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my journey towards my little miracle skip to main skip to sidebar monday september 07 2009 new blog its time for a new blog to go with my new life thanks amber http sunnywithachanceofhope blogspot com posted by sunny at 11 06 pm 0 comments sunday september 06 2009 the real truth it has been such a long time since i have blogged i have wanted to blog but my world is it has been hard the babies are totally the easy part they stick to their little schedules no crying just sleeping pooping feeding the rest of my life has been messed up the real truth is my husband has been having an affair since january he came clean in april right before i went on bedrest i kicked him out but he came back quickly wanting to change of course i trusted him after the babies were born and home the truth came out again he had never stopped seeing her i kicked him out again he lived on his own for a month and realized how much he wanted his life to be with me and the babies i wanted it to work too he started getting help and i really thought it would work this past week he started second guessing his decision then the truth came out again he was in contact with her and had been with her it is over he says he can t live without her well i can live without him my heart breaks for my little ones he took them last night for two nights they are playing house now maybe now everything is out in the open i can enjoy blogging again who knows my life will never be the same 11 years of marriage are gone forever posted by sunny at 8 28 am 29 comments monday july 06 2009 family of 4 a dog wow time has past so quickly since i last blogged so much has happened quit my job at 28 weeks my little man never moved off my cervix talk about pressure ended up on hospital bedrest at 28 weeks yep the day after i quit my job no nesting at home or getting a pedicure 5 1 2 weeks of bedrest i know i should have blogged but my brain was mush the whole time 33 1 2 weeks i woke up drunk off ambien at 1 20 in the morning with wet sh eets my water had broken i was so drunk i almost didn t call grumps but i at least changed my facebook status at 3 54 and 3 55 am my little loves were born welcome to the world grace and stephen grace stayed in the nicu for 3 weeks stephen just arrived home after a month on friday now we are a family of 4 with a dog who can t get enough licks posted by sunny at 8 40 am 30 comments wednesday march 25 2009 kyle xy it has been awhile once again i find myself exhausted when i get home teaching and waddling along takes lots of energy back to my title if you have watched kyle xy you will know kyle is missing something on his body any guesses yep his belly button mine is gone i rubbed my belly today and it felt weird i then realized i didn t have a belly button anymore it made me laugh and then made me make everyone around me feel i know soon it will pop out in a very scary way especially since i am on 23 weeks this past week would have been my angels birthday healing has taken place because i didn t remember the day i actually had to go back through my blog to find it i knew the week but not the day each day as i felt these little lives move i thought of my sweet angel baby she would have been 2 still breaks my heart but i am pretty sure if we had our little one we wouldn t be having these two miracles it is just hard all around the bottom line i am blessed i have my first shower on friday i never thought it would be my time i actually feel guilty and scared about it all i know many who deserve this more every day i wake up and have to remind myself i am pregnant this is real i still can t wrap my mind around it along with the fear of the shower the nursery is up and under construction baby clothes are coming in i got the bedding in yesterday one day little ones will be living in there i can barely go in the room i am totally whacked back to the belly i can t wait for warmer weather so i can start wearing dresses my clothes are starting to get small again this belly is taking over i don t remember life without it i might waddle my clothes might be limited but i am in love with this belly and the life that lives inside posted by sunny at 7 41 pm 17 comments an attempt at organizing angel miscarriage pregnancy twins monday march 02 2009 we are having we found out i never thought i would cave like that i always wanted the surprise from the doctor holding up our little one say you are having a i couldn t resist it would have been hard to not see one of our little ones anyway it was right there in our face not only do we know what we are having i am feeling these little ones moving thump thump thump on my right side grumps got his turn too i love it at one moment yesterday one of them moved and i could feel a nice hard lump so precious to feel life i am feeling so much better these days week 20 is on wednesday and i am growing like crazy i can t hide i am pregnant anymore my 2nd graders are still amazed by it all always wanting to put a hand on my belly and even wanting to see my belly button the cribs are on their way the dresser is ordered the bedding i can t decide i have plenty of time but i would love to have this decision made everyone wants to know about names we have none they will come so are you ready to know what we are having a boy and a girl their little profiles show just how precious they are i am in love posted by sunny at 9 05 am 28 comments an attempt at organizing pregnancy twins sunday february 22 2009 sharing with kids everyone and their brother knows we are pregnant it has been fun sharing but i had been keeping it a secret from my class of second graders i wanted to wait to tell them after my big u s as the days went by i realized it was getting harder to do students are you having a baby me why students i don t know are you me i don t know am i look of fright not knowing how to answer that students i don t know silence grumps said i was being mean keeping it a secret when they know something is going on so i shared with them last week they were and still are so cute about it me have you guys noticed anything different about me lately students ummm you are calmer that would be me being tired ha students you are more strict hormones and me being tired me how about how i look do i look fatter students yes and you are eating so much now it gets to the part where hands go up everywhere some have huge grins on their faces they have figured out the secret and just needed me to confirm it student you are pregnant cheers go up all around the room me yes and with twins they couldn t contain themselves they had to touch my belly and ask questions we talked about everything that was appropriate and even some things that weren t dead babies even came up my little ones will know way more about being pregnant than most one girl tried to explain how the babies lived in a bubble the next day i showed them a picture of both the babies together the first words were it is a bubble they check on my eating making sure i am being healthy i hold their little hands so still on my belly they are in shock at how hard it is they also look every day to see if it is growing it really is so sweet now i can t wait to share with them what we are having they are already starting a list of possible names ha posted by sunny at 12 46 pm 12 comments an attempt at organizing pregnancy twins work monday february 16 2009 twin registery calling all twin moms really anyone tell me your musts and must nots for your babies i know everyone has their own preference and opinions but what have you learned strollers tips i have been searching message boards and websites to get thoughts now it is your turn posted by sunny at 7 40 am 19 comments an attempt at organizing pregnancy grab my belly and waddle here s a little fast catch up i have started to feel the babies move not as often as i would like but there are little rolls and pops and moves this weekend i swear i felt a flick like a kick i am ready to feel them more it puts my mind at ease i have been feeling overwhelmed i have to work hard to keep my thoughts positive on the weekends i don t leave my bed much the week at work is a killer this is where the belly and waddle comes into play i have found on the weekend i feel great rested comfortable sleep is even good especially since i crash so early during the week it is the opposite with all the walking i do things hurt and cause major pressure i find myself waddling everyone laughs and reminds me how early it is there is nothing i can do about it i am a teacher i walk in my classroom i sit but to get the kids from one place to the next i have to walk i noticed it last night i haven t had pressure since i have stayed in bed all weekend grumps went out last night so i found myself going up and down the stairs a lot by the end of the evening the pressure was back too many stairs i started my twin registry overwhelming i still haven t decided on cribs the secret reason afraid i will get back news at my next appointment today or at our big u s next week my first shower is the last friday of march oh my i am tired of the 8 baby jokes i hear at work every day i started purging my house but am not even close my belly is getting big 18 weeks on wed it isn t huge but it is there i guess i could go on and on but will stop i actually have some posts working in my head that i plan to type up i will hold them throughout the week so you aren t bombarded with 4 in one day posted by sunny at 7 19 am 4 comments an attempt at organizing pregnancy older posts home subscribe to posts atom about me sunny i ve been on a blog pause i used to be http www gracehopeandfaith blogspot com the pause is over and i am back with two 2 year old twins gracehopeandfaith gmail com view my complete profile posts that hit home subscribe via email subscribe to my journey towards my little miracle by email subscribe now standard subscribe in a reader blog archive 2009 11 september 2 new blog the real 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