths and if we d only stop we could be normalnormalnormal forever right never mind that almost nobody manages to lose a third or half or gods help us three fourths or more of their body weight and keep it off for good with no physical or mental health consequences whatsoever somebody somewhere did it just like somebody somewhere fed their autistic kid the right diet and made them normalnormalnormal so that means it will work for everybody everywhere i know there are people in fat acceptance who don t like their fellow fatties defending their good health habits that doing so defends classist and ablist tropes about how we somehow owe it to the world to be perfect angels with no vices in order to earn the good fatty badge while thin people are perfectly free to have all the vices they want as long as said vices don t show up on their thighs i understand where they re coming from but it s also true that being perceived by others as being self destructive and unreliable costs us jobs educations housing medical care and so on the perception of fat people being self destructive and unreliable is directly rooted in the idea that if we just tried a little normalnormalnormalcy could be ours and we just don t feel like it pass the chocolate covered french fries but for most of us achieving the state expected of us wouldn t just be a matter of trying it would be the equivalent of earning a ph d in astrophysics while simultaneously working swing shift as a police officer and raising triplets as a single parent and we d never get to stop maybe someone can actually do this but expecting it to be a routine occurrence is frankly an expectation not supported by existing evidence i m spared this expectation when it comes to my autism but i also know that almost all the research on autism is going into prevention catching it as early as possible preferably in utero and if not then in babyhood so that as many autistic tendencies as possible can be beaten back with various therapies it s not going into what i can expect of my autistic brain as i age or into services that might actually make my life better or into improved diagnostic tools for adults or even much in the way of assistance for autistics of any age whose families are not affluent in fact this focus on prevention pretty much rules out making any effort towards improving the life of any autistic person who insists on presenting as autistic after the age of oh 16 or so we ve been written off as useless employees bad relationship partners people whose judgment can never be trusted people whose executive function in all areas renders us incompetent and even too dangerous just to be around just because of our diagnosis get to know us as individuals before deciding we re wastes of skin hah never happen make no mistake about it in both cases it s divisibility we re fighting about it doesn t much matter if divisibility from our abnormalcy is thought to be a matter of individual initiative parental effort or sweeping societal change the basic assumption is that there s a normal person underneath waiting to be liberated and the goal of finding that normal person trapped in a defective body should take precedence over everything else but meowser suppose there was a cure for those things wouldn t you want it short answer not as much as i want a cure for my irritable bowel syndrome that really blows some chunks longer more serious answer that depends what else would this cure do to me the very nature of fixing things means you run the risk of breaking something else sometimes that risk is worth taking not eating gluten or cow s milk i can handle goat s milk in limited amounts is a royal pain in the patootie and i dread going back to new york and being surrounded by great pizza and bagels and cannolis and challah and wondering how i m going to avoid succumbing and subsequently spending way too much of my trip in the john but i remember the days of crapping my brains out and having horrible gas pains pretty much every day of my life and i don t want to go back to that thanks that fix so far seems to be worth it but if you re officially fat you already know what it s like to be faced with the hard sell of a cure that turns out to do more harm than good we re faced with incredible pressure to take diet pills that will inevitably get pulled off the market because of serious health sequelae get surgery with an incredibly high risk of death and complications or spend every spare minute we have working out like hamsters on a wheel while running a serious energy deficit this is not optional in many cases we must actively disobey our doctors not to take the cure that s offered us even though the evidence that it will actually make us permanently thin is pretty damn sketchy i don t have to because my doctors are smart enough to know that telling people they have to lose half their body weight in order to improve their health is ridiculous but i ve seen enough medical records through my job and talked to enough of my fellow fatasses to know that this makes me quite privileged indeed the cures offered so far for parents to try to fight autism are either extremely risky chelation avoiding vaccines or much too expensive time consuming and socially isolating for them to be doable for most families full time aba gaps scd diet and the evidence that they actually help autistics is not exactly clad in iron any more than the alleged cures for obesity are what makes anyone think any subsequent so called cure is going to be any different wouldn t you more or less have to have a full brain transplant in order not to be autistic at all as opposed to simply finding it easier to pass for nonautistic and if you have a full brain transplant how are you still you recently codeman38 commented on shakesville that while he wouldn t want the full brain transplant he wouldn t mind having an off button for the autism to be used in certain situations i know what he means i can t drive a car because i get momentarily overwhelmed by everything whooshing through my filters i wouldn t mind a cure that would allow me to turn it off while i was driving but again if i take it what else is it going to do to me i m already on some pretty serious chemicals for major depression that have for the last 20 years pretty well mulched what was left of my metabolism i accept this because to me nothing is worse or more life endangering than feeling like you re a piece of shit that deserves to die as painfully as possible is asperger s in that same category of soul sucking life threatening puke vortex i don t think so not enough of one that i would monkey with my other major organs in order to turn my brain right side in whatever that means want more badd click here for the full list posted in uncategorized 21 comments how a bowl of oatmeal pissed me off february 25 2011 meowser posted by meowser right now as i m typing the number 1 most e mailed story on the new york times site is mark bittman s evisceration of mcdonald s oatmeal the article pisses me off and i ve been trying to figure out why it pisses me off so much it s not because i m such a big fan of either mcdonald s or oatmeal both of which i ve always considered to be food i eat if i ever do because it s there and not much else is it s not something i ever really crave your mileage on either may of course vary but that s just me and truth be known i already do most of the things that foodie scolds like bittman think i should be doing even more so now that my diet has been purged of stuff that makes me too ill to function and i m sure they d be pleased as punch if not for the fact that i m deathfat and thus in their eyes automatically in need of a conservatorship even without taking my brain cooties into account i like the fact that bittman in his own way is trying to make cooking less intimidating and gods help me i actually like some of his recipes i ve made his cornmeal pancake recipe without the pine nuts a couple of times and it s wonderful and easy and i don t necessarily think it s a bad idea to talk about perceived versus actual convenience having once been married to someone who thought it took 30 minutes to empty the dishwasher and 40 minutes to drive from san francisco to reno if you have access to a grocery store cooking space and instruments plus a little heat retaining storage container for your oatmeal he s probably right that it s faster to just nuke some rolled oats or put them in milk and let them soak while you re in the shower than it is to go to mcd s and he s probably also right that there s more nutritional value in that then in any kind of instant oatmeal and it will be cheaper too so why am i so irritated with the article well for starters bittman is one of those you must cook people who make me want to throw eggs on the kitchen floor deliberately there was another article of his that i m too annoyed to want to bother looking up now where he said having lousy kitchen facilities was no excuse for not cooking after all he lived in a place with lousy kitchen facilities and he just asked a neighbor if he could borrow theirs yeah ahem that s if you know people with a better kitchen and if you know them well enough to ask them if it s okay to make a mess in their space and if they d say yes and if they don t live so far away that everything you make will get cold by the time you get it home and if it s actually safe for you to be there by yourself and if you can manage to carry all the stuff over there and back all of which of course will be a slam dunk for every single nyt reader since poor or disabled or geographically isolated people don t ever read it and if they do they re not in the nyt s prime demographic anyway so nyaah so i ll admit it bittman was walking a fine line on my personal 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